enough is enough

our lil jr!

2011-11-24T14:35:00.003+05:30

hey all. i'm back!

well, remember the previous post when i mentioned that there's another good news to be shared? ehemm ehemmm.

alhamdulillah, yours truly is a mommy-to-be insya Allah.

according to my LMP, i'm in my 14th week now, alhamdulillah, and based on my USG scan done during my first gynae visit pun my gestational age is around that jgk.

so i am through with my first trimester already, that is when i feel much confident to tell others about it. yeahhh i did post some random thoughts and pic about my pregnancy earlier in the facebook but then parents said that it is too early to be telling people about it, so i deleted them. *in case ur wondering hehe* coming to think about it, betul la kan, the early trimester ni is like the most crucial part of ur pregnancy when everything can go wrong here, nauzubillah.

now that i'm getting into the second trimester, i think it is insya Allah ok for me to start telling people about it, right? not that i'm going randomly from one to another pastu cakap eh tau tak aku dah pregnant. ape takde keje ke kan.*memang takde keje pun tapinye* no lah, cuma from now on when people been asking me eh dah pregnant ke? i can proudly say alhamdulillah, yes. mcm tu lah lebih kurang nye.

ok enough with the pendahuluan. punye lah panjang.

how's being pregnant like?

ok, first of all, i was as not lucky as some of u *not that im not bersyukur la kan*, where i first got to know that i am pregnant, hubby was not there with me. to be exact, i found out that i am pregnant the night before my first paper of my finals. so perasaan masa tu macam taktau la nak cakap ape.. more of omaigod cuak gila nak mati esok first paper medicine, and omaigod lagi cuak aku pregnant ni weh. and of course la masa tu tau pregnant only from the urine kit je la kan, tp u know, to get rid of the 5% errors tu, i did 3 tests with different brands of kit la kan and sume pun shows double line. alhamdulillah.

ok, what brings me to do the test?

firstly mesti lah because i was late at that time la kan. but i didnt think that i am really pregnant pun because my cycle has never been regular before. my last cycle was 41 days, so when it was only 42 days of period-free, i takde la rasa konfiden sgt that i am pregnant. buttttttttttt, i have been feeling that my tummy is sooooo buncit, to the point when i was in the library, i have to button off my jeans sbb tak selesa dekat perut. tp rasa jugak eleh entah2 mmg gemuk sbb nak exam kan keje die makan, then dudukkkk je manjang. but thennnnnn... what really drove me to do the test was that i was consuming sooooooo much coffee that time, when it came across my mind, what if i am pregnant? this is not gonna be good for the baby kan. that is when i really decided to test myself.

but at that time, sebab tgh sibuk pasal exam kot, i dont really have time to think about it, so takde la sickness sgt and all, plus i really berdoa kat tuhan mintak sangat2 bagi i kesihatan berpanjangan masa i tgh exam ni, and alhamdulillah, i was granted with good health masa tu, adela vomitting early in the morning few times, but nothing much. and we decided to just do the gynae visit when i'm back in malaysia. so i just prescribed myself with folic acid hihi.

anywayyyy, i was in my 9th week when i came home, still in good health. cuma kadang2 je feel nauseated and muntah once in a blue moon. even the gynae pun macam tak caya ye ke takde muntah2? apparently yes. but i noticed that i get fatigue and tired easily, and the gynae also said that i might be mildly anemic. sampai sekarang pun i still find myself with pallor no wonder la mmg cepat gile penat skarang ni.

so, 9-11th weeks have been ok. masuk je mggu 12 tu i started vomiting like nobody's business. adoyaiii... sampai la sekarang ni. sume pun rasa tak kena. makan tu tak kena, makan ni tak kena. muntah macam air terjun je. no effort needed. nganga je kat toilet bowl tu mencurah2 keluar. tak senonoh i know. even hubby couldn't stand it. haha jangan berangan la nak suruh dia duduk dalam toilet gosok blakang i masa i muntah. i think dia dengar i muntah from outside the toilet pun dia dah nak muntah jugak. erghh. sampai bila la nak duk muntah2 ni pun taktau la. u know when i start to vomit, it will only stop bila air kaler kuning hijau yang pahit (bile) tu yang keluar. meaning that perut i dah completely kosong dah masa tu. tak best ok.
with perut kembung nye. kejap2 masuk angin, kejap2 masuk angin. adoi la. seriously, i heard ade org yg had to go through this sepanjang pregnancy, i mintak jauh la, nauzubillah. cepat la sume ni berakhir. seriously, appreciate ur mom please. what she had to go through during the pregnancy tak semuanya indah ok. especially this part la. hehe. but no, i'm not complaining. ni rezeki Allah, anugerah tuhan kan. syukur sangat2.

i think that's all my preggy rambling. till my next post. taaaa~

btw, doakan saya to have a smooth-sailing pregnancy yeah? mwax!

i graduated!

2011-11-02T08:22:00.002+05:30

assalamualaikum.

and i finally got the time, and more importantly got the good internet connection to blog.

okeh. where to begin?

hurmm.

well, alhamdulillah, i have finally finished my 5 years of medical school. alhamdulillah syukur tak terhingga sangat2 sampai sekarang rasa macam tak percaya that i actually made it through, alhamdulillah. kalau dulu masa tgh 2nd or 3rd year tu rasa macam ergh lambat gile la nak habis belajar ni, some more tgk kawan2 masa tu dah start keje and all while we are still struggling dengan bukunye tak habis2. tapi tu la they say kalau dah buat medic ni habis belajar tu bukannye maknanya dah habis belajar betul2 kan, there's a whole world to be learnt pulak masa dah keje nanti kan.

macam fresh je lagi dlm otak the night the results been put up, right after tahu dah lulus, immediately called umi, pastu die jawab fon je terus la excited gile campur sebak sume ade, cakap kat umi, ida dah jadi doctorrrrrrr. and her reply was like, "jadi doctor? dah lulus ke?"... and i was like," ye laaaa dah lulus la kalau tak takde la org ckp org dah jadi doctor" and again umi replied, "ye keeeee? sure ke dah lulus sume subject?" dgn gaya sarcastic siap. duhhhhhh kalo org ade fail mane2 subject takde la org call die ckp dah lulusss... adoiiii.. potong stim gile org tgh excited. and abah kat belakang pulak was like,"ni apsal tahu result tgh2 malam ni?" eh eh bukannye nak bergembira ngn org, byk soal pulak haha.

anyway, i have been back in malaysia for 2 weeks already. been a very successful penanam anggur la kan. taktau la bila org nak panggil induction and all tu kan since byk lg benda2 yg tergendala ni kan. tapi biar lah dulu, nak lepak puas2 dulu, ternak lemak sana sini dulu, bajet2 duit dlm bank dah nak habis tu boleh la nak stat keje hehe.

speaking of being back in malaysia ni, as for the time being, arif and i are renting an apartment in bandar baru bangi. still in the middle of penuhkan barang2 kat rumah la kan skarang ni but alhamdulillah parents and family have been supporting here and there, masing2 sponsor sana sikit sini sikit especially beloved mother so dah makin banyak dah brg kat rumah tu hehe. syiok syiok. thank u motherrrrr. hehe

hurm. what else?

anyway we're going back to kelantan for raya haji this friday insya Allah. and i'll be staying in kb for a while sbb byk wedding to attend, while arif is coming back to kl sorang2. another round of long distance tapi ape la sangat kalau nak compare dgn duk india tu kan plus i'm so excited to balik kampung and makannnnnnn pastu tak jumpa abah lagi since balik ni so macam tak kisah pun nak duk kb lama2 hehehe.. i guess after all i'm still a daddy's girl la kan tak kira dah kawin beranak pinak pun kan.huahuahua.

ok peeps. i think that's all for now. there's still many good news to be shared, tp tunggu lah dulu. in the next entry maybe? taaaaaaa~~

hellow mellow

2011-10-23T20:11:00.003+05:30

heyyaaaa..

i'm back in malaysia for good alhamdulillah. yours truly has finally finished her med school, dan sekarang bermulalah sessi menganggur dengan jayanya sebelum dipanggil untuk induction.

got lots of things to write, maybe next time. nak iron baju suami dulu. huahuahua.

yes it's me again!

2011-08-02T00:11:00.005+05:30

assalamualaikum..

uh uh uh. it's been what.. almost 4 months i guess since my last entry. baguih bebenor.

anyway, something i came across a while ago, brought me to write this.

Doa malaikat jibrail menjelang bulan Ramadhan "Ya Allah,abaikan lah puasa umat Nabi Muhammad Saw jika apabila sebelum memasuki bulan Ramadhan dia tidak melakukan 3 perkara ini:
1. Tidak memohon maaf terlebih dahulu kpd ibubapanya
2. Tidak bermaafan terlebih dahulu antara suami isteri
3.Tidak bermaafan terlebih dahulu dgn orang orang disekitarnya

so.. saya di sini ingin menyusun sepuluh jari, memohon maaf di atas segala salah dan silap saya, especially sepanjang saya berblogging ini *however irregular and inconsistent i have been*.. kalau ada saya terkasar bahasa, menyinggung perasaan sape2 pun..

by the way...

i will be completing my degree in 2months+ insya Allah.. we will be having our last internal assessment on the 20th, till 27th august.. after which i will be going back to malaysia for 10days for raya, then i'll be coming back to india for our finals on 24th september.. by 15th october all of us should have received our results, doakannnnnnnn pleaseeeeeee...

on a different note, suami came visiting me here last june, *it was my birthday btw*... just so u know we never had an opportunity to celebrate my birthday together before, u know lah my holiday always falls on april kan, hence all the big events like our anniversary, engagement, and kahwin pun semua took place in april.. dah la suami's birthday is also in april.. pokaiii la camniiiii...

hows being married?

that is the BEST thing that ever happened to me. married to him is a bliss. alhamdulillah.

erm what else?

oh ya we've also received our wedding photos from the OP. but of course la i have yet to see them kannn... tengok pun a few yg suami uploaded dkt facebook...tak sabar nyaaa nak balik tengokkk... insya Allah if i rajin or berkesempatan, i'll put up some of them here. or else i'll just upload them in the facebook la kan.

ok beberapa keping gambar basi lagi. :)

till then, selamat berpuasa to all muslims out there, semoga ramadhan ini mendatangkan seribu rahmat kepada kita, ameen.

more and more

2011-05-08T08:47:00.004+05:30

assalamualaikum. ecewah. dah kawin ni tulis blog terus bagi salam. hehe

yours truly is now back in india. gotta finish my final 5 months di sini. tak sabaaanye nak habis, tp takut jgk nak final ni.

anywayyyy, leaving hubby in malaysia has been terrible ok. sgt tidak seronok ok lepas kawin syok2 pastu kena tinggal husband and balik india bongok ni. tapi nak buat camane kan, kalau tak balik india ni tak habis la pulak kan belajar ni. lagipun all these 3 years boleh je duk long distance, takkan tak boleh for another 5 months kan?

i've been meaning to write about the wedding, tp asal tulis sikit terus hilang mood. nak upload gambar kat sini pun malas. but i've uploaded a lot in my facebook.

kalau nak tengok just click at these links k.

solemnization night.
reception..
campur2.

hehe malas dah nak upload byk2 kat sini dah la leceh la nak upload gambar kat blog ni.. eh ni bukan gambar from official photographer lagi tau, ni just from random cameras i collected here and there. hehe..

by the way, few people have been asking about my mua, pelamin and photographer. so the pelamin and make up was done by kak jai from jai harharah bridal and the photographer was muein mahadi. just look for them dalam facebook ok. all i can say is saya saaaaaangaaaatt2 puas hati with both of them. really worth the money plus takde la mahal mana. bear in mind saya kan student lagi mane nak cari duit byk2 nak hire yang mahal gedebom tu kan hehe.

i think that's it for now, i'm officially starting my clerkship here tomorrow, will be posted in obstetrics and gynecology for 3 weeks. gotta start preparing now!

till then people!

sy seorg isteri.

2011-04-25T14:46:00.002+05:30

is married to the love of my life.

Alhamdulillah. syukur tak terhingga.

Will write more, soon. insya Allah.

save the date people!

2011-03-04T11:43:00.001+05:30

it's time to save the date!
tapi video ni tak muat pulak nak keluar semua. kat tepi tu terpotong sikit pastu mestila tak reti kan nak adjust bagi keluar penuh ni.hehe
anywayyyy, enjoy muka kami yang bersepah dalam tuuuu.. jangan muntah sudeh! hihi

cold feet

2011-02-25T21:52:00.002+05:30

dah makin dekat ni makin cuak kan..

tapi..coming to think about it... kita nak kahwin ni nak buat benda baik kan, ibadat.. kalau niat tu betul.. insya Allah semuanya diberkati-Nya kan...

i know it's not going to be easy... lepas ni tanggungjawab dah bertambah.. tambah2 lagi given the situation saya tengah belajar lagi kan... tapi u know, when i made the decision to get married, i have weighed all the pros and cons.. not to forget with doa berterusan semoga keputusan yang saya buat ni betul...

i know some of us maybe are not yet ready.. tapi... i don't think it is necessary to express everything out, kadang2 nampak seolah2 u are trying to scare the shit out of me.. u know i'm freaking out, and what i need from a friend is a support, bagi semangat, ketenangan tu... bukannya kata2 yang lagi menakutkan saya..

anyway, it's my two cents. maybe it's the emotion talking. takde tuju kat sapa2.. when u're about to get married nanti, u'll get what i feel..

i think it's the cold feet.. and when u have one, what u really need is a friend to tell u there's nothing to worry about, there's nothing to scare of, that i'm making the right decision..

that's all..

kalau taknak tenangkan saya pun, just stay quiet, be a good listener, it's better. because all the words u're saying are hurting me more than u know..

i'm doing a right thing, i know i am. so, once again, stop scaring the shit out of me..

saya nak balik malaysia. i no longer want to be here at this particular moment..

saya sedih.

the random things

2011-02-13T21:06:00.002+05:30

if u ever noticed... i've put up a ticker kat sebelah tu kan... hehe another 2 months to go... kejap je celik mata pejam mata...

anyway..

i just finished my internal assessment last friday.. dah habis exam ni baru lah boleh sambung pikir balik pasal kahwin and stuff kan... u know juggling up between getting married and study is not an easy thing to do. at least for me.. tambah2 lagi duk jauh ni kan..

tengah otak stress gila study surgery... damn teringat kek tak tempah lagi... elok duk dengar lagu sambil study gynae, eh lagu ni best jugak kalau pasang utk montaj... u see?

but alhamdulillah la kan i think i managed to put aside kejap pasal kawin masa nak exam hari tu... hari ni baru start terpk balik apa lagi nak buatkan..

alhamdulillah jgk for the next 7 weeks dah takde exam.. only end of posting exams... tak tension sangat la kan hopefully..

hurmm.. tetiba blank dah taktau nak cakap ape haha boleh tak?

ahhh one more thing...

my lil sister just started her own blogshop jual shawls and all..

do drop by ok?

http://hijab-intrend.blogspot.com/

taaa~

Always Be My Baby Piano Cover

2011-01-24T18:12:00.001+05:30

awwww if i could have someone to play this song during my wedding, indahnyaaaa... kalau takde jugak memang nak cari mp3 lah lagu ni in piano cover...

cuti cuti malaysia.

