Thursday, June 18, 2009

MAD AT HIM!

ok now i'm seriously hating community medicine. seriously. serious shit benci.

dengan cikgu2 yang ntah ape2, plus a guy in my class *not exactly my class, we're divided into 2 groups and he is in the other group* hari ni buat mulut cam cibai dengan me.. memang la cukup nak bagi i benci gileeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... grrrrrrr..

well, we have a new teacher teaching us commed, i think he's more like a tutor kot, because he's a fresh grad.ok this new teacher is like sangat bersemangat, verrrrry enthusiastic to the extent yang annoying tu. and he sets few rules la in his class, like no answering question in chorus, we have to raise up our hands, we have to speak loudly as in yelling and shouting yada yada yada. but nevermind la that's maybe for our own good la kan because most of us adalah jenis yang takut2 nak jawab soalan padahal tahu jawapan yang betul. he actually makes sense when he asks us to speak up for ourselves. itu boleh diterima lagi.

tapiii..cikgu niii... ntah la.. annoying die like tuhan je tahu. he is young. maybe 2-3 years older than us, so maybe la he feels like he's just treating us like friends, but to us, it's more of treating us like kids. like kindergarten kids, where we have to repeat every single things many2 times, and answer him "yes sir!!!!" in really2 loud voice. tak suke ok. seriously irritating.
and kalau class dengan die, mesti meleret2 and habis lambat. mane orang tak bengang kan.

i think he's been taking my group for the class for 4 times dah rasanya. and macam tak adil la asyik die je yang ambil group kitorang. group satu lagi tu baru berapa kali dia ambil. so boleh imagine la tahap kemeluatan kitorang ngn dia kan.

dia ni jenis yang kalau dia tanya soalan, kita mesti jawab. MUST. even tak tau jawapan pun, tibai je.jawab je. as long as we give him an answer. kalau tak he wont proceed with the class. so in my group, ade la few same people yang akan selalu volunteer to answer even macam humiliating ourselves pun ade sebab jawab salah kan. but that doesn't matter lah, as long as he proceeds and more importantly we just want the class to end kan. and that includes me. i can say here macam i involved a lot la in his class, sebab nak habis cepat kan. like when he asked anybody to come in front and demonstrate the anthropometry ke ape ke, usually me and few girls will do it.

the intention of me volunteering myself was nothing other than just to finish off the class je. that's all. because semua orang tau kot kalau takde orang, nnt he will keep going on and on and on sampai bila pun tak habis.

so today, after taking the class with my group, both the groups gathered, and he was supposed to give the summary of today's class, but as expected he just went digressing and deviating from the topic melalut entah ke laut mana tu kan. takpe la. that was just him. dah dia memang macam tu, we just have to bear with him la kan he's our teacher for god's sake.

so the class finished off a bit late than usual, and semua orang macam bengang la kan. dah la lapar, panas pulak tu. pastu nak gi baptist hospital ade class lagi kan.

semua orang pun duk bebel2 la pastu mase duk jalan2 nak gi kat bus tu kan. and there was this guy from the other group tu, the one that i told earlier, let's name him XX la senang nak crita. he was walking beside me, and biasala i pun tengah bebel2 la jugak kan. and he went on like, "dah kau cakap dah kau tak suka dia, yang kau gi layan sangat dia dalam kelas tu kenapa? yang kau duk jawab soalan2 dia tu kenapa?"

OMG. the way he said it was like i ni saje je nak tergedik2 nak layan cikgu tu, nak jawab soalan2 dia. heyyyy WTH u weren't even in my class, and what the hell la at least aku try nak jawab so that korang jugak yang boleh balik awal. kau cakap belakang berani la. tapi bila cikgu tu tanya sape tak suka dia, aku sorang jugak yang mengaku. kau kat mana? sorok muka sepatah pun taknak cakap pape. boleh blah la. just because kau alim, jgn ingat kitorang pandang kau tu mulia sangat, kalau kau rasa kau tu mulia, takde nye kau nak kata kat orang macam tu.

seriously, sebelum ni aku respect kau. sebab kau alim. like every pendapat kau aku take into consideration, even when people are talking about u pun, i sometimes disagree with them, because aku ingat kau bukan macam yang diorang cakap tu. but it shows that they were actually right, and i was totally wrong. u are definitely not sebaik as i thought u are.

u know, i was sangat2 bengang, sangat2 marah kot. masa drive to the hospital tu rasa nak marah sangat. memang tak tahan la. pastu masuk class cerita kat anis, neela and rempit pun dengan air mata bergenang2 dah sebab tak tahan sangat nak marah.

korang baca ni mesti rasa macam ntah pape je kan. tapi seriously i tak boleh bila orang cakap i tergedik2 macam tu, macam i ni sengaja je nak layan cikgu tu. kalau i memang tergedik2 mase tu takpe. but seriously this time i was just helping the others to end the class je. sebab korang memang tak suka volunteer, i understand that. ape hal aku nak layan cikgu keling weh? tak sampai kegersangan tahap tu.

ok dah la. nak lepas perasaan je ni. nak sambung gi makan baskin robbins tadi saya tapau satu handpack honey nut crunch sedap gile lepas kutip buang kacang satu2.

2 comments:

ila ni said...

woh marah bena nih.
lek Da.
kalau aku skelas ngan mg mesti aku puja mg sbb mg sanggup volunteer diri demi rakan2 sebaya, oh terharu~* T__T

unsolved said...

eliddd!!! dh lame x tengok u emosi cmni!!! hahahaha gewd times..gewd times!!! take it easy babe, biasela tuuu, g mane2 ade je orng cmtu!!!

 
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