Tuesday, December 23, 2008

arif balik cepat pleaseeeeee... bosannnn....

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

neela's 23rd.

NEELA NASTASSIA,

HAPPY BIRTHHHHHHDAYYYY..

DENGAN UCAPAN, BERBAHAGIALAH DI HARI MUDA ANDA, SEBELUM TUA MENJELANG.




kenapakah perlu ada test 3 hari sebelum saya pulang?

Monday, December 15, 2008

a good doctor.

the thought of blogging about this has been on my mind for quite sometime now, but i just couldn't find the right moment, and as always, nowhere to begin.

2 weeks back, when all over the world were talking about the terrorist attack in mumbai, neela and i were happily bunking our forensic medicine class for a lunch at the ice spice.

finished the lunch, we realised that the class hasn't yet dismissed, so melepak la kitorang kat luar lecture hall sebab semua beg bagai still dalam lecture hall tu.

to kill the time, neela bought a local newspaper and so we browsed through and all la kan. which we rarely do lah. especially me. i always have very hard time reading newspapers.

buttt, i came across this one article that results lingering in my mind for quite sometime lah.

berita tu macam ni.

kan the attack tu took place at one big hotel, railway station, a cafe and a hospital kan. so this particular article ni was telling a story of a victim from the hospital attack.

this pregnant lady was about to deliver her baby when the cilakak terrorist came into the hospital building and started shooting people to death. and the labour room was somewhere in the upper floor of the hospital, whereas the shooting was on the ground floor.

as the shooting began, the baby's head emerged.yeah, emerged as if u could see the baby's head at the vaginal opening. hearing the unstopped gunshot and people screaming everywhere, the doctors in-charged, OBGYN i supposed, knew that something was not right down there.

but at the very same moment,the lady was very ready to deliver her baby and the doctor knew that the lady would be screaming and all, and of course later the baby mestilah cry jugak kan. that would make a perfect combination to call the terrorist upstairs la kan.

so what the doctors did was, they made the lady to sleep by giving her sedatives and administered her with some drugs to stall the labour, and the doctor actually pushed the baby's head back into the uterus. i was like.. wooo, boleh rupenye macam tu.

and they switched off the power in the labour room, and pushed few tables and chairs to the door, and lied on the floor quietly while waiting for everything to calm. having done that, they actually berjaya tipu penjahat2 tu sume because they thought that the labour room was just some unused store room.

an hour later, a security guard came in saying everything is now fine that the terrorists were gone and so many people were shot dead.

then only the doctors turned off the lady from the sedatives and 2 hours later she finally gave birth to a healthy baby girl.

kesimpulan dia, disebabkan oleh the doctor's rational thinking, the lady and her baby were safe, and how many more people including nurses and midwives are still breathing and alive skarang ni.

ok tak best pun cerita tu, lantak lah sebab memang i tak pandai nak cerita2 ni. kalau nak best beli sendiri times of india la.

the point is, macam ni. dah baca cerita pasal tu kan, neela and i pun borak2 la. what if the same thing happens to us *nauzubillah* mase kite dah kerja nanti. will i be able to think rationally and do the same thing as that doctor did? ntah2 dengar bunyi gunshot i dah pengsan tergolek tak pun dah terkencing dah kat situ. or will i still be thinking of my patient masa tu or sibuk nak selamatkan diri sendiri?

hurm macam mana tu kawan2 sekalian?

i want to be a good doctor someday, insya Allah. tapi i kalut. gelabah. kalau jadi macam tu, taktau la nak buat ape kan. insya Allah takde kot orang gi attack hospital kat malaysia nanti kan.

back to the point, i want to be a good doctor, in fact, a VERY good one. the one yang macam doctor tadi tu, whom the patient would remember sampai mati, to that lady, the doctor was her hero. die yang cakap sendiri dalam paper tu. macam tu la cita2 saya. nak jadi macam tu.

tapi saya malas baca buku. ni pun skrang patut study but i prefer to write this boring story rather than hafal all the viruses and fungi. will i make a good doctor someday?

but i once came across this one blog of a doctor, an actual doctor, bukan nye student yang tak lepas lagi macam saya ni.

dia kata macam ni la lebih kurang.

being a medical student, the more we read, the greater we are. but when u enter the actual field, the number of pages that u read won't count anymore. it's the experience that matters.

sebab tu la orang pesan jangan ponteng clinical posting. especially the exams. practical exams. sebab masa tu la kita nak train our clinical skills, and during the exam lah we can actually assess our skill level. macam saya, hari tu masa orthopaedics punye practical exam, during the viva, Dr Alex seemed very impressed with my answers, " good, u answered very well," he said.berbunga2 je rasa masa tu. tapi bila keluar result, 9/20. failed haha. so to muhasabah diri, i personally think, in the eyes of a surgeon, in fact Dr Alex is the chief of the hospital, there maybe a lot more things i have to improve.

hurm macam takde kaitan je sume benda.

takpe lah. kesimpulan dia, doakan saya become a well-trained and skillful doctor someday.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

syamimi.

so i see, a few more days left before i'm going back home.

and the plan on meeting mimie pun mcm dah jadi. yeay!

still i am not sure on how to balik kelantan nanti, since this afternoon kaklong said that everyone will be in genting highland on the 18th, and macam takde orang kat rumah. and i called abah, he said he hasn't yet purchased the flight ticket for me, so i just asked him why don't he just come and pick me up at klia so then we can go back together. he said ok, he thinks he can come and pick me then terus gerak balik kelantan. but then, already i have a plan to see mimie first, so abah pun jadi mcm tak sure la pulak. so he said maybe he can pick me up at the airport in the morning, then we balik to kaklong's house and i mandi gosok gigi sume benda, then he can wait sementara i jumpa mimie. after dah jumpe bergossip bagai dgn makcik ni then we pun balik kelantan. macam tu la kot plan die so far.

insya Allah mintak2 la jadi. because i really miss this makcik.

tibe2 rindu zaman2 kat college dulu.

back in the days when mimie and i were very2 closed, bergossip with each other plus ima and gelak2 tak ingat dunia. how i was always inspired by mimie, serious die ni rajin gile study, and how we shared our similar biological clock like petang2 tido tak ingat dunia, sampai selalu termiss dinner kat dining hall, pastu lepak2 kat cafe makan nasik goreng kicap bob masak, pastu malam2 buta duk tengok one tree hill kat youtube sebab time tu internet cam bagus.

mimie, i miss having u in the room next to mine, rindu nak dgr u tiba2 gelak tengah2 mlm rupe2nye tgh tgk friends with headphone..

gosh, seriously i'm not good lah at expressing my feeling ni, especially kat kawan2. tapi i really hope that u faham kan camane i've been missing u, us and our college days?

Friday, December 12, 2008

...

nak update, tp mcm tak tau where to begin.

plus rasa mcm buang masa je duk blogging lama2, baik jawab soalan microbe kan.

tapi mcm penat dah dari smalam, pastu sambung lagi lepas kelas commed tadi, duk bace microbe je.

tapi mcm takut nak test minggu depan.

lagipun saya macam berangan nak dapat markah tinggi2 je masa test2 ni, so that carry mark cam bagus, pastu nanti bajet boleh membantu la result final nanti.

tapi saya adalah macam dah penat.

pastu plak, next week dah nak balik. kejaaapppp je lagi.

kate la start esok sampai la hari rabu sy busy la konon duk study for patho tutorial which is due on monday, and for the test on wednesday, pastu hari khamis saya ada kelas commed je from 9 to 10, then on friday my class will be from 215 to 430 je, pastu malam tu dah balikkkk... tadaaa.. kejap je kan dah nak balik..

ok lah tu je. nak tido dah.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

nak balik.

tak sabarnye nak balik. tsk tskk..

lagi 10 hari. lambatnye..

btw, i went for saree hunting with neela yesterday. click here ok.

dah gemuk balik. :(

start esok saya berazam nak puasa everyday lah. yeah yeah.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

salam perantauan.

eh eh lupe.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA semua orang.
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. eh raya haji orang mintak maaf jugak ke? takpe2, tak salah mintak maaf selalu2 kan.

btw, kitorang kat sini raye hari selasa, tak faham lah kenapa. tp memang selalu lambat sehari. so esok saya masih ade class. pagi2 buta lagi dah ada community medicine. :(

ok lah, selamat hari raya aidil adha again. have a good one people!

the feedback.

so i tagged mcla, and this is what she wrote about me. i somehow found it soooo funny lahhh...haha..

15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
elida?
- bijak & rajin gila. suka buat nota kecik untuk di baca bila-bila masa zaman skolah dolu. pengaruh yg bagus nih!
- pembekal limau dorm B2-3. ayah beliau selalu kirim makanan yg sangat banyak di tengah-tengah minggu.
- die & muncung tudung tak dapat dipisahkan zaman dedolu. owh, semua dedolu sebab last jumpa masa skolah menengah.
- dia banyak skandal masa darjah 6 haahhah elida hot babe weh!
- dia sayang dia punye arif sangat-sangat kot? ye, tidak syak lagi!


so here's what i thought.
-
me as bijak & rajin gila. that was sooo high school punye thing. or maybe mase duk scipp je. masuk mrsm terus hancus.
- me as pembekal limau dorm B2-3.hahaaa people remember me as a food supplier? cool cool. haha..
- me and my muncung tudung? hehe ni memang, pakai tudung takde muncung tak sah la kan.
- me byk skandal masa darjah 6? ni nampak sgt la kecik2 lagi dah gatal.haha..
- and me sayang my arif sgt2? that is undoubtly soooo true..

and this is what fifie wrote about me. (and mcla also coz we both tagged her with the same thing)

15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
elida dan ilani?
- mereka pernah satu sekolah SMS PasirPuteh
- keduanya my dearest old time schoolmates cum my bestfriends since 2 .haha
- Elida : terlau ramai ex-bf while Ila : tak penah ada ex-bf (as far as im concern)
- Ila dan aku penah ada baju kurung yang sama,exactly same during our 1 year-old-birthday
- elida pakai kasut size sama dgn aku

so i see. i would like to point out the third thing fifie wrote about me, hahahaha... bila fikir2 balik, that is true jugak. ( arif, hehe jgn marah. u're still the best thing ever happened to me)..

it's interesting to know what people think about us kan. tapi taknak la tau orang kutuk kite ke ape ke. it's nice to know what ur friends feel about u, and remember u as.

let's see what will the others write about me nanti. macam best jugak.





ergghhh..

bosannnn gilllerrrrrr...