2011-01-08T22:21:00.004+05:30

ahhhh... lama gile tak update...mcm dah terbengkalai sangat dah blog ni. anyway, just a quickie.

yours truly is going back to malaysia tomorrow insya Allah, for 8 days. tapi kali ni balik bukan nak bersuka ria lah. so many things to get done and settled.

mari merancang intinerary kita untuk percutian kali ini, marilah!

sunday : insya Allah arriving around 1140pm kalau encik AA tak delay. balik rumah kaklong.

monday : uu hari ni banyak benda nak buat. arif ambik cuti. mula2 nak gi butik rins suzana, nak finalize fitting baju and all. jauh kot nak g sampai ke taman melati ni. pastu the plan was to go to midvalley, nak cari cincin arif, because kajian mengatakan kat midvalley has all the choices for men's ring, senang sikit nak cari satu tempat je. and then nak cari his kemeja and pants for hantaran. *kakak2, hint2* haha..owh and also i need to go to the money changer to get my tak seberapa currency ni changed. kat midvalley has the best money changer la jugak kan. but then, arif cakap habib klcc is still having their sales. so maybe nak g tengok2 jugak mane lah tau ada cincin for me jugak kan. so macam mana? just let encik driver decide lah. hehe oooo dah la kalau sempat nak tengok hantu mak limah tu haha

tuesday : ok. hari ni arif keje. tapi yours truly ni takkan la nak duk diam kat rumah je kan. so i was googling gsc punya jadual hari tu, turned out that rapunzel is still showing, ape lagi gelabah gile msg nuni tanya dia free tak tuesday afternoon sbb nak tengok wayang. siap doa2 lagi masa nak bukak msg yang nuni reply tu hoping that she's available. thank god she is, haha. dramatic gile nak gi tengok wayang je pun. nak buat camno tunang tersayang tak bagi keluar sorang2 ni. hurm.. and then later that day, pukul 730pm, i'll be flying back to kb dgn firefly. eh u know one thing, i love flying with firefly. ok2, memang la paling best naik mas, the worst is air asia la kan haha. memang dia mcm lambat skit sbb naik foker je kan, macam ni ke eja dia? tak kesah la, tp firefly kan guna aircraft yang ada kipas kat sayap die tu, pastu kecit pulak tu, so the journey from kl to kb takes about 1hr and 5mins kot. ala tapi stakat 10mins difference tu ape la sangat kan, kalau nak compare ngn air asia time dia delay tu. ok my point is, naik firefly kan, though lambat skit, i think dia adalah sangat comfortable. sebab die punya passenger capacity pun tak byk, so mmg dlm flight tu takkan ada ramai orang la kan, and die punya seat pun besar jugak, seronok la haha. oo pastu die bagi air, kacang and muffin. naik mas takde muffin. haha tu pun berkira. tapi sebab kapal die kecit, selalu la kepala terhantuk dekat overhead compartment tu bila nak bangun. tu je yang tak best. there's this one time, my first time naik firefly, masa tu kaklong yang tolong bookkan ticket, so dia tanya la, nak seat no berapa, so me dengan confidentnye ckp ok nak seat paling depan, ye la, nanti dpt turun cepat kan. so kaklong pun book la seat no 1 ye adik2. turned out that pintu firefly ade kat belakang je ok haha. punye la pelik masa nak naik flight tu kan die buat announcement panggil passengers seated no1,2,3 masuk dulu. sbb selalu kan orang duk depan kena masuk last, ni kena masuk dulu. siap puji2 huih bagus firefly ni, sape book seat depan boleh masuk awal n keluar awal... sekali tengok kapal die, duhhh bangang gile kot. tak pasal2 kena keluar last kot haha...

eh panjang pulak cerita hari selasa.

wednesday : ok dah kat kb kan. so my plan is nak gi sekolah umi dgn umi pagi tu. sebab nak tengok2 dewan sekolah dia tu. and ingat nak lepak situ jap hari tu sebab nak study. lepak library skolah dia ke. or duk kat rumah umi kat situ ke. tp mcm scary je nak duk sorang2 kat rumah die, so the library it is la kan. anyway yours truly ade exam this february so kena la manfaatkan masa sebaik bukan ye idokk? tapi tak ckp lagi kat umi, plus nak bangun awal nak ikut dia tu bukan senang, dia turun nak gi sekolah pukul 645 pagi kotttt... adeii.. owh hari ni jugak nak heret abah and umi gi print kad jemputan. yang paling penting is my kad jemputan for kawan2 kat india ni, sebab dia kena siap by saturday, sbb sunday tu dah nak balik kl and bwk kad tu siap2. tapi insya Allah sempat, sebab kad utk kawan2 kat sini simple je, nak print dia pun tak complicated sangat. nanti la i'll make a special entry pasal kad kawin k.

thursday : kemana kita hari ni? tengok la kalau rajin, ikut umi gi skolah lagi. or else i'll just stay home, lepak2 skit. so far takde plan lagi hari khamis nak buat ape. arif pun akan blk kb jugak malam ni.

friday : insya Allah nak gi jumpa kak jai, the one's doing my make-up and pelamin, since there's slight change from the initial plan.. kali ni nak gi ngan umi pulak, senang skit.. hari tu pegi sendiri macam tak reti la nak nego2 ni.. hehe..

saturday : the plan is nak gi buat HIV test dengan arif. sape tau kat mana nak buat HIV test kat kb, plus hari sabtu pulak tu hehe. pastu result dia boleh dpt terus kan? actually boleh je nak buat nnt balik bulan 4 before the majlis tu, tp kalau boleh buat now, baik buat terus kan, at least boleh reserve some more time utk buat benda lain last2 minute tu kan. and arif and his mom are planning to go to another bridal boutique for some arrangement utk majlis kat rumah dia nanti. maybe i'll just tag along kotttt..

sunday : pagi2 buta pukul 855 pagi naik kapal balik kl dengan arif. hari ni insya Allah nak buat a lil pre-wed photoshoot with kaklong. kaklong suggested to have it done dekat bukit tinggi tu. ok la kot. takde pape pun, just nak amik gambar sikit, utk montaj pasang time sanding nanti insya Allah. yang ni kitorang plan to DIY je. takde bajetttttt... hehe

monday : pagi ni rehat je la kot, packing2 yang mana tak pack lagi... tengah hari tu dah nak balik india. sob sobbb...

tapiiiiiii... apa yang pentinggggg....

esok.... these two birds will be reunited, setelah terpisah selama almost 3bulan hehe!! insya Allah.... weeeeee~~

abaikan muka saya. takde gambar lain nak upload hehe. jumpa gambar lama dalam bb je.

till then, tata!

it's the wedding

2010-11-05T17:59:00.004+05:30

i am bored.

let's talk about the wedding shall we?

erm.. to begin with.. since i think it is kinda official now.. boleh la kot nak tulis kat sini when is the date kan.. so insya Allah, the wedding is going to be on the 15th of april 2011 (friday)..that is the reception.. for solemnization still macam tak sure, because the initial plan was to do akad nikah on the friday morning, and the reception will be on the afternoon after sembahyang jumaat.. tp lepas fikir2 umi cakap takut rushing, because the akad will be at my house in kb, and the reception insya Allah will be in pasir puteh.. plus umi takut kalau buat akad pagi tu, nanti takde orang kat dewan tempat reception tu in the morning, taktau ape jadi kat sana kan.. and some more, buat hari jumaat ni jadi macam rugi masa sikit, sbb tengah hari tu ada friday prayer kan..
so bila dah pikir2 macam tu, ingat nak tukar la buat akad nikah on malam jumaat tu.. i mean hari khamis malam jumaat.. tapi, that will be difficult for arif's side pulak, since masa tu kan bukan cuti sekolah, his nieces and nephews will miss banyak hari sekolah la pulak kan.. so psl solemnization ni mcm pending lagi because my mum is yet to discuss this with his mum..

ok.. venue pulak... as mentioned la kan, akad will be at my house je, or maybe kat masjid kat rumah tu je la, most probably dekat masjid kot, sebab kat rumah tak nak decorate2 sgt, maybe hias bilik je sikit2 and tu pun maybe hias sendiri2 je... and the reception will be in pasir puteh, to be exact dekat dewan sekolah umi, kenapa dewan sekolah? haha macam kelakar je kan dewan sekolah.. sebab nyee, kat kelantan macam tak banyak dewan yg available and suitable for wedding ceremony ni, yang selalu org buat is dewan gelanggang seni and one more tak ingat dah dewan ape, tapi macam tak best je jugak... and umi pun kalau boleh this time round die taknak dah buat wedding kat rumah, sebab my house area tu susah nak parking, plus dengan rumah bersepahnye lepas wedding tu semua kan, tak larat nak kemas lepas tu.. so dewan sekolah menengah sains pasir puteh it is! hehe.. insya Allah kalau umi tak kena tukar la kan hehe...

and for arif's side, majlis bertandang will be on the next day, that is the 16th april... kira sekali harung je la, weekend tu terus settle semua. kenape?? sebab yours truly punya cuti ni laaa, kan MSU kesayangan ni baik gileeeee... bagi cuti tak agak la kan.. cuti sem pun seminggu je.. paleotakkkk die la kannn...

ok sambung balik hehe.

ok ape lagi.. step by step.. kad jemputan.. hari tu dah beli kat bandung, cuma tak print lagi.. boleh je nak print terus kat bandung, which is quite cheap la kan, but then, die nak masa sebulan, and later they will ship la kan kad tu semua, tapi ade orang cakap nanti kastam macam leceh jgk so maybe kena byr extra lagi... and plus masa kitorang pergi tu tak prepare pun lagi ape2 wording utk kad tu, and peta and all... so better print kat kelantan la kan. lagipun print kat kb, insya Allah we can get them printed for free of charge hehe thanks to mr lee haha.. tak kelakar pun

and what else?

ok pelamin and make up.. hari tu masa balik dah pergi book siap2 dah... design tu tak sure la lagi, sebab design2 ni kan boleh tukar2 je, kalau nanti dah ada design lain yang kite suke, boleh tukar... yg penting cuma nak reserve the date je la.. so kat situ dah settle dah insya Allah, sebab dah byr deposit semua tu.

baju pulak. baju ni mcm pening... tapi tak la pening sgt... sebab baju nak sewa je, tak mampu la nak buat baju mahal2 kan hehe plus i've found this one baju that i really like, perfect colour and perfect design.. suka sangattttt.... hehe... and baju ni kitorang sewa kat kl la, sebab baju2 kat butik kat kelantan ni ya rabbi... bukan la semua kan... tp mostly la... entah la... ropol2 kat lengan la.. pastu yang paling tak suke is, kat sleeve tu macam jarang.. tak sukanyee.. memang la boleh pakai inner kan.. tp it wont look that nice la... kat kl mcm byk sikit option, byk la yg memenuhi cita rasa sikit kan... tapi tu la, dah cantik, tak jadi murah la kan baju tu.. kalau macam kat kb, if tempat yg book pelamin tu, harga utk sepasang baju for rent is like less than rm500 la, paling mahal pun maybe rm600-700 je for both lelaki and perempuan, but dekat butik yang kitorang ambil kat kl ni, harga sepasang is rm1800, for both lelaki and perempuan and accessories.. and kalau baju yang simple2 for akad nikah maybe, is rm800 sepasang... see the difference tak? beza lebih rm1000 kottt.. tapi sebab nak puas hati kan... takpe la.. dah la tak tempah sendiri dah baju, pastu buruk pulak tu..tak nak la macam tu kan... and some more kitorang dapat diskaun banyakkk la jugak dekat butik tu sebab the owner is kakliz's friend and was my mum's student.. so takde la mahal sangat jadi nye..

what else..

ok hantaran. hantaran ni pun pening jugak sikit2 hehe.. sikit je la.. sebab at first nak bagi 7 balas 9.. dah settle dah fikir nak bagi ape nak cukupkan dulang and all tu, tiba2 arif cakap umi dia nak tambah pulak, dia nak bagi 9, sebab last time masa bertunang dah bagi 7, so masa kahwin nak bagi lebih la sikit kan.. so 9 berbalas 11 la it is.

so jadi macam kena tukar2 lagi la kan, bukan la tukar, i mean kena tambah la lagi kan.. dah la nak bagi 11 barang kat org laki ni mcm susah kotttt... ape sangat barang yang boleh bagi kat orang laki kan.. tp so far, dah ade la few things yang kitorang dah beli. let's make a list nak?

for him :
1. cincin (wait, yang ni masuk dalam hantaran ke? ke bagi masa akad nikah je, so tak kira sekali?)
2. wallet and belt. wallet dah beli, belt je belum. susah ya rabbi la nak beli belt kat arif ni. dah la hari tu ade ke die nak belt dekat topshop tu yang buckle besar gedabak funky2 tu? haha
3. kasut. ok dah settle, ni pun satu, nasib baik tak leceh mana. kalau tak beli kat bata je baru tau.
4. perfume set. yang ni nanti la kan. last2 minute pun boleh beli ni.
5. kemeja and pants. dah suruh dia survey sendiri and beli la nanti.
6. jam. yang ni tak sure, nak bagi jam or nak tukar dengan benda lain.
7. gps. arif dah survey2. tp beli dekat2 nak kahwin nanti la.
8. quran and sejadah. ni pun beli later lah.
9. kain baju melayu and sampin. kain baju melayu dah beli kat bandung hari tu, sampin umi nak belikan nanti,
10. shaving set. yang ni maybe la. rasanya jadi kot.
11. makanan.. either kek or buah or pulut kuning or whatever lah nanti nak fikir. ingat nak bagi macaroons tapi arif tak nak pulak. bagi baulu je baru tau.

for her:
1. cincin
2. handbag and kasut. both dah settle hari tu.
3. make up set. pun dah settle. we got a very good deal dekat estee lauder hari tu.. sukeeee
4. body care set. yang ni tak beli lagi. tapi hari tu dah tengok dekat crabtree and evelyn.. ok la jgk... kalau tak pun maybe l'occitane kot.
5. jam. ni pun tak sure jugak nak tukar dgn something else or not.
6. kain pasang. thought of nak beli kain lace kat bandung hari tu kan, tp diorang semua cakap bagi kain lace nak buat ape lagi kan, sebab kitorang bukannnye jenis pakai lace buat raya tu semua. meriah sangat kan.. so beli kain for kebaya tu je..
7. telekung, sejadah and quran.
8. makanan. taktau la dia nak bagi ape.
9. makanan jugak kot. tak tau jugak. or maybe kitorang asingkan la kasut and handbg tu. so kasut duk sini.

tadaaaaa. tu je preparation nak kawin kitorang.

eh lupe.. doorgift lagi satu.. tapi dah malas. sambung lain kali la pulak hihi..

kalau ade sape2 nak bagi cadangan ke, nak suggest kat mana nak beli cincin ke, sile2lah eh, this time ingat nak bagi cincin platinum pulak kat arif, sebab last time dah bagi palladium..
pastu kalau nak suggest what doorgift is nice ke, amatlah dialu2kan..
tata!

congratulations bestie!

2010-10-23T13:06:00.005+05:30

041010 marked the day.

i am happy, i am proud.

congratulations bestie. u made it, u did it.

congratulations, noor afienna!

when is my turn? :o

Test yang ni pulak

2010-10-23T01:26:00.001+05:30

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It's a new thing.

2010-10-23T01:21:00.001+05:30

Taddaaaaa..test test jadi ke tak..
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kembali bersiaran!

2010-10-22T20:47:00.007+05:30

wuwuwuwuuu... long time no see eberybodyyy...

well... ni pecah rekod niii... punye la lama tak mengupdatekan diri kan...ingat nak delete terus je blog ni.. tp macam syg la kan, since i first started it sebab kunun nak buat2 kenangan la zaman2 belajar, zaman bercintan cintun ni...

anyway, where should i begin?

my last post was about me tergedik2 tgh excited nak balik raya tu kan. so let's begin from there. anyway, i think this is going to be a long entry with lots of pics...

so, exactly 2 days before the aidil fitri, i left bangalore once again...*i went back sekejap masa awal ramadhan, remember?*.. sampai lcct after midnight, and terus gerak balik kelate with encik tunang hihi.. and as expected la kan, highway jam tak hengat dunia la kan...

and to make it worse, i was vomiting now and then through out the journey, sampai arif dah bising2 dah bila nak sampai ni kejap kena stop kejap kena stop hehehe.. pastu tak sampai 2 jam dalam kereta i fell asleep, jaga2 je tengok dah takde jem dah.. bagus kan dapat co-pilot macam saya ni.. and we reached kb safely around 12 pm the next day, which was the last day of ramadhan..

so syawal came..

tak tau la nak cerita ape pasal raya hari tu.. just let the pictures do the talking la eh..

pagi raya.. everyone was getting ready..

isn't she the cutest?

ayahanda dan bonda.

kami-kami yang tidak berkahwin lagi.

arif datang makan2.

saya pulak pergi rumah dia makan2. and brought nuni along.

tahun depan mungkin kah akan berada di sini di malam raya? haha *gulp*

hari raya kedua.

kan dah ckp budak ni comelllll.

tu je gambar raya. basically masa raya hari tu i didn't get much time to visit rumah kawan2, sebab on 4th day of raya saya dah balik india. buttttttt, this was nevertheless a warm and nice raya celebration, considering it as my last raya sebelum bertukar status ni hihi...

ok. what else. jap nak recall.. ok so i came back to india for 2 weeks, and on the 2nd week tu, we were supposed to have exam, but then it was cancelled, and so were the classes, leaving us terkapai2 takde exam, takde kelas, so apa lagi. mula la meroyan tak senang duduk kan. it was tuesday when the setoopid people announced that our classes were cancelled, and my flight back to malaysia was supposed to be on saturday night. rugi weh 4 hari kat malaysia is heaven. mana boleh jadi. call malaysia airlines to change my flight, to no avail. apparently my ticket was the lowest of the low fare, so no change could be done to it. pikir punya pikir, pejam mata, kira bajet, telan air liur, tarik nafas panjang2, takpe la kira burn la few hundreds ringgit, and sekali lagi tarik nafas dalam2, beli tiket air asia balik malaysia on the very next day, that was wednesday. yes when it comes to balik malaysia ni, saya sanggup berhabis duit. believe me when i say, i would do anything not to spend any more day in india ni. korang kena datang sini, belajar kat sini, duduk sini, deal dengan keling2 ni for 4 years, then u will understand what is it about india that i hate so much..

ok emo pulak kejap. ape dah nak cerita tadi.. ooo eh so macam tu lah. 10 days after my raya holiday, there i was on the plane, leaving bangalore for one more time ahhhh.. 3 kali balik malaysia in 1 and half month duration.. jangan tak tahu, sampai kan the immigration officer at the airport pun tanya kenapa banyak kali sangat balik ni.. ape kau ingat negara kau ni best ke nak suruh aku duduk lama2???

eh emo balik.

ok sambung2.. dah balik malaysia lagi sekali.. ok this holiday specifically was very important, since in these 2 weeks, i *me and arif actually* managed to get our wedding preparation ready banyak la jugakk.. settled a lil bit pasal pelamin and make-up, a lil bit pasal baju, a lil bit of hantaran *banyak weyyyy nak kena beli kat arif ni tak aci ahhhh dah la die punye macam best2 je*..

pastu kitorang *parents, adik beradik, arif and i* went to bandung for shoppingggg... ok kat bandung settle la pasal kad jemputan and door gift... seriously rambang mata la pilih kad jemputan kat sana ok. dah la murah dia ya rabbiiiii... macam nak beli semua jenis kad yang ada kat situ... pastu dengan door gift die yang super comel tu, aihhhhhh macam nak beli banyak2, tapi simpan untuk diri sendiri je... tapi tak tipu la, murah sesangat ok..

layan gambar sikitttt...

ala nak upload gambar tak boleh pulak blogger ni buat hal la pulakkkk... layan gambar kat facebook je la ehhh...

ok malas dah la nak sambung.. banyak lagi nak cerita sebenarnya... about the wedding preparation, the wedding date etc.. tapiiii i have a major presentation to be prepared now, so there goes the priority la kan.

till then, ok bye!

balik jommm

2010-09-07T21:01:00.005+05:30

hai!

well... dah nak raya kan..sedar tak sedar dah nak habis sebulan kita berpuasa. *apsal tiba2 wat ayat skema ni slaps forehead*

anywayyyy.. i have nothing much to say... just selamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin atas semua salah dan silap saya, especially if ada termengumpat, terlanjur kata dekat blog ni or anywhere else..

to those celebrating the eid in kelate, jemput2 datang ke rumah saya ok. bila2 pun ok.

layan gambar skit kayyyy... these are taken during the iftar with my batchmates and semalam kluar bukak puasa with the girls. yang mana gambar tak cun tu amik ngn bb la tu.

selamat hari raya ok. insya Allah saya balik petang esok, and malam esok terus gerak balik kb from lcct dengan tunang tersayang cewahhhh.

p/s: raya tahun ni dengan raya tahun depan insya Allah tak kan sama lagi. siapa tau raya tahun depan entah2 dah tukar status. *hint hint*

omgee!

2010-08-29T13:55:00.004+05:30

hello all!

waahh it's been almost a month isn't it? teruk kan, nak blogging sangat, pastu tak update2. tp memang bukan elida hanan la kalau tak hangat2 tahik ayam ni kan...

anywayyy... things have been great... at least most of the things.. takde la semua benda pun great kan... duk india ni impossible la nak bahagia dan gembira je sepanjang masa...

to story mory, i went back home ermm seminggu yang lalu kot? eh ke 2 minggu yg lalu? awal2 puasa hari tu la, for 5 days... hehe.. seronotttt... it was never planned, just randomly je i told abah that saya nak balikkk... then abah ckp, balik la, tiket mahal tak? and cepat2 check tiket then tiket air asia was like less than RM500 kot masa tu, so abah pun ckp ha balik lah kitorang sponsor tiket.. muahahahah kecik tapak tangan satu india saya tadahkan....

speaking of balik hari tu, i really think my mum is a supermum... i did tell her earlier before i balik tu, that i wanna bring back some frozen cooked dishes, for my buka puasa here, sebab macam tak larat la nak masak everyday after balik kelas kan.. tengok kauuu, sekali dia masak 15 kgs of lauk pauk kotttt.. sampai sekarang tak abis2 lagi lauk pauk dia masak tu.. heaven kot.... tiap2 hari bukak puasa masakan mak kannnnn... buat2 pulak duk perantauan macam niii... memang syahdu lah...

sometimes i terfikir la kan, how did she do it... pagi2 dah bangun awal2, since dia ulang alik to her school in pasir puteh, which takes about 45 minutes kot from our house. then balik rumah dah petang, terus masak for us, especially during bulan ramadhan ni.. that day, dia balik sekolah, rehat kejap, semayang and all, then terus masuk dapur... dekat2 nak maghrib i went to the kitchen, tengok dia dah siap masak lauk for buka puasa plus few lauk yang i nak bawak dtg sini tu... alahaiii... sebak kot rasa... bukan tak nak tolong, tengok2 dia dah siap masak kot...

i think, mums would just do anything for their children kan?

kadang2 saya terfikir lagi *banyak kot benda aku pikir*, bila saya dah tua nanti, will i ever be as good as umi? dah la kerja, pastu kena jaga family, pastu tak masuk tang dia duk menggila jahit manik lagi.. ni lagi satu more of hobby dia la kot... jahit manik... baju kitorang ke, baju dia ke.. memang dia lah yang jahitkan manik2 tu... dah la die ni jenis yang nak meriah aje, baju tak boleh la kan plain je takde manik ape... kagum lah kat mak sendiri macam niii... haha..

tp tu lah... dah la mak2 ni kan macam pandai je pack2 barang kalau nak travel kan, leave it to me, memang main campak je la kan dalam beg, baju 3 pasang pun jadi tak muat dlm beg sebab tak reti la nak lipat kecit2 cantik2 ni kan... mesti nanti bila dah dapat anak, bila diorang borak2 ngan kawan2 dia pasal mak diorang, mesti anak i ckp, "mak aku sampah gile weh, nak pack baju aku dalam beg pun tak reti".. waaa teruk terukk...

dah la cakap pasal mak2 ni... sebak pulak tiba2..

anywayyyyy... saya balik lagi tauuuu next week.. for raya insya Allah.. tapi sekejap je la.. 8th till 13th of sept.. insya Allah sampai kl midnight 8hb tu, then will be travelling with arif to our hometown... seronottt jugak... doakan perjalanan kitorang selamat yerrr.....

and pastu kan pastu kan.... 26th sept nanti balik lagiiii muahahaha... sebab tu memang cuti end of semester la kan... yang ni best la sikit sebab balik for 2 weeks kan... oh yeahh... memang kerja duk hitung cuti je la sekarang ni kan...

hurm... i think that's all for now. since entry ni banyak cakap pasal umi, nak la letak gambar umi tapi tak jumpe la pulak, ade yang ni je.. hehe

eh umi tak ready la pulak.

ahh this is better..

ok chow people!

oath..

2010-08-03T22:12:00.002+05:30

i promise, i'll be a good doctor someday, insya Allah.

not a very long way to go, baru sekarang nak rasa inspired.

sempat lagi sempat lagi nak insaf sekarang. sempat sempat.

saya nak kawin.

2010-07-21T10:55:00.004+05:30

hi all!

haha tajuk je tu, takde kaitan pun.

lama sungguh tak mengupdate. kemalasan melampau.

anywayyy, this is going to be quick.

sebagai persediaan untuk kawin, *hahaha slaps forehead* arif and i are selling some cottons and chiffons from india, do have a look ok. please please pleaseeeee... banyak pahala tolong orang nak mendirikan masjid ni *slaps forehead lagi sekali*

to view kain2 tersebut di atas, click here ok. nanti saya rajin, saya upload terus kat ni. kalau tak upload2 jugak tu maknanya tak rajin lah tu.

beli tau beli tauu!

tata!

hoiiiii luuu

2010-07-06T19:57:00.003+05:30

hoiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

aku geram dah niiiiiiiii.

masuk kali ni dah berapa kali la kau duk cuba nak access email aku haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa???????

bangang ke ape kau niiii??? takde pape pun la dalam email aku tu, yang kau beria sangat nak hack2 ni apesal haaaaaaaaa???

jenuh la sebulan sekali kot kena renew password. dah mati akal dah nak letak password ape. kau takleh nak hack, yang kau pandai2 nak pergi reset password aku apsal ah? bukannye kau boleh bukak pun email2 aku yang lain tu ergghhhhh.

otak ada ka?

nak kata ada guna online banking ke ape ke, takde maknanya. cimb click pun takde. maybank2u apetah lagi, acc maybank pun takde. account vijaya bank ni toksah nak harap la, takde pun service2 online ni.

dah dah la tu, give up la. jangan jadi bodoh sangat.

sekarang ni macam aku pulak yang bangang. nak marah, tapi tak tau nak marah sape, sebab tak tau sape punye keje kan. lepas kat sini lah labuuuu.

bak kata arif, kot2 orang baru belajar nak hack2 ni, dia try my email dulu. alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... nak hack, hack la email orang2 penting dalam negara ke. ni hack email aku. takde bendanya. email barang2 yang aku beli online ade la. buang karan je.

dah. nak gi baca buku.

hi i'm back!

2010-06-26T18:15:00.003+05:30

hello everyone!

haaa dah lama gila kan saya tidak mengupdatekan diri.

don't blame ni, blame encik syaitanirrajjjiimmmm nih suka kacau2 suruh org jadi malas. ish

anyway, my last post was before parents and adik2 came visiting me kat sini kan.

well, to cut it short, we did go to mumbai, and to my surprise, eeeee tolong la tak payah gi mumbai dah pasni. u know, india is india kan, slums are everywhere, we've seen lots of them dekat bangalore kan, but mumbai is wayyyyyyyyyy lagi teruk kotttttt.

and their tourist attractions pun macam tahpape je, tak attractive langsung kot. malas la nak cerita panjang kat sini kan, ade je few of my friends yang pergi mumbai and they enjoyed it. but apparently it is definitely not my type of place to go la.

untuk membuktikan lagi betapa kitorang tak suka mumbai, we shortened our 3 day2 2 nights trip, and rescheduled our flight to bangalore on the next day itself. so satu malam je la kitorang kat sana. we had to pay about rm1000 la jgk as the penalty kan, tp umi said it was worth the money la to go back to bangalore, rather than staying there. hihi

and they left 6 days later :(

another highlight of the month was my 24th BIRTHDAY!

alhamdulillah, praise to god sebab dipanjangkan umur saya sehingga ke hari ini.

had some celebration with the girls that night. tapi gambar tak byk with me. later later lah i upload.

anddddddddddd... wanna see what my daddycool get me for my birthday?

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tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..

i am now officially a blackberry user. weeeheeeeee~~ seronok kot boleh berbbm dekat tunang tercinta tidak mengira waktu walau di mana jua kami berada! :P

ok tu je nak cakap. tata.

tomorrow is the day!

2010-06-09T22:26:00.002+05:30

hi all!

yours truly is now drowning in excitement! parents and adik2 are coming insya Allah tomorrow!

yeayy.. uhhh so can't wait for the 60kgs of food stocks! ahhhhh and definitely gonna force umi to cook laksa for me... weeee~

and also, sooo excited for the coming birthday pressie from daddyyy.. yeayy..

dah dapat nanti saya tayang2 kat sini ok? hehehe... jgn diorg lupa bawak sudeyy..

and owh, we'll be leaving for mumbai on friday!

erm.. i think that's about it.

dear Allah, selamatkanlah perjalanan kedua ibu bapaku dan adik2 ku, serta permudahkanlah segala urusan mereka. Aminnn....

outdated!

2010-05-30T22:04:00.005+05:30

hi all!

few pics during anies' 24th birthday. malas la nak explain panjang2. to cut long story short, we went out with cabs, had lunch in the chillis, then we practically had no ride to go back since all the cabs were fully booked, and suddenly an orange bus stopped in front of us, and we were like, ok jom korang, kite naik bus pergi mg road ok, then from there we'll take la auto ke ape ke. so that was it, our BUS RIDE in INDIA ok. but it was not bad at all, air-conditioned, and mesti lah tak berebut tempat and tak bersempit2. hehe. that explains our willingness to jump on that bus ok.

ok ni takde kaitan. gambar tgh tutup pintu pun nak letak ke?

yours truly, yuliana, and faradilla.

amalina, anies, and neela.

a surprise by the chillis' staffs.

tengoklah muka gembira kami dapat menaiki bas berwarna orenggg.

i definitely have no idea kenapa kami berposing sedemikian.

bas oren pujaan kami.

ok i think that's about it.

tata!

cepatlah pagi, i need an explanation.

2010-05-28T00:37:00.002+05:30

hi all.

it's in the middle of the night and i am wide awake. blame the coffee. had half cup of them as i thought i'm gonna need them to get my powerpoint presentation done, but turned out that my presentation was only 5 minutes away to the finishing line. teeheee skarang mata dah terbukak luas takleh nak tido. i even cleaned my toilet just now sebab macam tak tau nak buat ape. thought of vacuuming the room but takut bising la kan tgh2 malam bunyik vacum pulak.

anyway, i have something bothering me.

and i don't know is it okay to pour them out here.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

macam mana niii........

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

ok lempang saya sekarang.

macam mana kalau tiba2 ada orang tak kenal, out of the blue, asking you out?

no, no, no one is asking me out. dah tak laku saya ni.

it's freaking me out to think about it. i know i leave u guys terpinga2 di sini, tapi i dont know how to story mory mehh..

macam ni la... someone of opposite gender is asking you out, and u apparently have nothing in common with her/ him ie. tak sama sekolah, tak sama uni, tak sama sekolah memandu, mutual friend dekat fb ade sorang je pun. and he/ she is claiming that ur face seems familiar to him/her. ayat pancing zaman kuno kotttttt.

and he/she is insisting on meeting u, so that he/she can explain everything better. like what the helllllllllllllll????/

ok. macam tu lah lebih kurang.

sound fishy is it not?

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa takuttttttttttttttttttt

what do u think? multi level marketing kah?

atau dia sedang mengorat andakah?

ok nangis sekarang.

bye.

nak nangis sekarang jugakkkkkkkkkkk..

jom baca!