Saturday, December 6, 2008

tag by E and hafiz.

been tagged by E (and hafiz also, u tagged me with the same thing). and, mcla, aku ajin buat dah la tag hk mum wi tu. sila refer post2 yang lalu. hehe..

so here it goes.



1. Apakah benda yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu?
i see i see. duit kottttt.bila ada duit baru boleh beli benda2 lain yang penting gak.henpon ke, laptop ke.

2. Apakah benda terakhir yang kamu beli dengan wang sendiri?
just now, cotton material for baju kurung.

3. Di manakah tempat impian perkahwinan kamu?
hurm.nantilah pk.

4. Berapa lama anda rasa hubungan kamu berkekalan?
as long as it could be. forever, insya Allah.

5. Adakah anda dilamun cinta?
every minute of my life.

6. Di manakah restoran terakhir kamu makan malam?
hurm.it's been a while. tak ingat lah. i rarely went out for dinner, kalau lunch slalu la.

7. Namakan buku terakhir yang kamu beli?
textbook of hematology by tejinder singh.

8. Apakah nama penuh kamu?
elida hanan binti awang.

9. Kamu lebih senang dengan mak atau ayah?
depends. both are fine.

10. Namakan seseorang yang kamu ingin jumpa untuk pertama kalinya dalam hidup anda?
entah.

11.Sebutkan 8 nama sahabat yang paling rapat dengan kamu?
fifie, neela, yeen, and all classmates.

12. Adakah kamu mencuci pakaian anda sendiri?
yes, with the help of a machine.

13. Tempat yang paling seronok kamu mahu pegi?
malaysia truly asia.

14. Pelukan atau ciuman?
depends.

15. Butirkan 5 perkara tentang orang yang tag kamu.
Ilhami..
- she was my collegemate back during A-level
- and again we are doing our mbbs here together
- she's from terengganu
- she always sits behind me in the lecture hall.
- she's going to UK this coming holiday. nak ikottttttt..

16. 8 perkara yang amat saya gilai
- my Arif.
- everything about Arif.
- shoes. basically clothing lines la senang cakap.
- anything to do with weight loss.
- food. good food.
- beauty.
- tv series.
- i love make-ups. but i'm too lazy to.

17. 8 perkataan yang sering di ucapkan
- according to arif, "at least" and "stillll"..
- omg.
- tau takkk..
- serious?
- malasnyee...
- laparnyeee..
that's all i can think.

18. 8 buah buku yang paling terbaru dibaca.
- mudaliar and menon's : clinical obstetrics
- shaw's textbook of gynaecology
- essentials of medical pharmacology by tripathi
- textbook of haematology by tejinder singh
- pathology secret.
- pharmacology secret
- my note book.
- my note book.

19. 8 lagu yang saya boleh dengar berulang kali.
- aisey. malas la pulak nak pk.

19. 8 perkara yang saya pelajari tahun lalu
- jangan ponteng byk2 lg.
- my clinical skill is much better i think.
- focusing more on my study.
- berjimat cermat.
- jgn makan byk kalau taknak gemuk.
- nak kurus bukan senang.
- pharmacology adalah sgt susah.
tu je lah.

20. Mari men'tag' 8 orang lain.
- fifie.
- mcla. (balas dendam)
- are-were.
- kak sufee.
- ereen.
- intan.
-nad.
tu je lah.




Thursday, December 4, 2008

i don't feel like mengalah. as always.

u don't want to talk, fine. so do i.

let's see how it goes.

just take care of yourself. as always.

bye!


*this is just another drama*

OBG is for obstetrics and gynaecology.

esok adalah exam OBG. practical. pastu sabtu theory pulak. tak suka. tak suka exam. tak suka OBG. tak suka ambik history and buat examination kat orang pregnant, takut tertekan perut orang tu kuat sangat nanti terberanak orang tu tak pasal2 preterm labour.

pastu tak suka ambik history kat dalam labour room. cuba imagine anda tgh sakit2 perut nak berak, pastu ade orang duk tanya2, dah lama ke nak berak? ni kali ke berapa berak? dan macam2 lagi. annoyed tak? in my case, it is worse. orang tengah sakit perut contraction nak beranak, kita duk sibuk duk ambik history. kalau saya yang nak beranak, harus dah kena lempang orang yang duk tanya2 tu.

pastu, mintak2 la esok dr rupesh is still on leave. kalau orang kata, "dr rupesh is on leave until friday", maknanya hari jumaat tu die still on leave la kan? ke maknanya hari jumaat tu dia dah ade balik?

pastu, tadi kan, mase dalam kelas, dr philip advised us not to go out within these few days. he said there's been warning that the next terrorist attack might be bangalore. haaaaaa??? tak selamat dah ni. jom la balik semua orang..

saya rasa saya dah gemuk balik. :( tak suka. nanti kena diet balik. penat laaaaa makan sikit2. nak makan banyaakk2.

ok tu saja. jom baca OBG jom.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

annoyingly annoyed.

ok hari ni nak mengumpat.

tau tak ada jugak setengah2 orang ni, perangai dia adalah suka nak buat orang cuak. or nak bagi orang gelabah and tension.

well, i have a friend. that is exactly what she does. menyampah.

few days ago, i sat next to her in the bus to the baptist hospital.

so we borak2 la kan along the way. pastu she started buat hal la kan.

the friend : tak keluar ke weekend ni?
me : tak kot. asyik hujan je. pastu byk keja la tak siap lagi. (padahal takde duit.)
the friend : ha'a kan. banyak gile keje.
me : tu la pasal. pastu sume benda la nak kena hantar skarang kan.
the friend : tu la. tensionnyeeerr. pharmacotherapeutic exercise tak buat lagi, elida dah buat?
me : belum. taktau lagi bila nak buat.
the friend : ooo. ni kite nak pergi buat la ni.
me : ooo.ok la tu. (me dah malas nk lyn dah..saje la tu nak ckp die nk g buat dh tu)
the friend : eeeeiii tak suke laaaaa byk2 keja mcm ni....
me : nape? ape lagi keje lain?
the friend : forensic record book lagi.tau tak kena hantar next week? dah buat?
me : oo.tau..alaaa ape je yang kena buat? salin chart2 tu je kan? kite dah salin siap2 mase kat lab hari tu.
the friend : ye ke??hurmm..tu yang lama2 tu, certificate2, yg bone identification tu, sume kena buat jgk...dah buat?
me : owh yang tu dah lama kan, dah buat dah kot.
the friend : yang bone tu dah lukis ke? susah kan nak lukis bone tu?
me : dah. ala takde la susah sgt, lukis simple2 je, die bukan nak gambar anatomy of the bone tu pun.
the friend : oo ye ke. (then dia diam jap).. microbe punye parasitology dah siap?
me : (bengang dah ni ) tak lagi. takpe mggu depan takde microbe.
the friend : tapi banyak gileeee tuuu.... lama gila kot nak buat die.
me : ye ke.takpe la.buat sikit2.
the friend : pastu pharmaco punye record book dah buat? drug charts sume tu?
me : kite buat sikit2 je. byk sgt la nak salin balik.
the friend : ha tu laaa.eeeee tension betulll laaaa... pastu tau tak kena salin balik jgk drug charts yang lama2, yang 3rd sem punye tu skali...
me : oo ye ke. nanti la buat.

then i dah nak naik menyampah.so i turned on my ipod loudly, memekak sorang2, die tau kot i dah malas nak layan.

heeyyy ape hal nak soal orang satu2, macam mak bapak orang pulak. pastu bile orang rilek2 je cakap tak siap lagi tu tak siap lagi ni, saje je nak cakap byk2 kali tension la ape la.. psycho ok minah ni. sumpah pasni kalo takde sebab memang i takkan serah diri to start a conversation with her la.

ok maybe la she was with good intention sebenarnye, to remind me those workload and all... tp the way she was saying it tu sangat irritating ok. macam saje je nak suruh orang gelabah2.
it may be works with other people, but not me la. awal2 ni tak main la gelabah2, last2 minute baru syok. baru la ade nikmat skit wat keje.hehe..

byk lagi nak cerita pasal die. tp rasa mcm tak baik la pulak ngumpat byk2 ni.lain kali la pulak.

anyhoooo..... paden kate duit dah masuk! betulkah? am sooooooo going to the bank la tomorrowww!
yeayyy!!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

gajah and mimie.

i came back from the class, and guess what i found at the front gate of my apartment?