2010-05-20T21:43:00.002+05:30

hi all.

i came across this, mase tgh google2 pasal hukum hakam ni. and i think this is interesting, and should be shared. at least it is new to me. kalau salah tolong betulkan yer.

kan sekarang kita tengok style orang pakai shawl, pakai tudung syria, tudung ariani and so on tu, diorang buat sanggul tinggi2 kan, and i did that too, sebab i didn't know, and i think tudung tu nampak terletak elok je bile buat sanggul tinggi2 tu kan.

and latest, i heard macam ada jual sanggul palsu, utk yang bertudung with short hair, so if they want to have the sanggul tu, diorang boleh pakai la sanggul palsu tu. like that la.

so, tadi saya macam tgh google2 la pasal sanggul palsu, to which i found this, dekat some stranger's blog.. thanks anyway..

cuba baca, fahamkan dan renungkan..

“ akan muncul dalam kalangan umatku di akhir zaman, kaum lelaki yang menunggang sambil duduk di atas pelana, lalu mereka turun di depan pintu-pintu masjid. Wanita-wanita mereka( isteri mereka atau anak perempuan), berpakaian tetapi seperti bertelanjang ( nipis&ketat). Di atas kepala mereka pula(wanita) terdapat bonggolan (sanggul atau tocang) seperti bonggol unta yang lemah gemalai. Oleh itu laknatlah mereka semua. Sesungguhnya mereka adalah wanita-wanita yang terlaknat” - hadith riwayat Ahmad, jil.2, ms. 223.

Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda:

“dua golongan penghuni neraka yang mana aku sendiri belum pernah melihat keadaan mereka didunia: golongan yang membawa cemeti seperti seekor lembu lalu menggunakannya untuk memukul manusia dan juga kaum wanita yang berpakaian seperti bertelanjang, menggoyangkan badan dan berlenggang-lenggok, kepala mereka ada suatu seperti bonggol di kepala unta yang bergoyang-goyang. Mereka tentu tidak akan memasuki syurga atau mencium baunya sedangkan bau syurga itu dapat dihidu dari jarak perjalanan begitu dan begini” –hadith riwayat Muslim. Hadith no 212-

semua benda ni kita tak sedar kan. niat kita dah baik, nak menutup aurat, but without realizing it kita terbuat semua tu.
macam takut kan, it's actually salah satu tanda2 akhir zaman.
memang betul, kalau rambut dah panjang macam mana kan, kena sanggul jugak kan, yes it's true, saya pun macam tu. tapi kalau fikir2kan, boleh je sanggul tapi tak payah la terletak tinggiiii je atas kepala tu kan kan?

well, that's about it. it's a new lesson to me, to be shared with u guys.

and like i said, correct me if i'm wrong, ok?

taaa~~

the one with my daddy innit.

2010-05-17T19:43:00.003+05:30

hi all.

so yesterday was the teacher's day. and seperti years before, every year, there will be anugerah tokoh guru kebangsaan being honored to siapa2 yang layak la kan. and as for this year, ABAH was being honored as one.

abah retired from his last post as the headmaster of SKKK3 about 4 years back, during which he was the yang dipertua of majlis guru besar malaysia yada yada yada.. hehe malas lah nak taip sure bosan nye korang baca.

well to cut long story short, all i can say is before retiring, abah banyak la perjuangkan hak2 guru2 ni and banyak la perubahan he did to the malaysian education system.. macam tu lah lebih kurang.. so after all these years, sumbangan abah to dunia pendidikan malaysia has been recognized, and i am proudly saying, u deserve it abah!

some pics i took from my kakak's fb. selalu tengok muka saya je kan, tengok muka bapakkk skittt. hehe

i think this is right after dia disarungkan pingat eh? and that is our timbalan perdana menteri kan? and i think he is our minister of education jgk kan? haha fail betul la bapak dapat tokoh guru anak entah kelaut.

yeahh that's my daddy!! cayang cikittt chewahhhh

being interviewed by the reporters. tengok tuh kat situ pun nak bagi ceramah ke? rilek2 sudehh la bah hehe

my backbone. umi and abah. agak2 saya ikut muka sape? *eh eh lari topik*

ha tu lah. i think it is worth to blog about kan, sape tak rasa bangga. takpe la korang tak rasa bangga, saya anak abah saya, mesti la saya bangga. hehe

anyway, u can read more about him in the newspapers today, semua paper abah cakap ade, paper tamil pun ade, sebab muka dia macam sesuai je masuk paper tamil kan hahahaha ehhh tu abah sendiri cakap ok bukan saya yang kata.

orang cakap dekat berita pun byk jugak keluar kan, tapi saya tak tengok la kan. nanti la bosan2 boleh la bukak tv3 online layan buletin utama tengok muka bapak sendiri. hehe

that's about my daddy!! my daddy daddycooollll... hari tu nak balik sebenarnye tapi mrs mummy tak bagi ishhhhhh

ABAH, IDA IS SOOOOO PROUD OF YOUUUU!

mwah mwah mwahhh

yeeehaaa

2010-05-15T17:06:00.002+05:30

hey hey heyyy..

the greatest news of the month,

abah, umi, lil sis and bro will be coming here, next month!!! yeayyyyyy!!!

so can't wait. ahhhh u guys have definitely made my day!!

although they will be here for only 6 days and 5 nights, i think that will be boring enough to just stay in bangalore je, so the plan is insya Allah to spend the weekend in Mumbai. and i just purchased the tickets for 5 of us just now, and they were saaangat murahh. yeay! hehe suke lebih padahal pow credit card orang hehe.

anyway, i should be making the list of food bermula dari sekarang la kannn? banyaknyeeee food nak pesannnn. umi, get readyyyy! yeeahaaaa!

seronot seronott!

night-out.

2010-05-02T15:55:00.007+05:30

warning. ini adalah entry bergambar.

HI ALL!

went to celebrate nadzirah's 24th birthday last friday. it was a surprise partayyy, and nad was soooo surprised indeed! hehe she actually thought that it was going to be just a makan2 with her housemates and fara, which turned out to be a celebration with a whole crowd of friends hehe.

she was sooo surprised that she actually cried haha. kelakar la naddd.

btw, it was my first time being to ELEMENTS. ok la, the ambience was nice, minus the hujan la. but i think it would be much comfortable if we could get the seats downstairs. lagi senang nak makan kot. but yang penting the birthday girl was beyond happy ok. hehe. like yulie said, this should be a monthly thingy kan, all girls night out. and yeah, the food was ok. actually tak sempat nak menikmati food betul2 pun sebab duk bergelak ketawa je keje.

selamat menontonnn.

acara mencucuk lilin. and owh, the cheese cake was baked by aha. nak tempah silekan.

saya dan neela.

para hadirin sebelum ketibaan the birthday girl.

meet aha, neela and anies.

kami lagi.

and yeah the birthday girl has finally arrived.

right after she cried. hehe.

abaikan muka ikan buntal saya. ada cake dalam mulut tu actually. ecece nak jugak cover kan. hehe

sumpah air tu rasa macam sabun cuci toilet.

we are the KYUEM girls.

yours truly.

sebelum keberangkatan pulang. most girls have left. tinggal kami yang datang dengan kereta sendiri je. time to cam-whore la kann..

ok tu je lah. tak larat lah nak pikir caption satu2 gambar tu. bukan selalu i rajin macam ni. saje je ni cari alasan tak nak baca buku. heeee~~

taaa~

i am a chipsmore.

2010-04-28T21:06:00.003+05:30

hey all!

it has been quite a while kan? i know i know. baik tak payah ada blog kan kejap nak update, kejap tak nak update.

well, enough with the engagement updates, dah selamat jadi tunang orang dah ;)

anyway, i've been back in India since 18th, and yeahhhhh say Hello to FINAL YEAR!

as anticipated, its going to be a hell tough year la kan. i will be sitting for medicine, surgery, obs and gynae, paediatrics, orthopaedics, and many2 more small small specialty tu lahh...

and owh, lupa nak cakap.

remember the previous exam that i sat for, erm about a month ago? alhamdulillah, i passed!! i would not say with flying colours la kan, but enough to make me proud of myself :) ah pedulik la orang nak kata saya perasan pun, sape lagi nak bangga kalau bukan saya sendiri kan kan?

nanti dah dapat official slip saya upload lagi, macam hari tu. hehe. mana la tau kot2 nanti2 dah dapat anak, diorang nak tengok la mak diorang ni pandai ke tak, haaa tu bukti. takde la BODOH as some people claimed us to be, kan kawan2 kan? *abaikan ni, hanya orang2 tertentu je faham ni*

motif letak gambar macam ni? nak tunjuk muka berlagak sebenarnye. tapi tak jumpe. hihi.

ok lah. till then. taaa~

randomized

2010-04-13T11:17:00.005+05:30

random pics found from my camera. layannnn je la ye~

its our 2nd anniversary!

2010-04-12T10:07:00.002+05:30

alhamdulillah, 12th april notes the 2nd year of our relationship, and alhamdulillah jugak, tahun ni, we're celebrating our anniversary sebagai tunang to each other!

i am proud to say, i am so lucky that tuhan pertemukan saya dengan arif, tuhan gerakkan hati saya untuk mengenali dia, dan tuhan lembutkan hatinya untuk menyayangi saya. he is one special man in my life, and insya Allah no one would ever replace him. insya Allah..

hehe. geli tak? korang rasa geli laaaa, but sumpah Lillah that is how i feel. hihi

anyway, i'm in kl now, came here last friday for kursus kahwin in ttdi, attended it on saturday and sunday, huiii jenuh jugak nak dengar ceramah sehari setengah ni... but not bad la, i think we learnt a lot from the kursus, timbul la jugak keinsafan tu, and yang paling penting, aaa seriously tak sabar nak kawin laaa pulakkk *sila lempang sekarang* hehe

ok lah, till then. nak keluar dating. hehe tadi kata dah insaf.

nak tengok gambar saya bertunang?

2010-04-06T19:27:00.004+05:30

some pics from our engagement the other day. maaplah kalau dah naik muak tengok muka saya tu, bukan selalu saye letak gambar saya yang tersenyum senget ni. hehe

saya sudah menjadi tunangan orang!

2010-04-03T22:48:00.002+05:30

hi all!

3rd april has been a historical day in our journey of love, and we're officially engaged to each other!

too many things to write, tapi penat lagi. i'll continue later, ok?

kalau rasa nak tengok, few pics have been uploaded to my facebook, tp from random cameras je, belum dapat official gambar lagi... so pardon me if the pics are not in sequence of events ok. lagipun mcm penat sgt nk susun2.. hehe

tata for now!

hantaran hunting!

2010-03-27T20:10:00.003+05:30

hi all! pardon me for the cheesy previous post, it was actually arif who posted it, but since it is nothing but true, so why bother to delete kan? hehehehe

anyway, i am in kl now, reached here yesterday morning. we've been spending these 2 days hunting for barang2 hantaran. penat wa cakap lu, dengan panasss nye ya rabbiii... semalam ok lagi sbb cari barang kat OU and Midvalley je like the perfume set and kemeja for arif. tapi hari ni kitorang pergi jalan tar along with my sister since dia pun nak cari barang nak pergi umrah... panasss die tuhan je tahu... dengan ramai nye orang... but i think we managed to get everything necessary dah kot, tadi beli songket, songkok, tudung etc... and owh, we also went to semua house and beli barang2 nak decorate hantaran tu jugak... and the plan was nak buat hantaran tu macam ni, except for the flower tu kitorang guna fresh flowers. ok tak?

ni yang kitorang tengok kat semua house tadi, nak amik gambar punye lah susah dia tak bagi amik gambar kan, nak harapkan photographic memory memang wassalam la kan, kaklong tu baru 10 minit dah lupa dah mcm mana rupa benda tu.hehe

after jalan2 kat jalan tar, we went to have a dinner with abah since he was here as well for some meeting..

and i am going back to kb tomorrow night. esok nak keluar tengok alice in wonderland! yeay!! yeeeerrr saya tau saya lambat... nak buat macam mana kat india tak keluar lagiii..

and tomorrow adalah hari untuk memanjakan diri in the sense nak shopping for myself la pulak, dua hari ni duk pikir nak beli barang hantaran je. tapi best!!

i think that's all for now, the next time i'll be blogging, it'll be from my hometown, kb! yeay! maybe i'll put some update on the hantarans that we're gonna decorate.. nak tengok jadi ke tak hehe..

tata!

hehe

2010-03-27T17:46:00.000+05:30

Saya sayang Arif!!

tata for now!

2010-03-13T04:09:00.002+05:30

saya dah nak exam ni, ada 2 hari lagi.

i think i won't be blogging within these 2 weeks, or maybe sampai habis theory paper? hehe..

doakan saya, yer?

i've been spending my days in the library, as early as 9 until 5 every day, and by the time i get home, i've been so exhausted, sampai kadang2 nak makan pun tak larat, terus solat, tidur.. takut sangat niii...

wish me luck ok, i need it.

bye all!

5 minutes break.

2010-03-08T21:15:00.003+05:30

tahukah anda bahawasanya saya mempunyai 26 hari sahaja lagi untuk bertukar status?

insya Allah, this is the last month kami bertitle girlfriend boyfriend makwe pakwe ni. lepas ni dah jadi cik tunang dan encik tunang. hehe

rasa2 la... macam mana rasa dia kalau dah jadi tunang orang eh? best ke tak? hihi

orang kata, masa bertunang tu darah manis. masa tu la setan banyak nak menghasut semua tu kan.

mintak2 dijauhkan.

excited sebenarnyeeee~~~

sempat je lagi nak berangan kan. minggu depan nak exam.

chemistry :)

2010-03-07T18:42:00.002+05:30

i posted this song to arif's page on facebook the other night, nak dedicate to him la konon :)

then saje la menggedik nak tanya kan, sweet tak saye?

pakcik tu jawab,

"ok la, satu lagu dalam 2 tahun"

whattttt?? am i that bad??? ingatkan dah cukup jiwang dah.. hehe..

ophthalmology overdose.

2010-02-27T21:58:00.003+05:30

hello people!

yeay, the class is literally over for the semester, only few revision classes here and there je, otherwise we are all free! free in the sense to do our own revision la, bukan free duk melepak je.

just so you know, i'll be sitting for community medicine, ophthalmology and ENT papers in the next few weeks.

and i must say, i am definitely considering ENT as one of the areas for me to specialize nanti, other than paediatrics.

speaking of exams ni, i think my brain is really working hard right now. they say, *the textbook actually says* , when we are sleeping, our brain is actually working to process and consolidate our memories, like what we learnt during the day, in the night when we're sleeping, the brain will actually process the information and turn them into something that melekat dalam otak lah orang kata. macam tu lah lebih kurang.

hurm lupa dah nak cerita apa tadi.

ha. ni ha. nak cakap nya, i think my brain mesti tgh process gila2 ophthal punya info nih, sebab in a week, dah dua kali kot saya mimpi pasal ophthal.

earlier this week, sy mimpi sy kena retinoblastoma, like i woke up in the morning, pastu mata macam dah nak jadi buta, nampak sikit2 je, pastu when i looked at the mirror, there was a large tumor fungating out through my eyeball, just exactly like how it was in the text book. pastu semua orang pun dah siap gelabah2 mengucap panjang semua, nak buat macam mana ni elidaaaaaa... sah dah ni retinoblastoma... pastu tiba2 terjaga. rasa macam.... apekahhhhhhhh??? takde benda lain ke nak mimpi ni ha?

and last night, mimpi lagi. kali ni mimpi dah balik malaysia, kat rumah. masa tu baru je sampai rumah rasanya. pastu sampai2 je terus la pergi nak tengok adelia *my new niece*, pastu tengok2 adelia ada keratoconus.

ni la keratoconus.

pastu tak tahan nye, siap ambik torch light then demonstrate kat kakliz, tengok ni adelia ada deep anterior chamber ni. hahaha.

ape hal la kan.

tapi nasib baik la jugak dia mimpi pasal ophthal kan, rather than mimpi pasal community medicine tu ke, buatnye tetiba mimpi abah nak disinfect perigi kat rumah ke, pastu tiba2 ajar abah macam mana nak disinfect the well, mula2 kita kira volume of the well, pastu using horrock's apparatus bla bla bla kan. tak ke ngeri tu. hehe..takpun mimpi pasal septic tank kat rumah tu ke. haha

hurm ape lagi ah nak cakap? tu je kot. tata.

the preps.

2010-02-20T19:46:00.003+05:30

hi all!

hurm. i've been wanting to blog about so many things, but when the time comes, everything just *pffft* away. haishh..

anyway, i had a conversation with a new friend on fb chat last night, and she claimed that she's been reading my blog for a while, and so she congratulated me on the being 'dirisik' thingy. well, i have this kind of negative perception and trust issues towards strangers u know, but when she added me on the fb and sent me a msg introducing herself, i said to myself, it wont do any harm to make new friends isn't it, and it turned out so well.. some people are just born to be nice kan?

part of the conversation was about my preparation for the engagement ceremony nanti. ye la, sape yang buat semua tu kan. to be frank, this is kinda freaking me out jugak. the only thing that is done is my baju je, (which i love sangat2 hehe) and owh we already booked the pelamin and make up. tu je la. the hantaran and all semua tak beli lagi. cincin pun tak. bila pikir2, i'll be coming back home a week before the majlis, rasa2 sempat ke ah? we plan to do the hantaran all by ourselves since i've always trusted umi's and my sister's creativity. so i have roughly one week, to buy all the things for hantaran, and nak gubah2 semua tu. haha gile kentang lah macam tak sempat je. hehe

ahhh this reminds me of something, i have yet to send umi an email of the ring design for arif. haihhh and i have to remind arif to pass to my parents a sample ring for the size measurement. hurm hurm..

and owh i am still contemplating between a cake or cupcakes for the hantaran. cupcakes are comel and nice je but i think mcm leceh je kena susun2 tu kan, kalo kek sebijik senang je gedebuk letak macam tu kan. tak kisah lah ni kena tanya tuan sponsor. hehe.

ape lagi eh. chocolates. yes yang ni i plan to buy kat klia nanti upon landing that morning tu kan. and ade la few more things yang kena cari kat kl like kain for akad nikah for both me and arif, and the perfume sets. i thought yang ni pun nak beli kat klia je jugak, but then i don't know yang mana arif suka la pulak kan, or else i can ask him to go survey first, then tell me yang mana dia suka kan. tapi i don't think the price will be that much different pun. hari tu dah survey2, ok je kot within the budget lagi hahaha miskin tau niii.

satu lagi, i have yet to announce the date kan, nanti lah. i think most of my close friends dah tau, tinggal sikit2 je lagi, nanti lah. jangan risau nanti aku jemput korang ok?

ok ok enough lah pasal tu, macam segan la pulak. haha rasa macam nak lempang tak?

mari pulang ke pangkal jalan sekarang.

we are 3 weeks away from the finals, ye saya tau saya tau saya patut baca buku sekarang, bukan nye dok berangan. well, it's a part of my multi-tasking skill tau, berangan sambil baca buku. *alasan alasan*

ok lah. jom lah setadi sekarang.

to my juniors, good luck!

defect

2010-02-13T12:15:00.002+05:30

hi everyone! i just got back from the sony service centre.. and apparently they said that it is a manufacturing problem with this CS-model (like mine).. and if they can verify that my vaio is originally purchased from an authorised dealer, they will get it fixed without charging me a penny. yeay!

and the lady also said that sony has announced in their web about this manufacturing defect, and they will actually fix it for free.

menyusahkan orang je.

woih ko ni apehal aaa

2010-02-12T21:16:00.003+05:30

ah siryes ni memang bengang nak mati la kan... if u guys ever remember, last year, when i was freaking out for the final exam, my previous lappy went dead and huru-hara semua benda kan.

so during the holiday in april last year, dearly parents got me a new sony vaio as i insisted for it hehe..

and after only 10 months, look what happened this evening....

weh apsal screen die jadi macam ni wehhhh.. tapi dia sekejap2 je... then dia hilang, pastu muncul balik.. but even when it disappears pun, my screen macam bergegar2.. so now i'm typing with shaking screen which keeps disappearing and reappears. wth la kann..

but thank god dia still dlm warranty means i have to go find where in the freaking world la the sony centre is kan...tapi sumpah annoying nak mampus kot tengok screen macam ni kejap ade kejap takde kang ade yang aku baling dari tingkat empat ni karang.

the thing is, i am not the only one with this problem, neela and one of my classmates own the same vaio model, and apparently all of them have been dealing with the same thingy few months back, and they got it fixed already.

sape sini keje engineer sony ke, ape ke meh aku nak tanya sikit apesal wehhh haaaaaaaa mahal kotttt aku beli laptop ni stakat pakai 10 bulan dah kelam kabut nak kena baiki apehalllllll haaaaaaaaaaaa at least aku pakai compaq hari tu pun dah 3 tahun baru dia buat hal.. eeee dah la mahal kalo aku beli laptop cap lain dah boleh dapat super duper gempak dah kotttttttt eeeeee geram niiii geram niiiiiiiiiii screen ni taknak henti la kan duk gerak2 niiiiiii...

mari kita ban sony beramai2.

pastu, sape2 yang berangan nak beli vaio ke ape ke, baik tak payahhhhhh abis duit korang je macam taikkkkk je.

sekian.

12 years ago!

2010-02-09T21:30:00.005+05:30

hahaha this is interesting and worth blogging. believe it or not, this was taken about twelve years ago. yesssss twelve freaking years! haha and yes that was me, and my bestest bestest friend ever, fifie. haha macam samseng tak, amik gamba sambil minum teh o ais tuu.. with sleeves up pulak tu!

hahaha if that is how we looked like when we were 12, so how do we look like now?

like thisssssss...

any difference??? hahahaha

p/s : fie, i know this is embarrassing but i just don't care, this one is really worth keeping lah!

aa penat aaa

2010-02-05T22:21:00.003+05:30

penat nak mampuihh la minggu niiii dari hari isnin lagi kot exam tak henti. everydayyyyy yer kawan2. esok ade lagi. 6 hari berturut2 without any mercy la kannnn...

cuba kira kalau setiap hari sy hanya tidur 4 jam, since sunday, dalam minggu ni berapa jam saya tido?

my answers to ur questions.

2010-01-28T22:34:00.002+05:30

arif and i had a heart to heart conversation just now.. and he asked me questions, which i swear i have the answers, so many answers, but i just couldn't say it out loud..

will i become a good WIFE to him?

and my answer was only insya Allah.

i know we both have no idea how it is going to be 'di alam rumah tangga' nanti, tapi saya yakin, if we are doing it together, it will be nothing but great. i know it is not going to be easy, but to be a good wife to u i will try my best..

and will i become a good MOTHER to ur children?

insya Allah. it is way too early for me to be talking about this, but i guess if i am about to become ur wife, then it is going to be a part of my responsibilities to u isn't it?

and dear, maybe this is not the answer u were expecting, but i know, deep down inside, u know how i feel about u, about us and about this kan?

sumpah i am not good with words, cakap susah, tulis pun susah.

and now i am staring at the window blankly, with so many thoughts tapi tak boleh nak luahkan.

tu je la kot.

and owh, tak tak, kitorang bukan nye nak kawin lagi, lambat lagi. step by step ok.

tolong jawab tolong jawab.

2010-01-28T20:56:00.002+05:30

i'm having my 3rd internals next week. that explains the silence.

just a quickie one, nak tanya ni,

orang bagi ape untuk hantaran kalau nak bertunang?

cepat bagi idea cepat.

mekasehhhhhh.

saya sudah dirisik ;)

2010-01-16T19:07:00.003+05:30

hey all!

as some of you might already know, saya sudah dirisik!! by arif's family of course. haha macam la ade org lain yg nak pergi merisik lagi.

it was unplanned, as arif's mom thought that since i am here, why not pergi merisik je kan, sekadar nak penuhkan adat bak kata mak dia.

his mom talked to umi on thursday evening telling that they're coming over on the weekend, and since abah was away to jb on friday, they could only come today.

and umi of course la terus semangat naik angin nak masak itu ini, and we finally decided to serve ala high-tea, and the menu was roti jala with kuzi ayam, macaroni goreng and bistik daging and ayam. heaven i tell u!

and the guests were arif's parents, his aunt and uncle. well, i don't know what to say, but honestly, i feel so happy and grateful that our relationship is actually becoming sooo real, not that it is not real before, tapi macam dah betul2 la ntah la tak tau nak cakap macam mana hehe..

and insya Allah, we're getting engaged when i come back this april. let's pray that everything goes smoothly as planned ok?

on a different note, being at home for one week was a blast. everyone has been feeding me so well i think i must have gained at least 1 kg lah balik ni.

and yes we've named the new baby girl in the family Adelia Khaleeda bt Khairul Affan. main dgn baby adalah sgt best!

part yg paling tak best nye is..esok dah sunday, and i am going back to india tomorrow.. :(

ok peeps. tata for now!

of positive and negative.

2010-01-07T19:36:00.002+05:30

saya tak suka la dikelilingi oleh orang2 yang hangin niiii. dah la kita tak tau pape, pastu tengok2 dia tengah hangin, taktau hangin kat sape pulak tu.
i don't know about others, but if it's me, bila tengok orang tu tengah hangin, especially someone that is closed to us, then we have no idea what it is about, i tend to question myself, is she/he angry at me? did i do something wrong to her/him? it is bad enough that i have to see the face yang masam mencuka, then i have to wonder to myself pulak tu kan.
tak suka la. boleh tak emo sorang2 je jangan affect others? u know, it's like i was having a good day all along tiba2 dia datang nak emo2 terus ruined ur mood hence ur day.
tak suka tau. like we used to say when i was talking with the girls the other day, it's like ur being surrounded by negativities. which i don't like!

on a different note, takpe2.. ada dua hari lagi nak balik. on saturday i'll be leaving this place yang penuh dengan sifat2 negatif ini dan kembali ke malaysia ke pangkuan orang2 yang positif! yessssssss bai korang baii!

she's a new year baby!

2010-01-01T20:16:00.002+05:30

alhamdulillah, my sister kakliz has safely given birth to a baby girl today at 820 p.m.
talked to umi just now, and she is yet to see the baby.
i'll upload the pics here if there is any ok.
sooooo excited to go home! dah lama tak main ngan baby.
welcome to the world, ______ (tak tau nama lagi). cik ida will see u in one week time!

happy 2010!

2009-12-31T21:41:00.002+05:30

happy new year everyone!

so many ups and downs i have been through in 2009, of which i will not be listing out here, but of all, i am sooooooo happy and proud with our relationship, and insya Allah kalau dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan dipermudahkan segala urusan, we are taking our relationship to the next level in this brand new 2010!

and i am sooooo excited!

adoyaaiii

2009-12-30T21:07:00.004+05:30

hai guys!

i was not feeling well these few days, i guess this homesick thingy is really making me fall sick hehe.
i had the end-of-posting exam for ophthalmology today, and this will be our last ophthal posting since we're sitting for the final this coming march. lepas tu, so long OPHTHALMOLOGY!

anyway, what brings me to write today is because of what happened to us this afternoon. we were in the middle of our lecture when dr murthi had to interrupt and instructed us to go back home right away, and the bus had already arrived to bring us. he told that there was a riot going on on the road and we're told not to go out today. macam scary je kan. and kitorang yang ada transport sendiri ni dia siap suruh ikut bontot bas la to make sure nothing will happen. takut tak takut tak? tapi kitorang tak ikut bas pun, just jalan ramai2 je and alhamdulillah selamat la sampai rumah.

and along the way from the hospital to my place, kitorang tengok la semua kedai pun tutup. and there were stories saying that some people were throwing stones la into the kedai yang tak tutup tu. even mcdonalds pun tutup and there was a friend of mine kena kurung dalam kedai sebab tak sempat keluar pastu kedai tutup. hihi

so when i reached home, i went to a mobile store nearby to get my hp recharged (kedai kat kawasan rumah kitorang tak tutup sebab rumah kitorang dah kat dalam2 so org2 gila tu tak tau kot). so i tanya la makcik recharge tu, what actually happened kan. to tell u the truthhhhh...

apparently, one of the karnataka "superstar" died today due to heart attack, and they were throwing the riot to pay respect to him. like what the helllllllll?????? pelakon korang mati, korang nak merusuh2 apesal la bodohhhhhhhhhhhh. kau merusuh la lapan belas tahun pun takdenye orang tu nak hidup balik la bangang. can u imagine how stupid these people are? eeee tak boleh nak describe la macam mana amazed nye kitorang dengan kebodohan diorang ni.

korang boleh imagine tak, sebab sorang pelakon mati, semua kerja has to be stalled, semua kedai tutup, i am not sure about the banks and offices. but tak ke benda tu semua merugikan diorang sendiri? patut la tak maju, bangang sangat,

but us, on the other hand, mesti la enjoyyyy kan. dapat balik awal kotttt. dah la i was sleepy like badak sumbu in the class after gobbling sebijik anti histamine, tau2 dr murthi suruh balik sekarang, terus bangun terpacak la kan. huuuiii seronok kot, kalau tiap2 hari ade pelakon diorang mati kan bagusssss.

hihi.

tu baru karnataka punye superstar, entah super dekat mana la kan berlakon pun pakai kain pelikat tak pakai baju. cuba korang imagine apa akan jadi kalo shah rukh khan mati? setahun kot kitorang cuti. haha

p/s: karnataka is a state of india, in which bangalore belongs to.

2009-12-28T22:42:00.002+05:30

aaaaa this is gonna sound mengada2 but i dont care its my blog korang nak baca, baca. taknak baca sudah.... i'm soooo homesick sangat la nak balikkkkk.. its like my otak has been completely blocked by somekind of this feeling pastu takleh nak baca buku pun... aaaaa aaaa aaaaaa... nak nangis je ni.. but i actually got my ticket to go back already haha im just mengada tak sabar nak tunggu tarikh balik je ni. ada 12 hari je lagi woot woot!!

aaaaa

2009-12-28T19:10:00.002+05:30

am so homesick wanna go home sooooo badly.... the best deal i could get will cost me around rm1000,pretty cheap isn't it? but i'm gonna have to transit in singapore, then change the airline etc..

should i go back? berbaloi kah?

the one with no title.

2009-12-26T21:50:00.003+05:30

well it seems like everyone is talking about new resolution. i won't be making any since the old resolution pun entah ke mana kan.

butttt, of all, i would really really want to save a lot of moneyyyyy. for what the money is tu belakang kira. u know like when u have a lot of money, everything seems possible kan. yeah yeah i know money won't buy everything la happiness la, but at least it can cure my sadness. hurm entah ape la merepek ni kan.

anyway, i've been very busy lately with ophthalmology presentation and stuffs. and i am trying to get my lazy ass into the study hard mode again tapi mcm impossible je. with the cold weather, it's very hard to stay up late at night and u know me, to get up early in the morning is another impossible thing to do la kan.

and yes, it's almost 2010 and believe it or not, i'm 24 next year! a perfect age to get married don't you think haha dah dah korang jgn nak buat cerita pastu sibuk2 duk tanya kat kelas ok.

taaa~~

kesian saya.