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a GAJAH. very very big elephant. besar gileeerrrr.

jeles tak korang? tempat korang mane ade gajah kat depan rumah ha. kalau nak tgk gajah kena gi zoo. paling tak pun tunggu gajah keluar malam2 kat lebuh raya timur barat.

patutnye ambil gambar td kan, but i was so scared to do so. nak pass through the gate pun i was running with my bag and stuffs.

i have this kinda of thing towards gajah. it's like trauma. tgk gajah rasa macam meremang bulu roma. dengar nama gajah pun dah cuak. it actually started almost a year back, when my forensic medicine professor projected a video of gajah mengamuk during the class, and the video was dammmnnnnn terribly scary. it was actually a festival kot, few elephants were brought to a village, and in the middle of the thing, tiba2 one of these big guys naik angin and started to mengamuk, later on all the elephants there pun mengamuk jgk. cut it short, dalam video tu ade orang mati kena penyek ngn gajah tu, pastu dah kena penyek2, gajah tu tak puas hati lagi kot, he swing the dead guy with his trunk kat pokok2, and we could see clearly the dead body macam dah lunyai. macam dah takde skeleton dah.lembik lemah longlai gitu. gile takot. gajah memang kuat ah. lepas tu dah start takut gajah. tgk gajah dlm national geography pun takut.

dah dah.

anyways, ade 18 hari lagi nak balik. yeay!

and happy 22nd birthday my dearie mimie comot. i really miss u. mie, in case u read this, i am still planning on how to meet u nanti. i'll reach kl on the 20th morning, maybe i'll see u before my flight to kb, which i think malam tu kot. i tak sure lagi. but i definitely will arrange la nnt macam mane nak jumpa u before u blk london ok.. we so have to jumpa. dah 2 tahun lebih kot. and i really really miss u makcik.

i korek2 folder lama2, then i jumpa this. hehe. tak kesah la buruk ke ape, i nak jugak letak. again, happy 22nd birthday mimie darling. cant wait to see u. i rindu nak dgr u membebel.hehe..


till then, mwax!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

cigars.

i'm on a mission to complete the workloads. perrgghh banyak gile weh. ni lah jadi kalau tak buat awal2 record book.

pastu tengah2 malam mula la mintak ym id orang tu orang ni sebab nak tanya microbe la, forensic la..hehe..

pastu kan, my weight macam dah tak nak turun sangat dah. last time i checked it was 48.7kg. and body fat % pun remains at 25.1%.. kenape agaknye? nak tgk sampai january ni, ade improvement lagi tak, kalau dah takde, macam nak benti je amik HL ni.. kalau tak turun dah malas la nak amik. dah la pokai. baik simpan duit wat makan steak.

on the other hand, i noticed this one thing. whenever me and arif had a conversation about cigars and smoking, it must ended badly. i think i was at my best level chosing the right words not to sound harsh or pushing, but still i think it eventually turned him off. mesti takde mood dah nak cakap pastu. entah la.

if only he understands. if there is one thing that i would want to ask from him, it surely will be for him to stop smoking.. i failed to stop my father from doing so.. how i wish i could do that to u..

kenapa sy sgt sensitive pasal rokok? padahal kawan2 sy ramai je smoke. i grew up being friends with so many2 guys yang smoke. back then, i don't really mind.in fact, i think i never mind about it. until one day, when i was in the matriculation, i happened to get to know this one sweet girl.. sangat2 sweet.

so we got along well and all, and i came to know that she has lost her father when she was 13, following lung cancer. but that was not the turning point.

until one fine weekend, my other friend's parents came for a visit, and biasalah me and kawan2 pergi salam2 tu kan. so did this particular friend that i was telling. so okay la, dah salam2, we were kinda talking with the parents, and tiba2 je she ran upstairs..

being curious and caring, we followed to her room, finding she was sobbing on her bed...awhile later, i think she was ready enough to tell what was going on.. and she went like,

"korang, kite rindu ayah kite."

ok so our guess was right. she was so touched seeing my other friend with her parents.
then, she continued,

"korang, kalau ayah korang hisap rokok, please la suruh diorang stop, kalau boleh paksa, paksa la diorang, jangan bagi diorang hisap rokok lagi. kalau nanti dah jadi mcm ayah kite, dah takleh wat pape dah."

tuhan je tahu how i felt that time. mcm nak je call abah right away, but i just didn't know how to tell him, what to say and all.

few weeks later, i got out of the matriculation, and went back home. but i could not find a perfect time to talk to abah about it, until this one time, when me, abah, umi and brother in law, were having a dinner, and somehow the conversation was brought up and i told him the story about my friend and everything, and i dengan berjayanya cried at the table over the dinner. hehe pastu malu gile kot since my brother in law was there. lepas tu sumpah taknak dah cakap emo2 pasal smoking ke ape ke. i can get emotional easily when it comes to this issue.

so bukannya sy tak suka orang smoking sebab konon-budak-medic-mestila-tak-suka-orang-hisap-rokok..no no.. it is a konflik dalaman waaaayyy before i stepped into this path.

so arif, no i was not being pushy, but i just couldn't find the right words to convey this to u, the same way i couldn't do it with abah..

Friday, November 21, 2008

and owh. lupe satu lagi. i'm officially financially broke.

sape nak bagi duit dia so that i can kikis?? i kan gold digger, kikis duit orang bla bla bla bak kata orang gemuk hodoh bodoh tak sedar diri tua dah tak laku pastu perasan diri tu hebat sangat nak ugut2 orang bajet orang takut.. ha kan dah emo tak pasal2..

nak mintak duit ngan mak bapak pun dah trauma. karang org ckp kikis duit mak bapak pulak. gold-digger la katakan.

calling for pharmacologist..

mintak tolong.

any med students all over the world, who's been through pharmacology, thoroughly and successfully.

seriously i need help here.

how to pass pharmacology? see, i only need to pass, never dream for distinction ok.

which book is best to read? i keep switching from tripathi to satoskar and few other UK and US publishers. this does no good. i really need to stick to one book. and my professor is not helping at all. today he said satoskar is good, tomorrow he'll say i should read tripathi. what laa..

how to memorize all these drugs, at least until i finish the exams?? seriously memang kena paksa and mug everything up ke?? no easier way?

quote from professor, "u have to have the appetite to study".. ha macam mana tu..

erm, i have like another 3 months for my 3rd internal assessment, and my final is going to be in march, another 4 months to go...sempat ke ni.. freaked out ok.

nak tanya cheah la nanti.

pharmacology adalah subject paling susah dalam dunia. i think sape suka pharmacology will make a great doctor someday. no it's not that i'm not gonna be a good one, i will..checheyy.. tapi lambat la sikit kot.. merangkak2 la sikit..

tapi kan, tadi, during clinical posting, there was a case presentation by a postgrad student, and seriously i think kitorang, the undergrads, can do better case presentation than she did, be it history taking or the examination wise. i think all of us are well-trained that all the vital signs should be presented at the end of the general physical examination, and thyroid and breast examinations are very crucial in OBG cases, and she just missed all these things. how la? kiranya kitorang takde la teruk mana pun. byk main2 je. kalau serious sikit je sure gempak ni...haha.. tgk PG tu present tadi terus rasa diri sendiri cam pandai je sebenarnye..boleh ke mcm tu?

ape2 pun...saya mengaku sy memang tak pandai pharmacology. in fact mcm tak tau ape2.. camana ni...

Sunday, November 16, 2008

untukmu ariffin aka abang ripin.

dedicated to,

(ilustrasi menunjukkan contoh yang tidak baik)


A.N.G.E.L A.N.G.E.L
Just like a shadow
I'll be beside you
I'll be your comfort
I'm there to guide you home
I will provide you
A place of shelter
I wanna be your zone

Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make you great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
On every promise given
Making vows to please her man

If I could be your angel
Your angel, Your angel
Protect you from the pain
(from the pain oh..)
I'll keep you safe from danger
from danger, from danger
You'll never hurt again
(No More)
I'll be your a.n.g.e.l
(Yeah)
a.n.g.e.l, a.n.g.e.l
(Hey)
a.n.g.e.l
I'm gonna be your
(a.n.g.e.l)
I'll be your angel

Just like the moon
I'll step aside
And let your sun shine
While I follow behind
Cause baby what you got
You deserve all the props
With everything I'm not
and I'm so glad you're mine

Tell me what you wanted me to do
I'll make it great to be a man
With a woman who can stand
On every promise given
Making vows to please her man

If I could be your angel
(I could be your angel)
Your angel, Your angel
Protect you from the pain
(I will protect you from the pain)
[from the pain]
I'll keep you safe from danger
(I'm gonna keep you safe from danger)
from danger, from danger
You'll never hurt again
(You'll never hurt again)
I'll be your a.n.g.e.l
(ey hey)
a.n.g.e.l, (ey ey hey) a.n.g.e.l
I'm gonna be, gonna be
(a.n.g.e.l)
I'll be your angel

Tell me why there's so many good men
And the world misunderstood
He's a dog, he's no good
I wish somebody would

Disrespect my man
You're gonna have to come see me
I go hard for my baby
He's all that I need

So if you got a good one
Put your hands up,
Come on girl and stand up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up
If you got a good one
Put your hands up
Come on girl and stand up
Go ahead lift your man up
Get up

If I could be your angel
Your angel, Your angel
(Protect you from the pain)
Protect you from the pain
(from the pain, from the pain)
[from the pain oh..]
I'll keep you safe from danger
(I'll keep you safe from danger)
from danger, from danger
You'll never hurt again
And you'll never hurt again
a.n.g.e.l, a.n.g.e.l
You'll never hurt again
a.n.g.e.l, a.n.g.e.l
You'll never hurt again
a.n.g.e.l, a.n.g.e.l,
a.n.g.e.l, (a.n.g.e.l) a.n.g.e.l
I'll be your angel


from us with love,

sayang,

dan anak kita,

Saturday, November 15, 2008

byk gile weyyyhh.

perkara-perkara yang membelenggu benak fikiran saya :

1. mycology charts 4-6. (sy pun tak ingat yang sy dah buat rupenye chart 1-3, sungguh membahagiakan.)