2009-12-19T07:10:00.002+05:30

hello everyone!

i was wide awake at 5am today as i've been sleeping for almost 12 hours. yes, it happens when u don't have to get up for prayers ;p

ah it's only 19th of the month, and i cant barely wait for its end. I AM TOTALLY BROKE! yeah i do have some saving, and i can just borrow it sekejap and nanti bayar balik bila duit masuk, but u know macam tak best je tengok duit saving jadi makin sikit. :(

so many unfortunate things happening around me this month, that explains everything. kena tukar battery kereta la, then the tyre macam flat then i had to replace the tube, then i've started using HL again (wait, that's not an unfortunate event kan hehe)... pastu buat pulak hari tu masa duit masuk the USD rate went down, so duit macam dapat kurang from usual.

and our 3rd internal assessment which i was freaking out of this few weeks have been postponed to february! clap clap. which brings me to another point, nak balik malaysia la macam niiiiii. this means i can go back la this early jan kan. but the ticket was freakingly mahal la pulak. terpaksa tahan je la kan :( unless tiba2 je elaun buku masuk ;p USD 550 you allll! haha kecoh je. macam dapat sejuta je.

tension la macam ni. semua juniors dah balik. tinggal my batch je terhegeh2 kena pergi class. kesian kan kitorang. dah la nak tengok Avatar pastu tiket dah sold out, pastu rasa macam nak tengok New Moon lagi sekali, tapi tiket still mahal lagi, so tunggu la lama2 skit lagi so that the tiket dah murah. tengok, orang dah miskin tau nak tengok wayang pun kena tunggu tiket murah. kesian tak kesian tak?

ok la people, nak makan biskut marie cicah nescafe. kesian kan orang miskin. :(

dear parents, help ur daughter please.

phew.

2009-12-09T19:35:00.004+05:30

another 3 weeks left for the third IA. omg omg.

do u think there is any way that i can finish covering ophthalmology, ENT and community medicine in the given time?????

semua chapter pulak tuuu.

adoyaiii.

mati la mati la.

and btw, im going to watch new moon this friday!!! lame, i know. ahh tak kisah la orang lain dah lama tengok. kata kat india baru keluar. yang penting is i already booked the ticket!

benci.

2009-12-06T19:39:00.003+05:30

do u know how it feels when ur past keeps haunting u back?

i do, and it sucks. trust me.

it was a one time mistake, which i regret a lot, and it hits me now and then, to see my loved ones hurt because of it.

to those i love, i wish i could tell u how sorry i am. u know, if i could turn back the time, that mistake will be the only thing i would want to change.

but that was it, things already happened, and i am regretting it till the end of my life, i swear.

i'm still amazed of how stupid i could be, and i should have been more realistic.

to arif and my family, i am so sorry, i really am.

dan saya rasa seperti mahu membunuh orang.

2009-11-29T22:10:00.001+05:30

one minute we're okay, the next minute, we're definitely not.

is this normal?

we better figure this out, because i'm getting tired of it, very tired.

burppppp.

2009-11-29T19:47:00.003+05:30

thanks to ibu asri and mama anies, i am kekenyangan macam badak sumbu.

nasi dagang, satay and nasi himpit with kuah kacang, daging bbq, and lontong, with puding laici yg sedap.. ah too heaven la i tell u.

next year raya haji nak paksa abah umi raya kat sini la pulokkkkkkk.

mesti lembu sedih.

2009-11-26T21:06:00.002+05:30

hello everybody.

seems like everyone in malaysia is busy preparing for raya haji. called abah just now and he indeed was on his way to the bank to draw the money nak bayar qurban esok. hehe.. takde kaitan pun but the point is semua orang pun sibuk nak raya kan. :( yet kitorang kat sini ada kelas lagi esok tau. as u know, kat sini kan dia punya calendar islam lambat sehari. so we'll be celebrating it on saturday.

anyhooo.. i did something setuuupid today. not that stupid i think, more of careless kot... hehe... well, pagi tadi i had clinical, so we left to the hospital quite early in the morning, and entah mimpi ape entah, pagi tadi turned out to be sangat berkabus or berjerebu i pun tak tau lah. u know like yang sangat2 tebal tu, i couldnt even see what's on the roadside. so i switched my headlights on.
so i drove... to the hospital... safely... parked my car.. masuk hospital... pergi ward rounds... duk OPD bla bla bla... sampai la pukul 12...

during our lunch break, i was going to the surau to perform my zohor, when rempit and anies told me that i left my headlights on. damn it, it's been 4 damn hours dah kot...

as expected la kan, the battery went dead. adoyaiii...

luckily nadzirah was on her way from the college to the hospital, and i asked for her favour to get me a mechanic to come over.

ok so the mechanic came and repair la ketung ketang ketung ketang, so hidup la kereta saya. pastu dia cakap i have to leave the engine running for at least one hour, or i have to drive for a distance of at least 30km, to get the power recharged. manenye nak drive 30km kan rumah ngan hospital pun dekat cikonet je.

so dapatlah alasan, ala terpaksa la keluar gi tengok wayang macam ni. haha.. so me and neela went to watch the christmas carol tadi, which was sangat tak best langsongggg korang jangan lah tengok.. we didn't even finish watching it...

pastu balik rumah. pastu call abah la cerita semua2 battery kereta kong la ape la mechanic dtg bwk battery la ape sume tu. pastu abah kata, to be safe, i better bring the car to the workshop to make sure that the power is fully recharged, and if it's not, i have to get it recharged. betul ke macam tu? macam tak byk masa la nak gi anta ni..

ok dah cerita pasal kereta.

on the other hand, i am on my mission to save a lottttt of money. i started last month, and proudly to say i managed to save quite ok laaaa kan for me yang memang susah nak jimat ni.
but then, i was thinking on taking herbalife again, sebabbbbb... saya sudah gemuk balik, and i have BIG plan tahun depan which requires me to lose lots of lemak. tapi, masalahnya, bila guna herbalife, nanti duit habis banyak la pulak, but if i tak guna herbalife tak kurus la pulak. ha macam mana tu? macam mana nak kurus and at the same time nak save duit? jangan suruh saya tak makan, memang tak la kan, nak puasa sunat pun termengah2..

ok lah people. good night, selamat hari raya aidil adha ok. jangan makan daging banyak2 tau, red meat contains very high level of cholesterol, no good no good~~~ hehe..

taaa~~

meraung2.

2009-11-25T22:11:00.002+05:30

i..
elida hanan,
suddenly feel like going home..

of course there'll be no raya haji for me here..

sob sob..

jom kawan2 kita bersemangat kentallllllllll.. bertahan sehingga april!

untuk renungan bersama :)

2009-11-25T19:59:00.002+05:30

Hari-hari yang diharamkan berpuasa adalah:

Hari Syak iaitu hari yang apabila ia ragu tarikh sebenar Ramadhan (30 Sya'ban). Ini berdasarkan hadith dari Ammar bin Yasir r.a yang bermaksud :
" Sesiapa berpuasa pada hari syak, sesungguhnya dia telah menderhaka Abu Al-Kasim (Muhammad) s.a.w."
Hari Raya Aidilfitri dan Aidiladha iaitu 1 Syawal dan 10 Zulhijjah. Ini berdasarkan hadith dari Abu Hurairah r.a yang bermaksud :
" Bahawa Rasullullah s.a.w menegah berpuasa pada dua hari iaitu hari raya fitri dan hari raya adha "
Hari-hari tasyrik iaitu 11, 12 dan 13 Zulhijjah. Ini berdasarkan hadith daripada Imam Muslim dalam sahihnya daripada Nabi s.a.w yang bermaksud :
" Hari-hari Mina merupakan hari-hari makan dan minum juga hari mengingati Allah s.w.t "
Hari Haid dan Nifas.
Ulama' Mazhab Syafii berpendapat adalah haram berpuasa pada separuh akhir bulan Sya'ban yang mana ada di antaranya hari Syak melainkan mereka yang biasa berpuasa sepanjang tahun atau bagi mereka yang berpuasa pada hari tertentu seperti hari Isnin dan Khamis yang puasanya berkebetulan dengan hari selepas 15 Sya'ban atau puasa nazar yang tertanggung ke atasnya atau puasa qada' atau fardhu ataupun puasa yang bersambung dengan puasa selepas Sya'ban dan puasa sebelumnya walaupun satu hari sebelum 15 hari Sya'ban kerana berdasarkan hadith yang bermaksud :

" Apabila telah tiba pertengahan bulan Sya'ban, janganlah kamu berpuasa " (Riwayat Ahmad)

Mazhab Hanbali dan mazhab-mazhab lain tidak berpegang kepada hadith ini kerana ia da'if menurut pendapat Imam Ahmad.

Sumber : Fiqh Islami wa Adilatuh - Dr. Wahbah Zuhaili
Puasa bagi orang yang bimbangkan dirinya binasa kerana puasa tersebut.

Diantara hari-hari yang disunatkan untuk berpuasa dalam Islam adalah seperti berikut:

Puasa enam iaitu puasa yang dijalankan selama enam hari dalam bulan Syawal. Puasa ini dilakukan sehari selepas 1 Syawal sama ada secara berturut-turut atau tidak.
Puasa awal bulan Zulhijjah dari 1 haribulan hingga 8 haribulan Zulhijjah.
Puasa pada hari Arafah iaitu pada 9 haribulan Zulhijjah.
Puasa pada 9 haribulan Muharram.
Puasa pada Hari Asyura iaitu pada 10 haribulan Muharram.
Puasa dalam bulan Rejab mengikut kemampuan berpuasa.
Puasa dalam bulan Sya'ban kecuali pada hari syak iaitu 30 haribulan Sya'ban.
Puasa pada tiap-tiap hari isnin dan khamis.
Puasa tiga hari pada tiap-tiap hari bulan Qamariah.

just a friendly reminder. especially buat tuan punya blog ni sendiri la kan...hehe..

when we go mereng.

2009-11-23T22:56:00.001+05:30

[10:44:27 PM] arif sayven: okei
[10:44:27 PM] arif sayven: jom
[10:44:30 PM] arif sayven: gdnite
[10:44:32 PM] arif sayven: want to call me?
[10:44:36 PM] freaky_slurppy: ok
[10:44:40 PM] freaky_slurppy: dont want
[10:44:46 PM] freaky_slurppy: awk la call
[10:44:51 PM] arif sayven: girl should cal boy,after 12
[10:44:52 PM] freaky_slurppy: br blh gaji kei
[10:44:55 PM] arif sayven: after midnite
[10:45:00 PM] freaky_slurppy: buttt
[10:45:04 PM] arif sayven: sy call time mahal2
[10:45:23 PM] freaky_slurppy: if a guy just got his pay, he should call the girl, despite the time...
[10:45:24 PM] arif sayven: tau2
[10:45:40 PM] arif sayven: his pay is for future
[10:45:45 PM] arif sayven: for the girl herself
[10:45:58 PM] freaky_slurppy: but the girl also dont have the money
[10:46:08 PM] arif sayven: the girl have..but shy2
[10:46:08 PM] freaky_slurppy: she saves a lot for the future as well
[10:46:23 PM] arif sayven: she no need to save a lot
[10:46:28 PM] arif sayven: just small2 one
[10:46:32 PM] freaky_slurppy: the guy only knows to karok
[10:46:50 PM] arif sayven: karok as a reward
[10:47:04 PM] freaky_slurppy: the girl is sooooo good, just stays at home, so the guy should call the girl, as a reward
[10:47:07 PM] arif sayven: for one month full of sweat,working like penguin
[10:47:18 PM] arif sayven: the girl go watch 2012 already
[10:47:28 PM] arif sayven: ugly truth some mroe
[10:47:29 PM] arif sayven: more
[10:47:42 PM] freaky_slurppy: that was long time ago
[10:47:56 PM] arif sayven: still..
[10:47:57 PM] freaky_slurppy: but the guy went to watch pisau cukur also
[10:48:07 PM] arif sayven: the girl always watch movie
[10:48:11 PM] freaky_slurppy: and went karok..twice in fact
[10:48:16 PM] arif sayven: regardless of the time
[10:48:29 PM] arif sayven: twice?since whenn
[10:48:35 PM] arif sayven: how on earthhh
[10:48:36 PM] freaky_slurppy: so does the guy... always go karok.
[10:48:45 PM] arif sayven: no
[10:48:47 PM] freaky_slurppy: regardless the time
[10:48:53 PM] freaky_slurppy: last month once
[10:48:55 PM] arif sayven: karok once per month onli
[10:49:01 PM] freaky_slurppy: and tonight
[10:49:11 PM] freaky_slurppy: same goes to the girl
[10:49:17 PM] freaky_slurppy: movie once a month
[10:49:21 PM] arif sayven: noo
[10:49:28 PM] arif sayven: last month twice
[10:49:34 PM] freaky_slurppy: says who?
[10:49:41 PM] arif sayven: say dr badari
[10:49:59 PM] arif sayven: y laugh?
[10:50:15 PM] freaky_slurppy: apehal tiba2 ada dr badari?
[10:50:22 PM] arif sayven: whyy noootttt
[10:50:23 PM] *** Call ended ***
[10:50:27 PM] arif sayven: he's a friend of mine
[10:50:31 PM] *** Call from arif sayven, duration 00:16. ***
[10:51:00 PM] *** Call from arif sayven, duration 00:15. ***
[10:51:02 PM] freaky_slurppy: ah dr badari is wayyyy cooler than u
[10:51:17 PM] arif sayven: up up to him
[10:51:20 PM] *** Call ended ***
[10:51:20 PM] arif sayven: i hv my own style
[10:51:27 PM] *** Call from arif sayven, duration 00:29. ***
[10:51:42 PM] freaky_slurppy: bakpo putus2 ni
[10:51:47 PM] arif sayven: see. i called u so many times
[10:51:50 PM] arif sayven: u laa
[10:51:54 PM] freaky_slurppy: eleh that dont count la
[10:51:59 PM] *** Call ended ***
[10:52:05 PM] arif sayven: count la
[10:52:08 PM] *** Call from arif sayven, duration 06:09. ***
[10:52:08 PM] freaky_slurppy: ntah2 saje je drop ni....
[10:52:21 PM] arif sayven: 2 skype = 1 phone cal
[10:52:38 PM] freaky_slurppy: ah i called u many times also on skype
[10:52:42 PM] arif sayven: video call some more
[10:52:44 PM] arif sayven: where gottt
[10:52:47 PM] freaky_slurppy: soooooo????
[10:53:05 PM] freaky_slurppy: call meeee laaaaa
[10:53:10 PM] arif sayven: ok, i will sing a song for u
[10:53:14 PM] arif sayven: as compensation
[10:53:19 PM] freaky_slurppy: i dont want a song
[10:53:31 PM] freaky_slurppy: i want moneyyyyyyyy
[10:53:33 PM] arif sayven: then what u want?
[10:53:37 PM] freaky_slurppy: show me the moneyyyyy
[10:54:00 PM] arif sayven: yea..i give betis u want thigh
[10:54:17 PM] arif sayven: u want money
[10:54:17 PM] freaky_slurppy: betis ngn thigh tk sama ko?
[10:54:25 PM] arif sayven: i dono
[10:54:29 PM] arif sayven: im just saying
[10:54:34 PM] arif sayven: u want money?
[10:54:36 PM] arif sayven: dance for me
[10:54:43 PM] arif sayven: like what i did just now
[10:54:44 PM] arif sayven: hahaha
[10:54:49 PM] freaky_slurppy: grossssss
[10:54:54 PM] arif sayven: no la
[10:55:02 PM] arif sayven: it's sweet..isnt it?
[10:55:09 PM] freaky_slurppy: nk publish kt blog la
[10:55:09 PM] arif sayven: cute
[10:55:18 PM] arif sayven: says who?
[10:56:14 PM] freaky_slurppy: what says who?
[10:56:32 PM] arif sayven: u look so skinny
[10:56:50 PM] freaky_slurppy: yeahhhh i know
[10:56:55 PM] arif sayven: ok cal me
[10:56:57 PM] arif sayven: gdnite
[10:56:59 PM] freaky_slurppy: jogged yesterday n today puasa
[10:57:02 PM] freaky_slurppy: cettttttttt
[10:57:17 PM] arif sayven: no laaa
[10:57:25 PM] arif sayven: okk2.. i knoww
[10:57:33 PM] arif sayven: skinny a bit la
[10:57:45 PM] arif sayven: sokka2
[10:57:57 PM] freaky_slurppy: so u should call me... reward for getting skinnier
[10:58:01 PM] arif sayven: lets go to bedd...130 oredi
[10:58:08 PM] arif sayven: ok, call me pls..
[10:58:12 PM] arif sayven: i mish u..
[10:58:14 PM] freaky_slurppy: ok u go first
[10:58:18 PM] freaky_slurppy: hehehehe
[10:58:20 PM] *** Call ended ***
[10:58:20 PM] arif sayven: badly....................
[10:58:25 PM] freaky_slurppy: taknokkkkkkkkk
[10:58:27 PM] *** Call to arif sayven, duration 00:16. ***
[10:58:29 PM] arif sayven: pls...
[10:58:36 PM] freaky_slurppy: taknokk taknokkk
[10:58:37 PM] arif sayven: i miss u.....
[10:58:49 PM] arif sayven: :(
[10:58:50 PM] freaky_slurppy: lagi lagi?
[10:58:55 PM] *** Call ended ***
[10:58:57 PM] arif sayven: i miss u like....
[10:59:07 PM] arif sayven: like u never ever dream of it
[10:59:23 PM] freaky_slurppy: takdok idea dh la tu
[10:59:27 PM] freaky_slurppy: tunggu jap
[10:59:32 PM] freaky_slurppy: jap g sy call lah
[10:59:39 PM] arif sayven: ok, dont be late
[10:59:42 PM] freaky_slurppy: eh eh
[10:59:45 PM] arif sayven: i might fall asleep
[10:59:50 PM] freaky_slurppy: dah la suruh org call
[11:00:01 PM] arif sayven: gdnite
[11:00:03 PM] arif sayven: bye
[11:00:04 PM] arif sayven: love u
[11:00:05 PM] freaky_slurppy: then i'll wait for u to fall asleep first
[11:00:09 PM] arif sayven: :(
[11:00:10 PM] freaky_slurppy: hehe
[11:00:11 PM] arif sayven: bye
[11:00:12 PM] freaky_slurppy: ok2

lembab macam siput sedut.