2. parasitology charts yang berlambak2.ni konfem tak buat langsung lagi. ade berapa charts pun sy tak sure.

3. virology short answers. sy berjaya menyiapkan 10 out of 25. berazam untuk menyiapkan kesemuanya malam ini juga.

4. virology short notes. none out of 25. berazam untuk menyiapkan sekurang2nya 5 malam ini.

5. pharmacology drug charts. banyak gila nak mati weh. sape dah siap nak pinjam please please pretty pleaseeeeeee.

6. pharmacology drug identity tests. saya tak jumpa dalam buku mana saya salin dulu. tapi takpe. neela dah siap.nanti pinjam je dia punya.

7. pharmacotherapeutic exercise. ni nanti2 lah. banyak lagi kerja lain. chewah cakap macam dah terror gila pharmac. bukan. ni orang panggil bodoh sombong.

8. microbiology test on virology - 18th nov.

9. pathology test on hepatobiliary system - 24th nov.

10. OBG exam. ni tak sure bile.nanti cek balik.

11. elaun buku + perkakas bila nak masuk? tiket pulang ke malaysia masih belum dibayar sepenuhnya.

12. setiap hari menjelang jam 6 pagi dan 6 petang, ade routine black-out. serious tak tipu. pastu kol 7 baru ade balik letrik. kenapekah sebenarnye?

13. sy asyik makan. risaukan berat badan yang besar kemungkinan akan naik kembali.

14. ipod dah macam tahi. tp tak tau nak beli ipod dulu atau camera dulu.

15. attendance percentage sy adalah di bawah syarat minimum.

16. nak beli printer. dgn syarat printer paling murah dalam dunia. bukannya selalu guna pun. dah kata homework pun kena handwritten kan.

17. mahu belajar berjimat cermat.


ha tu je. jom nangis same2 sebab baru terhegeh2 nak buat homework.

tini pun tak reply msg kat ym, musti tau aku nak pinjam homework ni, pastu tak nak layan aku ehhhhhhhhh..aku buang kicap kau baru tauuuu..hehe...

ok jom2 buat homework.

Friday, November 14, 2008

ini entry emo.

i am now going through a rough patch. with my studies and my personal life. i know i shouldn't be mixing and juggling up everything together, but this personal problem that i am having somehow affects my life so much.

i can't stop thinking about it. yeah, again, i know i shouldn't be, but being me, i can't just live my life happily, knowing the fact that people are badmouthing about me.

i wonder, where did some people earn their nerve to go to you, and complaining this and that about u, without even a slice of guilty or sympathy. is it never occur to you that i am also a typical human being, with feelings that can easily hurt? i would never do that to anyone. u do not even know me, in fact we never meet, so how can u judge me with so little u know about me? ok nak cakap kasar sikit, hey fugly perempuan, kau dengar cerita dari mulut orang yang sah2 benci aku *or at least takleh nak get over me and move on with his f***ing life*, pastu kau nak kutuk2 aku apehal? ade aku kacau kau?? aku tak pernah kenal kau, yang kau kecoh2 datang kutuk aku apehal? ape kau dapat? kau tau ape aku rasa? aku rasa kau ni adalah perempuan tua yang tak laku, pastu aku tau kau mesti suka kat dia sebenarnye, pastu aku tau die pun mesti taknak kat kau, pastu kau dengar cerita dia, kau konon2 tunjuk yang kau simpati kat dia, pastu kau pun bengang nak mati lah ngan aku kan, sebab konon2 nye aku ni lah yang jahat, *ye aku jahat, sbb aku yang tinggalkan dia, tapi ade kau tanya dia sbb ape aku tinggal dia?* tapi kalau kau tanya pun, mesti die ckp aku jgk yang jahat kan. tapi ape aku peduli. yang penting aku tak jadi bodoh macam die, mak bapak aku bahagia, dan aku pun bahagia. bukannya kekurangan kasih sayang macam kau.

kalau pun aku ni jahat, kalau pun aku ni berlakon je jadi baik, siapa kau nak judge aku? walaupun kau kerja kat mahkamah syariah ke, ape2 mahkamah pun ke, that doesn't give u the right to judge me. tu semua adalah between aku dgn Allah. seriously aku tak faham dgn kau. ape yang aku tau, kau memang bodoh. kau carik pasal ngan aku, kutuk2 aku depan2 aku, pastu bila aku diam, kau kata aku perasan yang kau nak korek cerita aku. kau tak rasa betapa bodohnya kau di situ?

one word to describe u, PATHETIC!

so tell me, kau puas hati dah dapat kutuk aku, ugut aku, kacau hidup aku? sbb terus terang aku cakap, aku memang dah affected gile lepas kau msg aku. tu je yang kau nak kan? so, BACK OFF now!

aku adalah sangat bengang sekarang. aku pun tak tau kau baca ke tak blog aku sebenarnye, tp aku pandai2 je la assume yang kau baca, sbb kau kan nak sangat cari modal nak kutuk aku, memandangkan kau dah takleh nak view friendster aku, nak msg aku pun dah tak boleh, aku nak tengok ade tak reply dari kau kat sini. kalau ada, sah kau memang takde keje campur bodoh tahap gaban.

ok dah. bukan senang nak suruh aku cakap kasar macam ni.

ni kalau arif baca rasa2 kena marah ke?

ok lah. sape2 yang tak tau pasal sape sy bengang2 ni, jangan tanya. termasuk adik beradik saya yang disayangi sekalian. tak payah tanya ape2.

anyhow...i'm so thankful that i have tons of friends who are always there for me, noticed my unwellness, and listened to me when i was meleleh with air mata and hingus dalam kelas tanpa malu kat orang lain.to neela, fara, yulie, tini, aha and anis, i couldn't say this better, u guys are great friends. being surrounded with these cheerful chirpy people really made my day and for a moment i forgot how cruel the outside world is.sayang korang ok. blushing blushing.haha.

and to arif, u are the most wonderful guy i've ever met, and to know u is a bliss. word fails me to tell you how grateful i am, but you never failed to let me feel loved by you.

till then, mwax!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

another tag.

Tajuk Hangat:PERIHAL 7jawapan
anda mestilah JUJUR,AMANAH,IKHLAS,SOPAN-SANTUN DAN BERPEGANG PADA PRINSIP... HEHEHEHE

Soalan 1 : 7 Ciri-ciri lelaki idaman anda.
1. i'm looking for a guy who is better than me in many ways, easy to say, one who can give me guidance, and i've definitely found one.
2. height is a must.
3. i would say that i prefer one who doesn't smoke, tp takpe lah.dimaafkan.hehe.
4. softspoken. i cannot tolerate guys ckp kasar2.tp takde lah sampai lembut kalah pompuan kan.
5. the one who listens to me. because i whine and complaint a lot.
6. sedap mata memandang.hehe.
7. funny! and considerate.and responsible. cheh byk plak kan.

Soalan 2 : lelaki yang pernah anda minati sepanjang hidup.*aiyok!*
1. leonardo diCaprio (haha.i know i know)
2. chad michael murray (nad, kite same di sini)
3. robert buckley
4. brad pitt
5. tak ingat dah.
6. tak ingat jgk.
7. muhammad ariff. *hihi.gelak2 gatal*

Soalan 3 : 7 perasaan sekiranya keluar dengan seseorang yang anda minati.
1. rama-rama di dalam perut.
2. sy seorang yg pemalu.tp takde la malu sgt kot.kalo malu sgt, takdenye sy kua ngn die plak kan.
3. berbunga2.sebab dia nak kluar ngn saye!!!
4. gigil2.
5. takut.. ape akan jadi sekiranya die adalah perogol bersiri sebenarnye?
6. control skit.dah kate jumpe ngn org yg kite minat kan.
7. excited la kot.

Soalan 4 : 7 tempat istimewa yang ingin dilawati bersama pasangan anda.

1. meh dtg jalan2 sini dulu.
2. mekah someday insya Allah.
3. US.
4. europe.
5. europe.
6. europe.
7. europe.

Soalan 5 : 7 barangan/sesuatu istimewa yang mungkin akan anda hadiahkan pada pasangan anda...
1. my trust.that is worth everything!
2. my love.
3. my kasih sayang. tak sama ngn love ok. love tu cinta.
4. seluruh jiwa dan raga.
5. nanti lah tanya arif dia nak ape lagi.
6. tak tanya arif lagi.
7. nanti arif bagi tau.


Soalan 6 : 7 tajuk lagu yang akan anda nyanyikan untuk pasangan anda.
1. fall for you.
2. aku dan dirimu.
3. your guardian angel.
4. sempurna.
5. finally.
6. blind.
7. kiss me. *hihi*


soalan 7 : 7 rakan yang anda tag dan mahu mereka buat PERIHAL 7 ini.WAJIB!!

ni malas nih.sape nk buat, buat lah.

Monday, November 10, 2008

awalnye arif tido.tak sempat gayut pon. rindu :(

nad, tag tu nanti elida wat esok2 la eh.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

my first tag ever.

buat julung2 kalinyaaaa.......i've been tagged! and it was by kak sufee.. after viewing her blog then only i finally managed to recall her.. she's one of kakliz's frens, ade2 penah datang rumah mase raye dolu2...hehe..

meh2 jom buat..semangat nehhh..

Rules of the tag:-
Link to your tagger and post these rules in your blog. Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird. Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs. Let them know they are tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

7 Facts that are random/weird about myself:

(or at least i think it is weird for me)

1. saya suka tengok perempuan cantik, comel, cun, lawa dan seangkatan dengannya. by suka i mean like really2 suka, to the extent that i'll be viewing their friendster or blog like everyday, kot2 ade gambar baru ke, teruja gile kot.padahal stengah2 org yg sy duk view tu tak kenal pn sy.in fact mcm takde kaitan langsung pun.hehe.ade ciri2 stalker ke mcm tu? tak kot..hehe.. it's like mengagumi keindahan ciptaan tuhan la.hehe..

2. i'm seriously addicted to tv series. like almost everything, minus heroes and smallville je, because i'm not really into superheroes thingy ni. everyday makan mesti depan laptop sambil tengok cerita.my external hard disk pun dah penuh with complete seasons of mcm2 tv series. dah siap hafal dah gossip girl keluar hari apa, grey's anatomy keluar hari apa etc2 sebab nak download cepat2. and 1 thing i just realized since few days back, download cerita di pagi hari time subuh adelah cepat gile nak mati. u can finish downloading 1 episode of one tree hill in only 30 minutes! memang tak tinggal subuh dah la kan pasni.

3. i'm still homesick. ni adelah penyakit chronic drp kecit sampai besar. tp skarang ok la skit. takde lah emo sgt.dulu asal tringat je nangis.

4. i don't know why, tp allowance mara bagi tiap2 bulan tak penah cukup.why ah? orang lain boleh saving siap boleh bwk balik mesia ribu-ribuan lagi, sy nk beli tiket pun mintak belas kasihan abah umi. camane tu? tp kan, skarang cam ok la, sbb USD tengah naik kan, byk la skit dapat.best2.

5. sy sgt2lah mudah terasa. when arif raised his voice sikit pun dah tak boleh. tp sy cepat mrh jgk. pastu arif plak terasa. pade muko.

perghhhh.takleh nak pk dah.

6. when i ate a lot, sy akan menyesal yang sangat2. but i really love to eat. so macam mana tu?

7. sy tau ramai org ingat sy sombong. tak benar. ye la i won't be the one who'll start a conversation, but try me, i talk a lot okay.

yeay cukup 7 dah punnn...taktau nak tag sape. tag kak sufee balik ah. hehe..

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

my one and only.

u know how wonderful it is to finally find someone who loves u so dearly, be there for u to cheer u up whenever u're turned down, who listens to ur whiny and never forget to say beautiful words just to make u feel better.

it is so wonderful. and it is so beautiful.

that is how i feel when i've finally met my muhammad ariff.

u've given me so much love, i could not ask for more.

i love you, thank u so much, for everything.

mwah!

Monday, November 3, 2008

serai

i think i'm gonna have to bunk another pharmacology tutorial tomorrow. i wanted to read, but then i think my face has been stung by something, just below my lower eyelid, it irritates a lot, pastu taktau nak letak ape, letak la bam serai wangi ke ape ntah, pastu pedih mata pulak. sbb termasuk2 dlm mata. pastu skarang ni dah sakit2 kepala, lately asyik kena migraine je, i've had 2 attacks in a week. nape ni......

tp rasa mcm taknak ponteng. mcm mana ni...i think i'll try to have some sleep, pastu bgn balik bace buku...boleh caya ke?

on the other hand, hari ni sy berwebbie with arif, after almost 3 weeks tak tgk dia. arif beli laptop baruuuuuuu..org mintak tukar taknak bagi, huh kedekut!

Sunday, November 2, 2008

tumit kaki

my heels start to crack again. urgggghhh. balik india je musti crack. sbb tanah kat sini kering plus very2 dusty kot. and lately i prefer to wear sandals most of the times. kena start pakai pumps balik la ni.baru je nak tayang2 kaki skit.hihihi.

suggestion anyone? i tried yg scholl punye crack heel cream before, it works, tp lambat. nak pakai losyen je tak cukup power, sbb kaki dah mcm kaki keling tak penah pakai kasut seumur hidup *exaggerate, exaggerate*

lapar la. nk makan maggi ke nak makan biskut je?? maggi ke biskut? maggi lagi sedap, tp ni dah pukul 10, lagi 2 jam nak tdo, nanti gemuk, biskut tak berapa sedap, tp ok la kasik kenyang skit, pastu tido terus,takde la menggemukkan sgt kan.makan biskut je lah. pastu wat air milo 3in1.mcm sedap jgk.


till then, mwax!

Saturday, November 1, 2008

hari menggemukkan diri.

so today i went out with the girls. tinie brought us to The Only Place. yes tu nama kedai tu. ok la it's like a steak house, with lots of kind of steak. sgt byk, pening nak pilih. tepek gambar je lah, malas nak tulis panjang2.

these pics were actually taken mase kat gelato, since fara and yulie tk sampai lg, kitorang lepak2 mkn ice cream dulu.

The Only Place. will be updating with more piccas.

pastu me and neela went to the Garuda mall, sbb neela wanted to trim her hair. so bosan2 duk tunggu neela tu kan, amik la gambar2 duk syok2 sendiri kan. katalah pantang tengok cermin kan.
hehe. dah kata bosan kan. harus lah byk gambar muka sdiri.

later went into MNG, fell in love with this one.hihi dah boleh pakai slim fit size 26.dulu jgn harap la kan, size 28 pun mcm sarung nangka. ade sape2 nak belanja tak? birthday saya bulan 6 ari tu, sape2 tak bagi lagi present,boleh bagi ni. i think i'm gonna get this bila allowance buku masuk nanti. tp arif said tunggu beli kat msia je la, it is much cheaper. nakkkkkk..


baru perasan kaki ayam. yes i have a habit, masuk fitting room kena bukak kasut. taktau nape. even nak try baju pun kasut harus kena bukak dulu.tp takde la bukak kasut kat luar fitting room tu kan, ala2 mcm nak masuk rumah tu, ni bukak kasut kat dalam fitting room tu la.

ok tu jer for today.

and btw, i love my arif so much. he always has his ways to make me melt and melt with him, over and over again!

till then, mwax!

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

my random thoughts.

i want to study. i want to read pharmacology. tp my brain refused to process it.

i went to the bank, tp rupa2nya duit saya tk masuk lg. i heard duit dh masuk, tp nape duit sy tk masuk lg? sy dah miskin ni.nak beli moisturizer pun takleh.kesian kan.

i think i'm allergic to nivea's lip balm. i bought it last week,my lips wasn't even dry, tp seems that winter is coming, i think i'm gonna need one. tp after few days, my lips started to crack, very2 dry and it irritates a lot.sakittttt.tak suka.hopefully vaseline will help.

bulan 12 ni saya balik lagi.syokk betol lah.pastu bulan 4 taun depan balik lagi.pastu raya taun depan balik jugak. pastu bulan 12 taun depan pun balik lagi. kan best study abroad macam ni. umi ngn abah pun takde chance nak dtg sini sbb asal cuti je musti sy blk.tp kan, bila la sy nak tour india ni eh? tggu abah umi dtg la kot. nnt diorg byrkan tiket ngn hotel.jimat disitu.

tadi kan, ainun mintak resipi ayam paprik from me. chewahhhhh. dah boleh ajar2 org lain masak dah skarang ni. tepuk tgn everbody!

smalam kan, sy ngn neela kena marah kt dr ramesh, sbb kitorang borak2 dlm class. pastu die ckp with this attitude, i cannot pass pharmacology. ish jgn la ckp mcm tu kot ye pun, buatnye masin mulut die, tak ke nnt sy kena repeat, pastu kalo sy kena repeat, lagi lambat la sy grad, lagi lambat sy grad, lagi lambat la sy kawin. ape la die ni. borak sikit pun tk boleh. terus ponteng tutor petang tu, sape suruh mrh org.

i feel like putting back my chatbox here. tp takot nanti ade lagi komen2 yang tk diingini ni. trauma wey.haunted betol lah budak gurlish ni.hantu hantu.

ok tu je.

till then, mwax!

Monday, October 27, 2008

diwali or deepavali?


besides my one and only muhammad ariff, i am now officially crazy over this guy, Robert Buckley, starring as Kirby Atwood in the Lipstick Jungle.

ariff u cannot blame me, u were the one who told me to watch this kan. hehe.

btw, for god's sake, please la stop main mercun wahai kel*ng2... i need some peace.. nak baca buku pun tak bolehhhhhhhhhh....nasib baik la deepavali sehari je bukan sebulan mcm syawal!

anyhoo, still wishing a happy deepavali to those who're celebrating out there. peace!!

till then, mwax!