2009-11-20T21:41:00.003+05:30

meh sini nak cerita sikit.

kalau korang nak tau, twilight baru start showing kot kat sini. yes, twilight, bukannye nye new moon. twilight ye kawan2. after more than a year. ape punye lembab la tak tau nak kata apa.

but they say, new moon will be released soon, maybe somewhere in early december, marilah kita berdoa, semoga early december ini dia punya show, bukan early december tahun depan.

tu la hari tu kan, masa twilight being released, dia keluar lebih kurang serentak dengan slum dog millionaire kan, pastu buatnye pulak cerita tu menang byk gila awards kan, amik kau, stengah tahun dia duk show cerita tu kat wayang, habis cerita lain dia tak show. ngoi punye kellssss.

speaking of keling2 ni, i went to watch 2012 last monday with the girls. sape yang dah tgk crita ni mesti tau kan, kan dalam cerita tu ckp, actually the indian scientist was the one who discovered about the end of the world tu kan, but then in the end he wasn't even been picked up to board the ship tu kan. pastu boleh la pulak keling2 dalam panggung tu bangga la kan, konon hebat la tu diorang, scientist diorang yg discovered that thing, boleh pulak diorang duk bersorak2 dalam tu, sambil buat bunyi pheewit2 mcm mat rempit mengorat tu.

DUHHHH~~ tu cerita je kot bangang. rasa nak je gi cepuk sorang2 atas dahi, orang nak tgk cerita pun tak senang duk bersorak2 macam ape. nak bising2 gi tgk cerita atas padang la.

tu cerita dia masa tgk 2012.

hari tu, mase nak tgk cerita ape eh dah lupa, the proposal kot, kitorang dah masuk awal2 lagi, mase before start iklan tu lagi, pastu biasa la, keling ni kan memang bodoh bangang tahap superb punye ni kan, ade sorang pompuan ni, dia lalu in front of me, to get to her seat, pastu my popcorn was on my lap, pastu dia boleh langgar my popcorn tub tu dengan beg die yang dia seret nak sampai lutut tu, pastu habis tumpah satu tub popcorn tu atas lantai, pastu boleh tak die tgk, pastu cakap ooppps, pastu blah... so i went like, " EXCUSE MEEEEE!" ...pastu dia pandang2, pastu ckp2 ngn kwn dia, then i saw she went out, so i thought ok dia nak gi beli nak ganti la kan, tunggu punya tunggu, cerita pun start la kan, pastu dia pun masuk, amboi kauuuuu... gi beli popcorn utk diri sendiri rupanya. ahhh rasa cam nak tendang je sekor2 keling dalam tu. to make it worst, her seat wasn't actually in my row, dia punya seat kat row depan mine, so what the hell kepala hotak kau pegi masuk row aku, kau tumpahkan pop corn aku, padahal kau punye seat kat depan? tak ke rasa nak sumpah je sekor2 jadi tikus mondok?

hurm. tu satu hal. ade lagi. jap nak pk.

pastu yang jenis masuk2 je panggung main duduk je kat seat orang lain tak pyh cakap la kan, takleh masuk lambat skit je, mesti dah ada orang duduk, bodoh la tak tgk ke kat tiket kau tu seat kat mana, orang masa beli tiket tu pun dah tengok kan seat kat mana, dia boleh pulak main duduk je, kalau sorang dua takpe la jugak, ni kau tu dah la datang satu kandang bawak 7 orang, pastu tujuh2 tu la duduk seat orang kan. eeeeee...ntah ape ape la keling ni.

ok la tak baik kutuk keling byk2, saya bukan racist ye. ye bukan semua keling bangang. contohnya doctor2 kitorang kat hospital, tu memang gempak hebat gila tabik spring lah, dah la baik. kan orang ckp consultants kat malaysia are like garang nak mati main tengking2 je nurses ke, interns ke. kat sini tak, nak tgk diorang marah postgrads pun susah. semua cam cool je. kan bagus cam tu.

ok lah takde benda nak buat sbenarnye ni, maka terhasil lah entry ini. sekian terima kasih.

free ear check-up anyone?

2009-11-19T22:14:00.003+05:30

Hi all! so this is what i am up to now!

ENT.

so many ears, noses and throats to be examined everyday, with lots of penyakit, tonsillitis, otitis media, deviated nasal septum, otomycosis, u name it! and what's great about it is that i think i'm falling in love with ENT!

ke sebab doctor2 dia mcm best, kelakar and cool?

well ariff, don't get upset, this is just a learning process, nothing more, i promise!

should i be jealous?

2009-11-14T21:29:00.002+05:30

no, i think i should not.

i know he loves me. :)

tapi itu adalah annoying ok.

adalah tidak menyukai perasaan itu.

sejukkkk.

2009-11-10T19:13:00.002+05:30

it is freakingly cold here in bangalore, baru nak start winter la ni.

a purrrrrfect weather to just cuddle in the bed, memang susah la nak study kan. lepas isyak je ngantok, camane ni?

teehee

2009-11-08T21:33:00.003+05:30

and owh.. on the other hand.. 3rd internals will be held in early january, and the finals are going to be somewhere in march. meaninggggg, i should start my revision soon, like very very very sooooonnn as in i should have started by now. haishhhh.

saya rasa saya patut ke library setiap sabtu seperti dulu kala.

anyway, in this coming final, i'll be sitting for community medicine, ophthalmology and ENT... memang subjects yang scary yang amat lah.

and just so you know, sekarang ni kalau kitorang go for re-sit, we have to pay for the fee ourselves, mara wont be paying for it anymore, and each paper will cost us thousands of ringgit, depending on what subject. gilo apo baik simpan duit ribu-riban tu buat kawin kan. ok study sekarang.

fewit.

2009-11-08T19:44:00.002+05:30

hah haa.. after almost 2 years.. i finally changed my blog layout... tu pun arif yg tukarkan.. hehe..

so what do u think? gedik? tak comel ke?

what ever pun... this is going to be the layout for the next 2 years! bear with it ok. hehe

so..

2009-11-07T20:30:00.003+05:30

well, i did go to see the dentist, it turned out that my teeth problem is a bit complicated, that i have to arrange an appointment with the orthodentist..

haha..

told ya that my teeth are very the berterabur one lah. not the one that regular dentist can solve. haha..hihi

doktor gigi.

2009-11-07T05:11:00.000+05:30

dear God, berikanlah saya kekuatan untuk berjumpa dentist selepas exam hari ini.

urh i hate u dentist.

bila dah perasan.

2009-10-30T22:39:00.003+05:30

orang ni.. susah kalau dah perasan..
tengok muka sendiri pun... nampak cantik...handsome je...

pastu bila ada 2-3 org layan dia... mula lah ingat semua org kat dunia ni suka dia..

pastu bila the truth revealed..yang orang ni sebenarnye menyampah geli geleman tengok dia yang perasan tu... mula lah melenting... kutuk orang balik...

orang lain ni.. tak kisah pun dikutuk... sebab orang lain... tak perasan macam dia...

pastu... bila dah perasan ni.... susah la... dalam dunia ni... dia je yang pandai.. hurm... dpt distinction ke hari tu? dah suka2 hati panggil orang lain bodoh kan?

susah la... bila dah perasan...

takleh terima kenyataan yang ada orang geli dengan dia... GELI ok.... yang tahap macam nak muntah bila tgk gambar dia tu terus tekan 'X' menyesal aku tgk gambar kau sure jadi nightmare...

tu la... susah...

bak kata abah... orang ni.. baik kena tindih ngan kayu balak daripada tindih ngan perasan! tak paham sudey.

stop and think.

2009-10-19T22:52:00.003+05:30

ah ade lagi.

just a quckie.

i just read a new entry from an old buddy of mine, when i was in sains pasir puteh, ilani.

and after sooooo many years, we finally met again last raya when she came to my house.

ahhh tetiba rindu kawan2 pasir puteh.

read here.

every single word she wrote was true. sometimes i think we tend to be less responsible as we grow older. remember when we were in high school? pmr was a freaking nightmare. need i say more about spm? macam nak mati takut masa tu.

those days, every exam counts. tak kira la ujian ke, exam betul2 ke, mesti nak buat betul2, study macam ape. but look at me now, semua tak heran. end-of-posting exams memang tak heran langsung lah. bila nak final baru la nak freak out, ingat tuhan semua tu.

speaking of ingat tuhan, pun ye jugak. dulu masa kat sekolah rajin je sembahyang hajat, baca quran and all, *tp admit la memang kuat gila ponteng surau esp kat mrsm*... but the point is, ponteng surau pun kat bilik still wat solat hajat, solat jemaah etc.. tapi bila dah habis sekolah, semua tu entah ke mana.

what actually happened?

entah la. like i said, i tend to be less responsible, care-less about these things.

why can't we be like when we're in high school?

a short one.

2009-10-19T22:33:00.004+05:30

hey all!!

it's deepavali here, and u know, like our raya in malaysia, diorang kat sini pun main mercun yang tak ingat dunia tu. and mercun kat sini is legal, during festivals of course.

and we have cuti 3 days in a row since saturday, which is heaven u know! haven't had long weekends since april i guess, u can imagine how good it feels kan. bangun pagi tadi dah tak tau nak buat apa dah.

anyhoo, last night me and some friends turun padang main mercun jugak. which was super duper funnnnn!!

tengok vids kat facebook je la eh..

btw, i just can't stop listening to already gone by kelly clarkson.

innalillah.

2009-10-14T21:28:00.004+05:30

if u guys haven't heard, there was a malaysian student killed in a car crash here in india, yesterday.

read here.

and i am now feeling scared more than ever. if u have seen how crazy these indians are on the road, u'll know what i mean.

nauzubillah.

ya Allah, selamatkanlah hamba-Mu ini dan rakan-rakanku dari sebarang kesusahan, sepanjang kami berada di sini, dan permudahkanlah segala urusan kami. Amin.

and some of my friends are busy helping to send jenazah back to malaysia tonight, god bless them. if such things ever happened to me or my relatives or my friends, i would also want them to do same thing. nauzubillah.

i'm missing all these sorts of fun!

2009-10-11T22:23:00.004+05:30

the beggar and the tinted mirror.

2009-10-11T10:24:00.003+05:30

hey there.

it's been a while, isn't it.

well, i've been back in india since a week ago. and lot of things happened in this one week.

we finished our surgical posting last friday. which is a big relief. sangat tak suka. actually semua benda pun tak suka, ape je yg suka???

hurm.

ok nak cerita.

kalau korang nak tau, kat sini adalah sangat2 banyak beggars especially on the roadside, near the traffic lights. u know like when u stop during the red light, diorang akan dtg serbu like lalat hurung sampah tu. especially this one traffic light near my house, which i have to lalu everyday everytime i keluar and nak balik rumah.

and these beggars adalah sangat annoying ok. jenis yang ketuk2 tingkap kereta korang ni and selagi korang tak bagi duit selagi tu dia tak blah. tambah2 lagi dia tengok satu kereta ni penuh ngan foreigners kan, lagi la mengada2. siap ada satu hari tu, i gave the beggar 50paisa which is around 5 sen la kot *haha gila kedekut*, i put the coin on her palm, pastu when she looked at it, dia marah kottttttt. apekahhhh?? aku bagi pun dah cukup baik kotttt.

ok la bukan nye nak kedekut ke ape, tapi i seriously think that orang2 yang mintak sedekah ni actually they're capable of buat kerja. if they can stand the heat throughout the day berdiri je kat traffic light tu tunggu orang stop nak minta sedekah, of course they are more than capable of buat kerja kan? but maybe sebab their country dah sangat ramai penduduk so they end up takde kerja kan. entah la. tapi kalau orang tua yang dah bongkok sabut tu dtg mintak sedekah, of course we do not hesitate to give some money kan. yang i paling menyampah is yang jenis bawak anak kecik, pastu duk tunjuk2 anak dia kat kitorang suruh kitorang kesian.

and last thursday adalah sanagt tak tahan ok.

we stopped at the traffic light, and as usual laaaa dtg la sekandang ni menyerbu my car. most of them were selling toys and stuffs, so tak kisah la.

pastu came this one very young lady, younger than us i think, carrying a baby, around 9-10 months, pastu duk ketuk2 la tingkap belah front passenger seat ni, where neela was sitting. mula2 kitorang taknak bagi la kan. buat bodoh je. sekali dengar la suara budak kecit tu mumbling2 like all babies buat tu kan, tengok2, budak tu duk penyek2 hidung dia kat tingkap kereta, dengan hingus meleleh kat hidung tu, and can u imagine dia punya hingus tu dah melekat2 kat cermin tuu?? arghhhh. and neela cepat2 la keluarkan duit bagi dia, dengan harapan that she'll go away la kan.

tapi eh eh perempuan ni memang tak reti bahasa betul, dia g ketuk2 tingkap belakang pulak, where fara and yulie were sitting. orang dah bagi tu blah je la kan, nak lebih2 pulak. pastu kitorang buat tak layan lagi la kan, sekali budak kecit tadi tu buat lagi teruk. dia duk lekat2 muka dia kat cermin tu, ni bukan setakat hingus, ngan air2 liur sekali meleleh2 kat tingkap kereta tu ok. ok nak marah gila nak mati ok. and luckily the light turned green pastu, so kitorang gerak je.

sangat menggelikan ok kalo korang tgk kat tingkap my car tu. yulie kat belakang ni memang dah bunyi uwek uwek dah nak muntah. memang tak boleh tengok la serious nak muntah. and i wasssss very very mad sampai menggigil tangan, nasib baik puasa, rasa nak sumpah seranah je perempuan tuuu.eeeee...

and cuba korang teka sape yang kena basuh tingkap tuu?? me??

hehe. mestilah tak. thank god i actually hire someone to wash my car every morning before i left to class. so the next morning i came down and tengok2 dia dah basuh dah. hehe.

pastuuuu.... since last thursday was the kemuncak of these beggars punya hal, i really determined to tint the mirror. nak yg gelap habis tu so that diorang tak nampak pun kitorang kat dalam ni.

so i sent the car to get it tinted yesterday, and org tu cakap murah je, it costs me Rs750, which is around rm60 je for one car. i asked arif, pastu dia cakap murah la kan dah kat malaysia dia buat pun beratus2 kan.

so yesterday evening i pun pegi la nak amik balik kereta tu, ok memang gelap habis la kalau dari luar memang tak nampak langsung pun orang kat dlm tu kan. ni ala2 kereta bawak perdana menteri ni. cuma kereta je tak class langsung hehe dah la kereta buruk. ok ok. pastu i masuk la dalam kereta tu. aiseh. dia punye tinted ni gelap dari luar, dari dalam pun gelap jugak. hahaha. tapi tak la segelap kat luar tu, tapi still it its dark la dalam kereta tu. paham tak? kiranya kalau i bwk kereta in the daylight pun, dalam kereta tu still gelap ok. siap rasa claustrophobic lagi. haha macam mana tu.

when i was about to reach home, it was almost 7 pm, so kat luar dah gelap la kan. *fyi kat sini pkl 6 macam pkl7 kat msia*... ahh susah la pulak nak drive sebab i cannot see the side mirror clearly. macam mana tu?i can only see the headlight of vehicles je, kalau ade motor ke kete ke tak pasang lampu, memang tak nampak la. so macam mana???

tp i tak selalu sangat keluar malam kan, so tak kisah sgt, tapi i was thinking of scraping it off je, kalau susah2 sangat nanti. arif cakap boleh cabut sendiri je benda tu.

tapi mcm membazir duit je kan. tapi tak de la membazir sgt sbb murah je kan. tapi membazir la jugak sebab kalau tak tu dah boleh jd duit belanja i for one week. tak pun minyak kereta for more than one week la kan. haishhhh.

banyak gile tapi.

ok lah tu je nak cerita sebenarnya.

till then, peeps!

mwax!

tersilap2. gambar raya.betul2 punye.