Sunday, October 26, 2008

puasa.

aih i just realized that it's been almost a week i tak update my blog ni. malas la. plus i've been hell so tired, without reasons i just felt soooo tired easily. sampai gaduh2 ngan arif sebab penat. is it because of the holidays which just ended? tp masa cuti jalan2 pusing OU sane sini tak penat pun, bile balik sini berdiri dalam OT for 2 hours pun mcm nak pengsan dah.

btw, i'm fasting today. it's only 3pm, lagi 3jam nak buka..lambatnye.

bosan la. been checking neela's room twice, minah ni kalo puasa mmg tido mcm taknak bgn. nak ajak borak pun tk bleh.nak call arif pun die cam dah bosan talking to me, asyik call je kan. cakap sorang2 kan org kata meroyan plak.

jom ckp psl herbalife la nak?

so last week i had a meeting with my HL distributor, did some measurements again and walllaaaaahhh.... i didn't gain any kg,in fact i lost some! see see..




i seriously thought that i gained at least half a kg or more. bcoz i've been eating like gajah baru beranak masa kat rumah. let's just say i had my lunch at 2pm, then i went out, eat again at 5pm, then had dinner at around 8, then late at night i'll have something to eat lagi. mcm pelik la jgk kan nape tak naik, i didn't expect it to turun pun, the best pun i thought my weight will just maintain je la kan. hihi.. i think all my fat goes to arif la. tengok perot die pun dah tau.haha. it's okay darling the bigger ur tummy the more i love u!hehe.

ok dah2 syok sendiri. kang gurlish tu baca tak pasal2 kena kutuk berbakul2 lagi. muahaha.

btw, if u look at the pics above carefully, after consuming HL for exactly 2months, i've lost a total of 4 kgs. and one good thing is, u don't have to extremely change ur diet, *i actually did this for the first month plus it's fasting month* , tapi what i'm trying to say here is, this thing actually works. i've seen some friends been dying to lose some weight, going to the gym, eating only fruits for lunch, and i don't know how that actually turns out, it maybe works, but it'll surely take some time. but as for me, since i was desperately nak kurus before balik raya hari tu, HL really helped me la kan!

2 months ago, i wished to lose 3-4 kgs only, then i'll just maintain my weight, tp bila dah turun 4kg ni kan, i think my new dream weight is 47 la plak. which means another 2 kgs down! biasa la manusia ni tak pandai bersyukur kan. anyhoo, my BMI is now 18.4, meaning that if u take the lower limit of normal range as 18.5 as stated by WHO *hehe* i am now underweight! weeeeeeee... syok2..

ok dah habis psl HL.

on the other hand, suka la skarang ni, semua tv series dah keluar new season. siap tak tau nk tgk yg mana dulu, OTH ke, gossip girl ke, grey's anatomy ke, desperate housewives ke, chuck ke,house ke, pastu dah la baru start tgk lipstick jungle, so nak marathon season1 plus catching up with season2 lagi, aihhhh kalau la bace buku seindah tgk cerita, alangkah bahagianyer. tu nasib baik tak layan heroes ngn smallville..

speaking about lipstick jungle, omg i'm so cair with kirby! perghhhhh hensem comel sweet gile.. tibe2 rindu arif.. hehe..

ok lah. nak lepak2. pastu nak masak buka puasa. btw, smalam i cooked rendang, jadi okayyy! tp terlebih pedas, tp not bad la neela kata sedap! credit to kaklong's recipe la kan.

dan sebagai mengakhiri entry saya kali ini, nah amik muka kitorang! haha.


till then, mwax!

Monday, October 20, 2008

orthopaedics.

oh well. it's been a while since i wrote about my study kan. so now has been almost a week since my class started, i think i've gone back into the college mood, no more homey2.. ye ke? pemalas cam biase gak..

anyhoo, i've got the results for 3 subjects out of 4, forensic medicine tak tau la bile dpt result since the lecturers are always busy. over all, as expected, i failed pharmacology! again! damn it! but at least i passed excellently on the practical part.hehe *nak sedapkan ati sdiri*.. microbiology result was satisfying, both theory and practical, whilst pathology theory memang cukup2 makan and practical was ok la despite the fact that i screwed a bit on the spotters part. so after all, alhamdulillah, i couldn't have asked for more.

and owh, i've started my first orthopaedics posting last week. it's tough but i kinda like it. plus all the doctors are cool ok. it's like,

"hello, i'm Dr Alfred, i'm an orthopaedics surgeon."

cool kan?? tak cool ke? ntah la, but i found it so amusing. lain skit dari ENT surgeon ke, or other surgeons lah.

and umi has always wanted me to choose ortho as my specialty, since she always has problems with her joints here and there and lately she's just found that she now has osteoporosis. knowing the fact, lagi la she encourages me to choose this path kan.

but the thing is, there is not even a single female doctor in this department! at least not at this hospital that i'm doing my clinical training. and all the male doctors are all macam ganas2 jer. mcm susah la jgk, i think an ortho memang needs a well-built body. ye lah, nak adjust traction dekat fractured patient pun punyelah susah. and some more, it involves a lot of physics, which umi knows that i was never good at. *it is actually one of the reasons i chosed medicine, because i can't be dealing with anymore physics after my spm, i just can't! maybe physics is just not one of the gifts that god blessed me with*

back to the topic, maybe someday if i tell umi i'm sorry that i can't choose ortho as my specialty, as there is too much physics in it, hopefully she will understand it kan?

but who knows kan, mane lah tau in the future nanti, kot2 lah i'm actually destined to become an orthopaedics ke, since that is what umi wants so bad kan. or maybe i will become an OBG? i hate this soooooooo much, but diorang cakap selalunya yang kita tak suka tu lah yang kita will end up with. tak kisah la ape2 pun, lagipun i think it is still early for me to decide kan.

macam bosan je cakap psl study, but i have to put my mind back on track, so just bear with me ok. this is just what i have to do, at least for the next 3 and a half years. *though deep inside i know that medicine is gonna be an on-going learning throughout my life*

on the other hand, tomorrow i'm going to accompany neela to meet mr ehsan, our HL distributor, since neela has finished her protein concentrate and shake. mine? don't ask lah, boleh tahan sebulan lagi kot. neela is still taking Herbalife shake religiously, even back in malaysia, but me on the other hand, has been undisciplinedly skipping my shake every single day. dah la i skipped my shake, pastu i ate a lot, like too much! and now i'm regretting it so much. tomorrow i'm going to measure again all the body weight, body fat % etc. takooooooottttt.

hehe that's all for now. yours truly is actually waiting for arif to come back from dinner. i was falling asleep just now, but i feel like talking to him, so sbb tak nak bagi tido, here comes this entry!

till then, mwax!

Sunday, October 19, 2008














RINDU.

why la.

wow. this is hot.panasssss ok.

i am now 90% sure of who this gurlish is. don't ask me how, we have technology kan.

i think i'm going to remove my chatbox lah, and all comments later will need approval from me first.i'm just waiting for arif to online as he asked me not to delete it yet until he reads it.

well, gurlish. i want u to know, semua orang ada buat kesilapan masing2, and one of my biggest mistake in my life was my previous relationship. i am not hiding behind my scarf or anything. but one thing for sure, i am now not who i was before, i regret those days a lot, and i'm trying to change myself, who doesn't want to be a good muslimah? *but i'm not sure if u are*

my old days are gone, i know i haven't been good, but what i've learnt is Allah is forgiving. i'm not trying to give ceramah here. but after reading ur last comment, i think there is a need for me to clarify things here.

just so u know, my previous relationship was just a history, i was young and stupid back then, and now i've grown up a bit, i can think and choose which is the best for me, and i am definite that my previous one is just a bump in my journey of life, which taught me to be wiser.

i'm not here to fight with u or what so ever, i am not even sure who u are, why are u so mad at me, what is ur motive and so on.. so for the time-being, i think i'll just listen to what arif told, i'll just keep quiet and do nothing. i am not that stupid to fight about things that are in the past, but i think you know too little about me to be this judgemental.

sy tau sy bukan nye baik in the past, but at least i'm trying to change, and i know i've changed a lot, i am no longer who i was before, and i am more than bersyukur that i found arif, who can accept me as who i am, and who can guide me towards the goodness. i am now 22, i think it's time for me to think about my future, not my past.

so for whoever out there, sy tak pernah kacau hidup awk, sy tk pernah sakit hati dgn awk, why are u making fool of urself?

but,like arif said, we're educated people, why care about this so much? ok i'll try not to care so much.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

orang2 zaman sekarang.

ok.now i have something to write.

i haven't been updating my blog for few days. and when i opened it just now, i found this in my chatbox.

"elida,no offence but i think u r someway a gold digger.n gila glamour.n mcm kampung.do u have to tell everyone that ur bf bought u this,n u bought him that?"

does my entry actually trouble u? or did i somehow mistakenly post that entry on ur blog? tak kan? i think it sticks well in MY VERY OWN BLOG.which means, if u don't like it, leave it. leave it alone.

ok la. i'm a gold-digger. but did i dig ur gold? i don't think u have that much of gold to be diggen!

saya gila glamour. ok, yang ini i don't really get it. nampak macam dah rajin sgt nak komen this and that on my blog, care to explain? maklumlah, saya ni kampung skit, tak paham sgt la kalau orang tak explain betul2 ni. bahasa2 orang bandar ni saya tak reti sgt.

ok, saya macam kampung. memang pun. dah nama asal kelantan. alamat rumah pun kampung pauh panji je.

and i am telling everyone that i bought my bf this and that vice versa? ok, just so u know, most of my entries are about the highlight of my day. if i don't have anything that enlighten my day, i won't be blogging. so i think that was the highlight of the few days that i spent with my bf. did i do anything wrong?

hehe.lantaklah gurlish. dah tak suka sgt, kalau dah meluat sangat, sape suruh bace?

or people, should i privatise my blog? i think it's leceh tu invite here and there.

ala, tapi takkan la sbb my dearest gurlish tu bagi komen yang sungguh memberansangkan mcm tu i have to privatise my blog ni kan. ape2 lah gurlish, lain kali rajin2 la lagi bagi byk2 komen lagi.

hehe. kutuklah nak kutuk ape pun. saya tak rugi ape pun. dapat pahala lebih sikit ade lah.

for what it's worth, i think i have some ideas about this gurlish.hehe.tapi tak nak lah tuduh2, nanti jadi fitnah pulak kan.

till then. macam2 lah orang2 zaman sekarang ni.

wajah-wajah kekasih.


wajah2 yang sangat dirindui.

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oh ya. saya dah selamat sampai ke india malam selasa yang lepas. saya masih berada di dalam homely mood. so malas nak update blog.

till then, mwax!

Monday, October 13, 2008

i'm at kaklong's.

hey peeps. yours truly is in kl now. i've been here since last thursday. arif picked me up at the airport, went back to kaklong's house to drop my stuffs, arif performed his maghrib yang dah tak berapa nk maghrib dah and later we moved right away to one utama, as arif has purchased tickets to watch eagle eye.

on friday, met fifie at sg wang, then went to lot 10 and pavilion. and arif tagged along as well.

saturday - went to klcc. i finally managed to get arif his birthday present.hihi. fyi, his birthday was 6 months ago.hua hua hua. bukan taknak bagi mase birthday die dulu, but mase tu we were not officially dating yet, i was clueless on what to get him for his birthday, takut overrated or even worse, underrated..

so i got him a watch from Guess, worth RM549, but since Isetan members are entitled to get 20% discount, the price was much affordable.hehe. lupe nak amik gambar jam tu. nanti lah if i ingat, i'll snap a pic of it ok. and owh, arif also bought me this one brown tote from Nine West. *yeay* i was actually looking for a purse since my one and only ni dah kusam je, but i couldn't find any yang menarik perhatian yet affordable. malas dh nak beli Guess, berlambak2 orang pakai *including me* hehe.

yesterday, went to sunway pyramid, watched the house bunny. hillarious boleh tahan la jgk. came back at 10.

and today, i'm stucked at home. sume org keje :( bosan. arif promised to come jap lg after keje, we're going out to find few more things for me to bring back to india tomorrow. *crying*

and yes, i'm leaving for india tomorrow. hukhuk. sedih.

on the other hand, i saw this one grey jeans from MNG in sunway pyramid yesterday, tp arif tak bagi beli sbb i've just got myself a new pair from dorothy perkins in pavilion the other day. mcm best je.. nakkkkkkk. tp to pujuk, he bought me a top from miss selfridge..ok la kan.. ecece nak pujuk diri sendiri la ni..

takde idea lah. bosan jerrrrrrrr.lambatnye orang nak balik keja, bosan tahap gaban...

till then, mwax!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

adam oh adam.

dedicated to kakliz.


fiqi : adam, ckp "cik ida busuk!"

me : tak2, ckp "qi hudoh!"

adam : cikda cukkk!

me : esok cik ida nak naik plane, adam nak ikut?

adam : adam nak naik pane (plane)

me : kalo adam nak naik plane, ckp "qi hudoh!"

adam : qi udohhhhh!

fiqi : qi nak naik ketapi sok, adam nak ikut?

adam : adam nak naik etapi, nak gi mlake, adam nakgi kat ibu.

fiqi : kalo adam nak naik ketapi, ckp "cik ida busuk, cik ida tak mandi!"

adam : cikda cukkkkkk, tak andiii, cikda tak andiiii, cikda ucukkkkk, cikda ucukkkk!!

haih.lebih2 plak bdk kecit nih. comel gile okay.

Monday, October 6, 2008

few piccas


at besut..waiting for abah and umi g kubur my late grandfather.


arif came over for dinner.


at aunty nora's with fifie. after going to arif's.


1st syawal jgk.takde orang kat rumah since kaklong beraya kl and kakliz went to her in-law's. sedih okay.


byk dosa nih.


otw to besut.


arif lagik.boleh letak pic die sorang je. sbb mase ni my baju raya dah tah kemana dah.ngn baju tido je time ni.hehe.

alone.

dear blog, sorry i've been neglecting u for a while. my holiday has been so great, but now i'm left alone in kelantan, my dear arif has left to kl yesterday, but fret not, on thursday i'm leaving to kl as well.

how was my raya? ehm i think it was a so-so..since i've grown up, raya has lost it's 'meriah-ness'.. on 1st syawal, after semayang raya, went back to tumpat, meet relatives on umi's side.. later in the evening went to besut plak, abah's side..came back from besut, arif came over for dinner.

2nd syawal, i just stayed at home, malas nk keluar..ntah la, nak g open house pun malas.. later arif asked to tag him to his friend's house.. keluar pun dah almost 6pm, lepak2 rumah kwn die jap, and since i'm with 'red-flag' mase tu and he already performed his maghrib there, takde la rushing sgt nk blk rumah kan.. so we went to secret recipe..i was with baju kurung and heels tinggi tak hingat dunianye, mcm nak terpeleot je, dah la umi pesan mcm2 suruh beli for open house the next day.

3rd syawal, we had our open-house. i like it this year, sbb tak ramai sgt orang dtg. best okay. tak penat..

and i must say, my 3rd syawal is historical okay. i finally met arif's family. with all the courages in the world, i've made my way in the evening to his place.hehe.but for sure i was not alone. abah told me to bring nuni, but since nuni refused to come along, so i asked fifie, and she was okay with it. berbaloi okay brought minah ni, since her atok nenek were from tumpat also,as well as arif's mom's side, i think arif's mom spent most of the time talking to her not me, hehe. kalau tak, i surely don't know what to do/say, dah la kat rumah die mase tu perghhh ramai giler orang, makcik pakcik, spupu spapak, adikbradik sume ade.scaryy okayyy.

the next day, arif's parents came by to my house. actually, my parents are good friends with his. that is why my parents tak kisah sgt when arif asyik duk dtg to my place. kalau tak, jgn harap la kan.. speaking about our parents being friends nih, susah gak tau kitorang.. mmg la most of the things cam senang as his parents already knew me since i was kecit comot momot lagi, but sometimes, susah gak, yer la, dulu tak kesah la kan, what his parents say about me didn't even draw my attention, but since skarang ni dah jadi gf anak die, kena la jadi baik2 je kan.hehe. tp saye mmg baik pun. kena jd lagi baik skit je lagi..hehe..

so that was my raya. after all, even my raya has lost it's meriah-ness, i still think that it is indeed my best raya of all, as this is my first raya with arif.. and it's good to know that arif is getting along well with my family and all..

till then, mwax!

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

esok raya!

di sini sy menyusun sepuluh jari ingin memohon maaf di atas segala salah silap sy, yang mana sy dah terkutuk termengumpat..sume tu tak sengaja jer tu, sy baik je sbenanye..hehe..

on the other hand, my holiday has been great. spent as much time as i could with arif.. makan makan makan...

thought of going out to pasar ramadhan jap lg, dah last kan, but hujan pulak. tak jadi lah..

notice my entry pendek2 je since i came back home? sbbnya kat rumah i have many other things to do/places to go.. so tk sempat nak rasa bosan..if kat india, tak gi mana2, tak wat pape, last2 duk blogging entry panjang2..

lastly, selamat hari raya everyone. have a great one ok!

till then, mwax!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

i'm home!

i'm home!!! yes yes. after a long tiring journey yesterday, i finally reached home safely at 830pm last night.

and sy sgt hepiii. arif came by to my place last night at 10, brought me my new sim card, and we lepak2 until 12, then arif left.

and today, woke up at 130pm *hua hua hua*, went out with arif later to send intan her kain sari that she ordered from me.. and went to pasar ramadhan..there it started to rain tak ingat dunia... potong stim betol laa..esok kena g sambung blk jalan2 cari makan.

nothing much to story mory lah. keyboard pc kat rumah ni tak best.. *hehe alasan*..

after all, being home is gooooooooooood okay!! best best.

till then, mwax!

Friday, September 26, 2008

last check!

exam is overrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

ok 4 more hours to go, at 9 i'll be leaving to the airport.

1. get my travel itinerary printed -checked!
2.passport, residential permit, printed ticket -checked!
3.external hard disk with lots and lots of tv series-checked!
4.moneymoneymoney-checked!
5.contact lens case and solution -belum.lupe.
6.clothing-checked!
7.herbalife-checked!

tu je kot. hopefully takde dah yg penting2.insya Allah.

weeeeee~~~nak balik dah.

dear god, selamatkanlah perjalanan hambaMu ini dan permudahkanlah segala urusanku. Aminnn..

i think arif is mad at me.

don't blame me. blame the pms.

anyhoo, mlm ni saye balik, tau tau!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

last one people, last one. bertahan!!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

6 down. another 2 to go.

HELLLLLLOOO??

bluweeekkkk!!! nak termuntah tapi takleh nak muntah kang batal pose.dah dekat nak buke ni rugi je kalo batal..

tp siryes nak temuntah..bukan pe..geli nak mati..menyampah like hell!!

tak baek ngumpat bulan2 posa ni, tp takleh tahan dah.ngumpat kat blog pon jadi lah.

neela came to me just now, she told me this then wat me nk termuntah giler ni..

ok la, there is this one couple in our place, i don't know why, tp i think almost everyone will agree with me about this, i think the girl sangat perasan that they are the most sweeeeeetest couple in the world.like apekah?? tak sweet langsung okay.

ok that's not the point.lantak die lah perasan sorang die, tk susahkan orang pon.

back to the story, so since neela is not going back to malaysia together with me, die balik lambat skit, on the 29th, and her luggage mcm berat sbb wat balik byk kain saree tu kan, so she asked la that girl, whether nanti mase nak check in, boleh tak die nak check in same2, in case kalau her luggage exceed the limit, takde la kena charge ke ape kan, since that girl tk bwk balik byk brg pon..

and u know what did the girl say?? "eh jangan la nanti neela nak terngeneng2 ngn aku n boifren aku plak!!"... like HELLLOOOOOOO.. ko ingat orang nak sgt ke? eeiii please laaaaa... pernah ke ade org nk tengeneng2 ngn die ngn boifren die??? takde kot. and i can assure u, takkan ade orang yang nak mengeneng2kan diri kat die n boyfren die tu. tak sedar ke yang everybody's making fun of both of u? or at least at u?

neela just asked to check in together, bukannya nak gi airport same ke, or nanti kat airport nak duk same ke, or nanti dah sampai klia kita jalan same2 ke.. orang pon seboleh2 la taknak kacau die ngan her sweeeeeetest boyfren tu. oh please!

after all, me bengang sgt bukannye nape. she's not that close to me pun. she's a lil bit closer to neela compared to me. tp the way she was saying it makes me feel so annoyed. ingat la sikit, sape yang suke bagi hint konon2 nak ajak kitorang keluar ke, or nak join kitorang keluar ke. sape yg slalu msg neela whenever GUESS is having sales, konon nak bagi tau jer, eleh, die tk bagi tau pon kitorang dah tau lame dah la! 4bulan before sales lagi kitorang dah tau. and jangan harap la kan kitorang akan ajak die keluar ngn kitorang lagi pasni, me dah sound neela awal2, if neela nak kua ngan die, jgn ajak me.tak kuasa nak tahan termuntah 3 4 jam depan die.

ok dah.kurang dah pahala posa ari ni.tp takleh tahan.sape bace ni, i think u can guess whose that attention-seeking girl.sape gatal2 mulut gi cakap kat die, siap.hahaha.

till then, mwax!