2009-10-09T06:10:00.002+05:30

owh i just realized that the link that i've put up for my gambar raya is actually a link for one gambar only.

hee hee.

here's the new link. click kat sini ok. kalau nak tengok. taknak tengok takpeeeee~

piccas!

2009-10-02T22:45:00.000+05:30

for some of gambar raya, click here.

laterrrrr.

halluuu.

2009-09-30T22:12:00.002+05:30

hi everyone!
my house punye streamyx buat hal since raya, that explains the lack of updates etc. urghh.
and i am already in kl, still have another 5 days to ronggeng with arif before leaving to the suckiest place ever.

also have lotssss of raya pics to be uploaded, tapi malas lagi. malas nak resize.

later, peeps!

sikitttttt lagi.

2009-09-16T00:26:00.002+05:30

i am sooo very sleepy, yet i have another 2 big chapters of ophthalmology to cover before the exam tomorrow at 8.

please please mataku sayang, stay strong for another 12 hours ok. then i promise u a very long deep sleep.

orang lain dah sibuk nak balik kampung, kitorang kat sini sibuk bergelumang ngan buku tau!! bagus tak kitorang??? bagus kan bagus kan. mara kena kasik naik sikit allowance!

sappy sappy.

2009-09-14T21:56:00.003+05:30

i have been missing him a lot lately.

and i bet he didn't know it.

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sy syg kamu. u know that rite?

exam lagi.

2009-09-06T22:33:00.002+05:30

hello everyone.

how's puasa?

well. saya sangat lah tak larat di sini. bukan tak larat ngn puasa. tapi ngn exam. frankly speaking, we've been having exams every week since july i guess. serious tak tipu. every week. pastu bukannye test boleh main2 je. ni exams. which means whatever mark we get, it'll be counted for our finals nanti.

we finished our ophthalmology practical internals last week, and then we had international trauma life support course which was held 3 days in a row, which just ended last saturday. dan saya juga sangat yakin yg saya tak lulus course tersebut. tapi takpe la tak sanggup la nak reseat weh bia lah tak dapat certificate ke ape. tak larat weyyy.

and thank god this week takde exam ke ape, tapi next week ade 2nd internal assessment pulak. right before we go back for raya. grrrreattt.

but.. coming to think, after raya ni, i'll be coming as a fourth-year student dah!! alhamdulillah. so far i takde sangkut ape2 lagi walaupun selalu tercungap2 kan. hehe.

dan saya adalah sangat tak sabar untuk balik rayaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

sekian.

i'm back!

2009-08-30T21:14:00.002+05:30

my oh my.it's been ages since my last update isn't it?

nak buat macam mana, there is nothing much to blog about. kang duk cite psl everyday life macam bosan jgk.

and yes, i did go back to malaysia last week. 1 sweet week. nothing much jgk, mcm biasa balik untuk menikmati makanan, mmg makan je keje.

and also managed to restock my food stock. ah bahagia je rasa tgk ada byk makanan be it the junk food, frozen food, canned stuffs etc.

and owh, have i told u that i enjoy fasting here? sebab kat sini tak panas, so mcm tak haus, and the good part is that i didn't eat much during the break-fast. ye la hari tu sempat berbuka 2 hari kat malaysia punya lah melantak tak ingat dunia, cuba imagine kalau sebulan asyik berbuka mcm tu, entah-entah by raya dah jadi mcm mak gajah.

ok lah people. as mentioned, takde benda sgt la nak cerita. till then, mwax!

yippiiee!

2009-08-10T21:35:00.003+05:30

friends, i'm going back home next week! yessss, the very next week as in next sunday!

pastu raya balik lagiiiiiiiiii.

seronok lah buat bangalore-kl macam kb-kl jer.

bahagia betul.

honeymoon-ing.

2009-08-05T21:13:00.002+05:30

when i was in my first year of my study, they said, "hang on, this is the hardest part, just get it done". alhamdulillah, i made it through with not so flying colours.

in my 2nd year, they said, "be tough, coz this is the toughest part, get it over with, then u'll be in ur honeymoon year". alhamdulillah again, i made it through, much better.

hoi ni dah 3rd year nak masuk 4th year dah mane nye honeymoooooonnnnnn yearrrrrrrrrr???

grrrrrrrrrrrrr.

seriously tak tahan

2009-08-05T03:15:00.002+05:30

ah tertekan tertekan.

jgn terkejut kalau tiba2 minggu depan ada org balik msia.

tak tahan laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

nak balikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

ah bahagia betul!

2009-07-23T18:05:00.002+05:30

yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..

dengan ini saya sungguh berbesar hati mengumumkan bahawa saya telah berjaya membeli tiket kapalterbang Malaysia Airlines untuk pulang ke malaysia sempena hari raya nanti.

wait wait. that's not the point. mcm la aku sorang je beli.

tapiiiiiiiiiii...

few minutes after my online purchase was successful, neela tried to book the ticket as well, and u know what was the cheapest price available for the same date, same flight? Rs29000!!! and i got mine for only Rs18851!

yeayyyyyyyyy... ni la org panggil berbelanja dengan bijak. haha takde kaitan.

tp still rasa bahagia, yg penting balik raya you alll!!!!!

acute appendicitis

2009-07-17T19:10:00.002+05:30

1 year back i was once suspected to have acute appendicitis, during which the surgeon suggested me to undergo the surgery right away, but i refused. and alhamdulillah the pain subsided after some medications.

and now, i think i'm having the same symptoms. sakitttttttttt~~~

kena balik ke????

or is it just angin???

nauzubillah mintak2 angin je....

tak puas hati betul la.

2009-07-13T23:07:00.004+05:30

baru first internal assessment dah masuk 3/4 of the syllabus.

rilek la ade 2 lagi IA kot.

mane sempat nak baca semua. surgical procedure semua tu, dah la tak pernah tengok. macam mana nak ingat.

dah la tadi keluar soalan medical entomology. kata tak habis belajar lagi, mane nak tau pasal anak beranak nyamuk tu semua.

geram betul la.

hehe. dah tau banyak lagi tak baca, bukan nya nak gi study pun. lalalala~~

pre-exam.

2009-07-10T13:49:00.002+05:30

1. apa perasan sekarang
menyampah dgn exam.

2. saya nak makan
masakan melayu yang sedap dan percuma.

3. saya x suka
exam lah.

4. impian saya
nak kawen.muahahahahaaaa.

5. haiwan yg saya tidak suka
nombor satu: ular, nombor dua: gajah, nombor tiga: buaya.

6. saya harapkan
kitorang dapat cuti raya nanti.

7. jika boleh diputarkan masa
saya nak belajar kat malaysia jer, patutnye tak pyh keluar pun matrics dulu.

8. saya pada 10 thn akan datang
saya dah kawen dah ade anak yg chomel dah.

9. hp saya adalah
K7710.

10. saya pernah bercinta sebanyak
banyak sungguh.

11. saya suka pada
arif saya.

12. kawan2 saya
semua pergi kelas, saya je duk rumah konon nak baca buku pastu duk update blog kan. bagus sungguh.

13. pernah dikhianati
ade la beberapa kali.

14. apa yang hendak dilakukan terhadap org yg mengkhianati anda
takpe tuhan sendiri balas nanti.

15. senaraikan 8 orang untuk di tag
buatlah sape nak buat.

saya nak saya nak..

2009-07-09T06:10:00.002+05:30

saya nakkk...

1.kurussssss. tolongggg....
2.belajar rajin2... exam adalah next week. helppppppp~~
3.tengok transformers. korang, esok transformers keluar tau. tapi tak tauu bileee nak tengokkk~~
4.shopping. tapi takde duitttttt.
5.balik mesia. saya adalah homesickkkkkkkkkk... benci laaaaa..

ok tu jer.

ice age 3.

2009-07-06T10:51:00.002+05:30

jiran sebelah rumah saya ni wat doa selamat agaknye. bising nak mamposssssss. korang kalau nak tau, keling ni kalau diorang semayang ke ape ke, macam2 bunyi keluar. kejap mcm orang menyanyi, kejap macam orang menangis melalak melolong..

i skipped my community medicine class today since neela is having a high fever with cough and all, just in case she finally agrees to see a doctor, boleh la i bwk dia.

terpaksa la tahan je telinga sampai keling2 ni habis semayang dia.

btw, sape dah tengok ice age 3? saya dahhhhh. weiii korang kena gi tengokkkkkk. kelakar gila horror lahh. saya paling suka part ni, "talk to the trunkkk"... hahaha.. korang mesti tak paham. kena g tengok dulu.. hehe best best..

kecewanyaaaaaa~~

2009-07-04T00:16:00.002+05:30

ah hampanya tadi keluar nak tengok ice age, sampai2 ticket yang kitorang booked earlier today dah direleased sebab sampai lewat 5 minit je kot. tp sebab it was a fast selling movie kot. sebab tu terus sold out. nak beli ticket for shows on sunday pun dpt seat depan2. ah seat depan2 pun jadi la sebab pasni dah tak de masa nak keluar sebab dah nak exam.

since dah taktau nak buat ape, nak jalan2 kat garuda tu pun dah bosan kot, we decided to go to UB city. makan2 kat sana. and the seronok part is sebab asri was the driver. sedap je la kan cakap nak gi mana. kalau harap i yg drive, bukan kata sampai lambat 5 minit, sejam lepas tu kot baru sampai. hehe.. lepas ni boleh la suruh ko drive lagi. hehe..

arif is going back to kelate tonight for his collegue's wedding. sedihnye. u know since blajar kat india ni, selalu terlepas special occassions. bukan la wedding kwn arif tu. i mean like my classmate's wedding, tunang la ape la.tak best betul la..

ni pun tak sure lagi raya ni boleh balik ke tak. kalau dapat tukar tarikh exam and cuti boleh la balik... taknak laaaa raya kat siniiiii...

ok lah, entry takde motif pun ni. nak tido tapi mata tak ngantuk. sms arif pun tak delivered. entah dalam hutan mana entah tu.

tata people!

gigi aku.

2009-07-02T22:00:00.003+05:30

korang. ni lah gigi aku. memang dia keluar2 tu jadi berlapis2. lintang pukang. sape yang tak penah tengok gigi aku, tengok la. aku tak jumpa la gambar lain yang ade nampak gigi. maybe betul kot orang cakap aku ambik gamba semua nak cover gigi berlapis aku.
kesian gigi aku. dia elok je berjasa kat aku, tak pasal2 kena kutuk.
tapi, bak kata cikgu aku, it's better to be squint than blinded. aku pun macam tu la. baik aku ada gigi berterabur dari rongak.
tak kisah la orang nak kutuk pun. tak kisah la gigi aku ni menyakitkan mata orang tengok pun. tak kisah la gigi aku ni buruk sangat sampai orang tak nak tengok pun still ternampak2 jugak. sorry la kat sape2 yang sakit mata sangat tengok gigi aku buruk sangat. aku mintak maaf banyak2 bagi pihak gigi aku.
okey? peace no war.

sincerely,
gigi elida.

yeayyy!jerit cara slut sikit.

2009-07-02T19:38:00.003+05:30

ice age 3 dah keluar kat sini. sape nak join gi tengok, jommmmmmm.

anyway, we had a final futsal match with the junior team just now, and we WON! cayalah korang.

and as usual, i masuk padang at the very last minute la kan. tolong buang masa. hehe.. tu pun atas permintaan hangat paden. haha. good game la korang. yang penting, we had fun, kan?

and owh... we're having the first internal assessment in another 2 weeks. yet banyak gile la pulak movie baru keluar kan. macam mana ni??????

manusia manusia.

2009-07-01T23:50:00.002+05:30

ok kawan2. update! sepanjang pemergian saya menonton terminator, the god's angel has returned with a new comment.

tapi this time i malas nak copy paste, so i just approved it there. sape nak baca, bacalah. i don't care.

just so u know, form 4 is like what, ermmm 7 years back? mannnnn, 7 years!!! grow up and move on la. stucked in the past ke kau ni? ape zaman kanak2 kau ni tak happy ke dah besar2 jadi macam ni?

kenapa nak sakit hati sangat ngan aku ni? ngan GIGI aku pun kau sakit hati ke??

entah la aku tak tau nak cakap macam mana, tapi kau boleh jadi cikgu grammar kot kat sini. sebijik2 salah aku kau carik. nanti betulkan la eh mana2 grammatical error yang ade ni eh. english aku berkarat, tak pandai macam kau.

ok this is the last entry i'm gonna comment about this. u wanno go on with this battle, help urself. u're on ur own. kau meroyan lah sorang2 kau.

tapi kalau kau betul2 berani, datang depan2. cakap ngan aku ape kau tak puas hati. tunjuk sape kau. okay darling? aku kan slut, cakap mesti lah cara slut. ye tak?

ok tataaaa~~

so now i'm a bitch.

2009-07-01T17:32:00.004+05:30

hello kawan2. sape yg betul2 kawan saya je baca ni. kalau tak, sila blah. okey?

i just came back from the class, and as usual, turned on my lappy, signed in my facebook and blogspot and all. and look what i came to when i was about to moderate the comments.

"Footprints of an Angel??

Footprints of a BITCH more like it

apathy-of-elida??? causing agony to other people je. Bitch"

dah start pulak dah. hey come on la. nak cari gaduh sangat, cakap depan2 la. if u really have the guts, why restrict me from viewing ur profile? who cares if i'm a bitch? it seems like u care so much. why? sebab aku lagi bitch dari kau? haha. hell yes i'm a bitch, and what are you? god's angel?

ah ko nasib baik sebab aku malas nak layan. enough la wei with bad-mouthing2 ni. korang ni dah akil-baligh ke belum? cuba hidup bermoral sikit. kalau suka orang tu, suka la. kalau tak suka, duk diam2. orang tak kacau kita, kita nak kacau orang kenapa. binatang pun reti bahasa tau tak, kalau kita tak kacau diorang, they will do no harm to us. even stray dogs kat sini pun reti semua tu. ke kau ni lagi keji dari tu? SO PATHETIC.

yes, kau. pathetic.

dah, gi main jauh2. kalau kau tak suka aku, yang beria baca blog aku apehal?

dah, aku nak keluar gi tengok terminator. ko nak ikut bitchhhhhh??

penatttnyerrrr.

2009-06-28T20:13:00.002+05:30

sports carnival punye gambar click here. malas nak upload banyak2 kali.

seronok kan kawan2? sape tak join pape memang rugiiiiii laaaa..
it was so much fun, even though super junior serious perangai macam budak2 sekolah. nasib baik korang memang budak2.