Saturday, September 20, 2008

and so the exam goes.

i feel like blogging.but i don't know what to write.

erm.jom wat recap pasal exam ari tu lah.nak?taknak sudah.

monday.pathology theory.
the main question, carrying 10marks was on regeneration and repair with specification on fracture healing,which i think i've lost almost 8marks. why la fracture healing yang die tny? why not healing with primary or secondary intention?why la why. erm the rest, short essays and short answers were so-so. mcq was a bit tough. so, prediction, 50-50, insya Allah mintak2 pass. and next time, bear in mind that fracture healing can come under general pathology as well.not only in diseases of bones and joint.and during the exam, dr.sujatha thought i was cheating, maybe because i asked tinie to borrow her jangkalukis (ape org panggil in english?)..so she asked me to sit in the front, 3 minutes later, i submitted my paper.takde mase lah nk meniru.soklan essay bukannye nampak pon kalo nak tiru.

tuesday.microbiology theory.
alhamdulillah i must say. the main question was on vibrio cholerae, pathogenesis, lab diagnosis etc. not really tough. overall, the questions were OK, the only thing that i screwed up was on the short essay question about bubonic plague. prediction, insya Allah ok kot.

wednesday.forensic medicine theory.
alhamdulillah jgk. i think my mcq will help the rest, since i've gone through all the mcq that came out, in the morning before the exam.kalau ade salah jgk, sure careless punye pasal la kan. and the long and short essays were ok la. so my prediction is, insya Allah ok la jgk kot.

friday.pharmacology theory.
perghhhhh.enough said.malas nak layan.

ok lah.bosan.part of me is in malaysia already.jasad sahaja yang masih berada di sini.

nakkkkk balikkkkkkkkk..dear god, please make time flies faster for me.

till then, mwax!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

takde tajuk.

do u know, browsing trough fotopages and blogs about food and recipes can create the same fullness sensation as if u're eating them?

i don't know, people said, "jangan tengok gambar makanan bulan puasa ni, tak baik.kurang pahala"... but me on the other hand feels that looking at those pictures of food actually makes me feel kenyang. or maybe i think i feel satisfied. yer lah, nk makan tak dpt, coz for buka puasa i just have those catered food, so tengok gambar pon ok lah.kesian kan.hehe.

takpe2...seminggu lagi nak balik.

abah and umi been asking..what do i have for my sahur and berbuka.. well..for sahur, i just have my herbalife shake (this is good, u don't feel tired or hungry), and for my berbuka, for the first week, me and neela cooked, but later, since we're having exams and everything, i just don't have enough time to cook, so we catered the food from kubera, a restaurant outside my apartment. sedap ke?? tak tau la nak cakap ape, boleh la telan. i don't really mind actually, lagi tak sedap lagi bagus. lagi tak sedap, the less i eat. the less i eat, the more weight i lost. cam tak betol jer ayat ni. ape-ape la labu.

speaking about weight loss, i've put up the link for herbalife distributor here in bangalore. i know some of my friends are interested about it, but they're just malu kot nak tanya.hehe.. so u can view the page on ur own ok..

ok so how my weight is doing? let's see..

i started taking HL on 21st august..

21/08 : weight- 53.1kg , body fat % -28.8
31/08 : weight- 52.4kg , body fat % - 28.1
11/09 : weight -49.7kg , body fat % - 26.1

u see people??? so my next measurement will be on this 22nd sept. soooo can't wait!!

and owh, secret's revealed here. i was 53kgs before okay. i know some of my friends were like "eh nak kurus ape lagi??dah kurus la ni".but hey..u guys tak tau my actual berat! maybe because i'm 163cm, so 53kgs don't show much to my body, but me myself feels that it is not right, and it's definitely unhealthy!

so now i'm almost back to my normal body weight. sikit je lagi. then i'll work out on maintaining the weight plak.

okay lah. u know, i'm actually having the most scariest paper in the world tomorrow, PHARMACOLOGY. but i think i'll just give it up. otak dah penat. takpe lah fail lagi.. u won't achieve success if u don't fail kan? hehehe..

till then, mwax!

three down. five to go.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

erk.i think my brain is superly saturated with pathology and microbiology, it cannot process forensic medicine information anymore. my body system is in exhausted state, due to improper sleep.

if only these exhaustion can burn down some fat in my bum bum store, then i'll be damn excited to read more and more.

owh people, do you know that on the next 10th day, at this very moment, i'll be at the bangalore international airport, waiting for my flight to go back home?syok syok.

two down. six to go.

Monday, September 15, 2008

one down. seven to go!!

Saturday, September 13, 2008

quickie entry,

good luck people! just finish the exams off and to malaysia here we go ok!! like it or not, we know we have to study jgk kan!


p/s : this is just a way to bring myself to study actually.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

kang-garu.

arif texted..

"nite, i syg u mcm kanggaru sygkan anak die..mwahx!"


hehe..ade ke mcm tu??? tp ok la at least die bagi kanggaru, chomel la jgk..takdenye die bagi kerbau ke musang ke..

ok darling, same goes to u! in fact, more than that!



p/s: my saree sales are going so welllllllllll..me likey!! i'm going to find more and more!! tp kena tggu habis theory papers dulu...cam best la pulak...

till then,mwax!

Monday, September 8, 2008

damn u perompak!

my boyfie has been robbed! damn u thief took all his belongings, i mean basically, almost everything..takde la everything, tp yang mana penting2 tu sume kena curik like his wallet, handphones, carkeys (amik kunci dgn harapan mlm ni nak dtg curik keta la pulak tuh) etc2.. bulan puasa pun ade jugak orang mencurik...ni mesti ade jugak syaitan terlepas tak kena ikat nih..patot la me still malas jugak nk study even dah puasa *hehe takde kaitan*..

anyway, back to the story.. usually, when i wake up for sahur at 4am, i will give him a call first, to wake him up nak gi keja (malaysia = 630am)..so this morning, when i called him, it went into his voicemail..pelik jgk...so i thought maybe his phone just went dead sbb takde batt or takde line ke ape kan..then again, after my subuh, i tried to call him, means kat mesia dah kol 730am, but still it was unreachable.. then i started to feel cuak.. dah la last night when i was talking to him, he was mentioning about death and everything sbb he kept falling sick these days.. *dramatic okay boyfren saya*..but i just remain calm and went back to sleep..hehe sempat lagi tido balik..nyenyak pulak tuh..siap ade miscall from malaysia at 8 o'clock i just buat tak tau je since the number was unfamiliar.. actually the call was from him..he was trying to call me to tell that he's been robbed..

tp gile gigih my boyfriend kesayangan ini..since he couldn't reach me as he himself ingat tak ingat je my fon number, so he went to the cyber cafe okay, and send a msg to my friendster, telling everything...hehe..nasib baik la girlfriend die ni mmg gile alert kan ngan email2, msg2 kat friendster ni.. after reading his msg, a part of me was a bit relieved, at least i knew that he's okay..

later tonight i managed to speak to him since he already got himself a new fon..and he said, he actually asked his father to tell my father that he couldn't reach me, so that my father will then tell me about it, as he could not recall my fon number...hehe terharu okay knowing how thoughtful my boyfie could be sometimes..hehe not that he's not thoughtful all these while, tp dlm keadaan camtu he still remember about me la kan.. *dah start nak gedik dah*

and after the class today, i went accompanying neela to find more sarees, apparently she's getting a lot more requests from her cousins and friends for chiffon materials.. anyone interested for chiffon, neela has put up the new collections we got today in my other blog okay..

till then, mwax!

Sunday, September 7, 2008

pathology for a shopaholic.

" It is likely that, in the near future, molecular profiling will become an adjunct in the diagnosis, classification and management of cancer. This type of analysis may also reveal novel gene targets for development of new drugs. Thus, therapy may be tailored to the specific genes dysregulated in a given tumor. Who knows, advertisement for 'designer genes' may appear side by side with ads for 'designer jeans'! "

haha.. lawak okey buku patho robbins nih!! sape tak penah bace, sile baca last paragraph of neoplasia chapter..

bear with me, i'm into the study+hibernating mode now! i won't be blogging much anymore.. at least i'll try not to..hehe..

and owh, another 20 days to go then i'll be flying back home!wooott wooott..

till then,mwax!

 
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